Ok dears, I am back and here are my thoughts:-
First of all few good things happened today and I will mention them first as bullet points
1) Confident Nivi giving back to vamp HL.
2) Confident Nivi trying to be NT dadi's support and showing that she can handle society.
3) Yash getting out of company of his so-called friends. Just hope that Gaurav does not do anything wrong with Yash.
4) Viren giving back to CC and telling her not to interfere.
5) Viren missing Nivi and gathering courage to talk to her.
6) Viren's realization of where his happiness lies? I specifically did not say 'Realization of LOVE' as according to me it is not yet. And I will explain.
I am impressed with CTs and editor that they are now starting the episode from where they left day before. So it is in continuation and not random start. Thanks CTs for listening to us.
I liked VD today for finally speaking up against CC and telling her what she did was wrong as everybody here is trying to reunite them as they know where their happiness is. But what to say about CC - self called mom of Viren - she thinks that she knows her son but alas she is the biggest enemy of her son. I am loving changed dadi.
Viren lost in deep thoughts, all sad, oblivious of the world around as hsi world has left him. "Bheer (crowd) mein hote hue bhi Viren aaj akela tha". Here comes his mom and asks him to celebrate. I loved Viren's shocked expression here and the way he turned and looked at his mom thinking "what kind of mom you are?" And finally he blasted her and told her not to interfere in his matters as she does not know where his happiness is. He was so mad knowing that she has spolit everything. Now Viren will have to work harder to win Nivi and Sharma's but he will do it. It is not easy to win back the love and the trust you have lost and kahte hain ki "ek baar jab rishton mein daraar aa jaye to uska nishaan hamesha rahta hai." That is why Viren will have to work too hard to fix this daraar..
HL is kalank in the name of women... She is chachi and still she does not understand Nivi? She is only concerned about her daughter.. When Nivi was there then she was worried and now Nivi is not there and still she is wondering what will happen to her daughter and reason is she has no confidene in her daughter that whether she will be able to make her place or handle Sood's hence all blame comes on Nivi. But Nivi is a changed person now. She gave back - short and sweet and HL ki bolti band ho gayi. I am just waiting for the day when she will get back from everybody and will realize what she did was wrong. I am glad that KS, Dadi and PT heard what she said to Nivi and I am loving Pratap these days.
I was sad seeing Viren so down today. He is again lost in his thoughts on the dining table. Everybody is worried except his parents. Look at Sid..oh my, he is so worried seeing the condition of his brother. Milee, seriously I am enjoying this bonding. I have always wanted these brothers to be best of friends and brothers and I am getting that now. Sid is giving the best advice to his brother just like any best friend would. He is not imposing himself but just showing the direction and then he is just standing back and watching his brother take that path and move in the right direction. Decision is still left on Viren. Too good... I have always wanted to be part of such a joint family and fortunately my hubby has elder brother just like Sid but unfrotunately we ar enot together as he is in India and we are in US but I see and feel the bond between both of them.
The only part I did not really like was that Nivi stopped while putting sindoor. She is still married till the divorce is legalized. So, she should have put it as she is still wearing sari and jewellery.. This is my view...
Yash, gives back to his friends and tells them that he does not like what they do and want to break up with them. WOW...He has grown so mature and has made the right decision. Yash has Nivi and dadi as his guides and they will always guide him in the right direction.
See, what Viren unconsiously has done to Nivi - he has made her confident and fearless. She has dealt with so many issues that now nothing can bother her. Baar baar gir kar khud ko sambhlana seekh liya hai Nivi ne. She has learnt a lot. I will say it was Viren's love though fake but it was there and that made her feel beautiful and confident and she realized that somebody needs her. It was only later that she came to know that he was stalking her and his love was fake..But till then she had gained all these qualities. Now Nivi is consoling dadi and telling her tigeress dadi that she can face the world and she will have to do it now else she will never be able to do it. I was so proud of her today... Our Woman of substance is here. I have loved the way CTs have shown this jorney of Nivi's..slow and gradual progression...
