Hi, i am back after ages, not that i was out of delusional land...haha, can never be,just got busy. Thank u all for your wonderful comments... Love u all
So, here is special OS, on you-know-who...(Nope its not Voldemort...shudders...haha)...
And its dedicated to my lovely crime-partner...Nidzy...wish u a very happy birthday!!!!
Still i miss you!!!
I woke up early in the morning, and immediately reached for my phone. Disappointed seeing no missed calls or msgs, i was about to sulk, when i remembered that she was not in town. She was away, kilometeres away for a show and i was missing her like hell. Yes, i know, its been only 2 days since she left, i frowned at my concience as it chided me, but i still miss her.
I know i could have been with her had i only accepted the offer, but it was a choice we made together after evaluating all pros and cons. Things are looking bright after ages, and we didnt want anything and i mean just ANYTHING to spoil it. But i still miss her. If I sound like a love-sick puppy, unlike any character i played, i do not mind,
because, thats how my girl is. Such is her aura that if she is not around, it seems all empty, and hell i miss her.
Ok, before i could one more time brood ober how much i miss her, my phone rang, and i leapt towards it, with a huge smile on my face, very well knowing who it could be.And i was right, as that melodious voice greeted me, making my grin more wide, if that was possible. I chatted with her for a while, and after taking assurance that she will look
after herself and promising to do the same, i hang up.But,oh i still miss her.
I got up from the bed, and made my way outside, where my dog greeted me, bringing me out of the gloomy mood i was in. I had bought him, when i was in dire need of a companion, when things where all topsy-turvy in my life and i wanted someone who would listen and not say a word. And he has been a perfect companion. I played with him for a while, and then left for work. Yes, despite having no show on hand, i was busy,unlike what i have been projecting to world. I was busy in settling my life for a perfect future, where there will be security, happiness and HER. Yes, i was busy in making arrangements to welcome her in my life. And yet again, i started missing her.
We have been together for a long long time, yet i can never have enough of her, its like i want her with me so that i can be me. Yes, people close to me, know how unlike myself i become in her absense, but as i said, not my fault. Thats my girl and i miss her lots.
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After a long tiring day, i was sitting in my balcony, enjoying the weather outside, but still missing her by my side, when the ring of my phone got me out of my thoughts. She knew i was waiting for her call, and i was not surprised, coz thats how we were, we always knew what other would want or say.
I spoke to her, listening as she excitedly told me about her adventures, telling her again to take care and not exert,esp her back, to which she laughed. By the way, did i tell u how rythmic her laughter is, its like music of my wind chimes. Well, we had our small little conversation and then bidding her good bye,i went to sleep.
Closing my eyes, i thanked god, for its one day less without her, and praying for the day, when she will be all mine. I soon slept, off into dreamland, but still i miss her!!!!
I do not know how it is, but after philosophical lessons from someone 😉, i wanted to write this, so if u like it press the LIKE tab and do comment...
Till next time
Annie
Edited by annie07 - 12 years ago
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