this is Devika. Need to clarify few repeated misunderstanding what I am understanding from few comments here. Because the upcoming parts will or may confuse you more only or may not give your answeres right away, so only this note OK. Don't take it otherwise , thinking I am feeling down, or I am asking for everyone to respond or anything like that. This is just for those who wants to clarify their doubt before proceeding to the nest part. that's all. so cool...... and a warning for those who totally got lost....
you are thinking Radhika is in Delhi, is in Chandenpur ?
dev thinking Rahdika in India?delhi and coming back happily to meet her, to hold her in his arms (remembering all those nice moments they spend together, so he is happy at this time , sitting intisde that airplne witht he hope of meeting her soon, ok)
Suchi thinking Rahdika back with him, and THEY are coming, not just him. (she is meeting and talking with with chandenpur people, there is no confusion on Radev's part from anyone's side, even mohan is eagerly waiting and Suchi knows that, so her strong belief is Radhika in U.S. with Dev) but she is unable to share the happiness of their arrival, as Dev called right before his departure, and he confused her with his talk and hang up. Suchi is an intelligent lady and she is sensing something is wrong, but in her, or chandenpur talk , so far noone in India, that question or concern did arise, may be it will arise soon, thru somebody, but at present time, it is not.
But then where is Radhika?????????????
How can she leave away from Dev?
how can she hide away from her loving family if she is in INdia?
moreover, why she left U.S. if Dev is right in his thinking, without anybody's knowledge?
I hope these are the quesions you have in your mind or trying to ask me...... It is my duty to answer all these,and convince the sittuation.
I really thought of giving few radev moments and light times in u.s with all the bubbly moments..., but I really really thought , it is just an everyday life and there is nothing interesting in those updates (which was my misunderstanding) , from the response. So to wake you up, I brought my mad world early, very early. So I told you earlier too, if you think you can handle this curiosity or my madness, please continue to walk with me, or read chapter 74 one more time and believe that they lived happily ever after.
The choice is yours. Take the decision now dear, because my mood changes with time as my charactors, I am not the same person whom you met yesterday, I have changed, mind has travelled throu a lot of time (every second of it) and ways ( a long distance) from yesterday to today, and along with me you too. So.take a decision ,whether to continue the journey or not.
So if you are deciding to step down here, I thank you for all your love and support till today, it was your support brought me up till here and words cannot express my gratitude towards you, and wish you all the best in your life. Because I won't be active in forum, just coming to post this updates, so i may not see your post or notes unless otherwise you send me a PM.
But if any one of you who is reading this note, is deciding to continue, to take that bumpy ride, then please check back, I have highlighted few sentences, or words , for you to clarify your doubts. Hopefully you will be able to connect the dots. and I will complete my FF for you (may take another 50 parts, warning for those who are deciding to continue with me).
What I want to underline is Dev is coming happy , so his thoughts are going to be mostly happy times from the past, he is going to meet his family, his Radhika , so mental status is happy, may be towards the end, he may change, but he is coming happy for now and excited too.
But for Suchi, it is confusion, a sense of fear, fear of unknown which she is unable to share with anyone at this time, because HE IS HER SON and she is HIS WIFE and her DIL. so...
thanks for taking time to read my note for today
p.s: I am sorry , if i left you with more confusion now., but that is me, mad Devika..... sorry... If anybody wants to throw chappals on me, save it, at the end of this FF I will tell you, whom to aim at , ok, for now KSHAMA KARDENA bhai.......
Edited by Devika. - 03 March 2011 at 9:41am