Viren and Nivi ke path to aapas mein takrane hi hain kyonki dono ki mazil ek hi hai. Kahin bhi jayen, end mein ek dusre se hi aake milenge. My eyes kind of popped out looking at the way Viren stopped the car as soon as he saw Nivi from his side view mirror.. He just did not want to lose this opportunity to talk to her. I loved their eye contacts - so much pain, there was udaasi in both of them. I don't know but I found Viren very passionate in this scene. The way he walked towards Nivi, came so close to her... passion was tapkofying from his eyes... And then Nivi breaks the eye contact and Viren tries hard to speak but he is not, he has lost his confidence and attitude and hence the result. He is shocked to hear that dosti bhi mar chuki hai. So, Nivi does not want to keep any relationship with him.
Now comes the most important part of the episode - Night scene and Viren sitting in the garden facing Sharma house with flute in his hand.
Flute has been his companion for long and now that Nivi is not there he relied on his companion but alas even she has left him... Before I start, let me clap for Kinshuk..He was marvellous in this scene. He acted so good that it is beyond words. I saw Kinshuk coming back with these expressions after the day when Nivi caught him.. He emoted with eyes and his face...
Flute and music has binded both Viren and Nivi together and it holds a special place in their relationship. Dono music ki wajah se ek dusre ke paas khinche chale aate hain. It was so heart breaking seeing Viren trying to play but sur not coming out and his hands shaking... See, what loss of confidence does to a person..
Then comes his best friend, his bhaiyya, his idol... Sid. Sid cannot see Viren in this condition and encourages him to play the flute. Viren just opens up and Sid leads him to the right direction. He tells him to dive deep into his own heart and he will get all the answers. And vola, Viren does what Sid asks him to.
It all starts with bad memories - going to hostel, Sid winning the game, DS scolding Viren, Nivi giving him divorce papers and then as soon Nivi came in picture Viren starts remembering all good times. He starts getting good FB when he remembered Nivi saying that Viren is good and he can love somebody... WOW, what a smile appeared on his face when he remembered that because that again gave him confidence that yes, even though he is capable of doing bad but he is fully capable of doing good and Viren can love somebody. Nivi ne Viren ka pyaar mehsoos kiya hai. And then Viren sees all the good moments spent with Nivi and he is able to play the flute. The realization dawns on him that he was happy with Nivi and Nivi was happy with him. It was happiness and not love in my opinion as Nivi has never said to him those 3 magical words.. And in FB he never remembered those moments where he said 'I Love You' to Nivi as according to him it was fake...So, now he knows his happiness is with Nivi only and he will work towards getting her trust back. And then will come love. Viren had such a satisfying and cute smile in the end. YES, I know that it is Nivedita I will be happy with and who will complete my world and I will get her. I also want to say something more about this scene - Eerybody in life goes through bad phase and we all move on with life but those bad memories always remain itched in our mind. It is hard to forget the bad phase but with time and love of people around us it tends to lighten. Time is a good healer and it helps in burying those bad memories in deeper layers of our heart and mind.. So, Viren's has not forgotten his past, it will always remain with him but now he has learnt to deal with it and still be happy as he is getting love and care of his family. Similarly, Nivi will also learn to live with this bad phase of her marriage. It is not easy to forget it but still she will be able to move ahead in her life.
If you all remember I have always said that in a successful marriage Trust comes first and then love happens automatically. And this is what is going to happen. Jahan pe vishwas hai wahan pe pyaar hai.
I loved the attitude and confidence Viren showed in the precap. He still said "aapki bahu ko wapis layunga". I want to hear "apni biwi ko wapis layunga." He is now playing family game the way Nivi played.. But he should know that this is not going to work as Nivi wants Viren first and then family.... Waiting for tomorrow's episode..This week is going to be interesting.
But I do not want it to be so fast, Nivi should take her time and Viren should really work hard to get her back.
Sorry for the long post..Please comment.
Edited by anjubala - 21 March 2011 at 2:26pm