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FragranceOfLove

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Posted: 18 February 2011 at 3:23am | IP Logged
Hey...

I opened this gallery, to collect some of my one-shots, written in "The Writer's Corner".

 In this gallery, I am collecting those one-shots, in which I haven't used any names. All the characters are a fiction of my imagination.

I haven't assigned any names to those characters, because they were strong enough to require any name. Also, one reason being anyone can easily relate themselves to it.

I am not a professional, but I love to write. I always write something as soon as I get time. Writing is my obsession.


This page also includes links to everything that I ever published.

Hope you all like my work :)

I welcome you all to-


I am looking forward to reading your reviews :)

- Mahak



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Here goes the list of my work, scattered everywhere-

My Blog

http://mahak-thefragranceoflife.blogspot.com/

It's about saving my works there. Just collecting my work here.


I won't fall in love with you [Uday-Manyata]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=2434152

He watched, as the tears fell from her eyes. He couldn't wipe her tears off. It was because of him. He never expected that he would have to marry an unwilling bride, but it was his destiny. He couldn't do anything. He decided that he would give her everything... except love. She felt shattered. She was broken. She was marrying him. She had never expected that she would have to marry him... a person she hated more than anyone else in the world. She decided that no matter what happens... she won't ever fall in love with him.




You Belong With Me [Original SS]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3197429

It's concept? Well, read out and you will know ;) I simply don't want to give this one out... But basically, it deals with Time being the ultimate healer, love being ever lasting, past shadows being haunting... and moving on. It tells you how sometimes, 'moving on' is the only thing you can do. Its about learning how to seek happiness from moments from your life.




Life In A Movie [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1250238

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1302220

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1326825

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1392217

"Life In A Movie" is a story which revolves around two people namely -Mayank and Nupur. It's a story about their love, betrayal, marriage, fault, suspense, twists, turns, misunderstandings, criminals, tears, joy, truth, lies, friendship, guilt and other emotions. But most strongly, it's about their love...a love which is veiled by many hidden truths...

This story shows how Mayank and Nupur meet after 5 years of their breakup in marriage and sustain themselves. Mayank wants to have Nupur back in his life while Nupur hates Mayank due to a hidden truth. Little does she know that the person whom she hates thoroughly is the one, who did everything for someone. She doesn't know the truth of that night which separated them.

But when she comes to know about the real truth, will Mayank forgive him for the treatment she gave him? Would she come to know about the real truth? If yes, then will time give her another chance to prove her love? What had Mayank done? Would it be too late to run back in time and ask for forgiveness?

What was the truth due to which Nupur hates the person whom she loves like anything? Who are Samrat and Gunjan? Why is Mayank marrying Gunjan? Why is Nupur marrying Samrat? Who is Dia? What game is destiny playing with them?

What is the secret behind their separation? Who actually is responsible for their separation? What happened in their past life? How can one night change their bond? Why did they didn't do anything? Would Nupur be able to find out the truth? For whom is Mayank quiet?

Why isn't Mayank telling her the real truth? Why is he letting her assume that he was at fault? Why? Whom is he trying to protect? What is the secret which when Mayank comes to know, would hate Nupur?

Would this movie bring them together and unveil every secret? What is written in their destinies? Are they meant to be or not? Will they be together before it's too late?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Life In A Movie."


I Don't Know [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1525410

It's not only a journey of understanding and knowing all the feelings, its about realizing how to live with them. Feelings might be difficult but they speak what your heart wants to hear. You really can't control your heart and instruct it. Feelings do not develop with age, but with age, they grow up too. This story is all about discovering your feelings and learning how to live with the essence of it.

I don't know...as the name suggests, is the story which is just uncovered. This deals with the dilemma of two people namely Mayank and Nupur who are in a confused state of mind. They don't know whether they love each or not. And even if they love each other, they are subjected to a question, whether their love would be successful or not.

Nupur is a girl, who has so many dreams, but irrespective of her own morals, she finds herself falling for the handsome Mayank. She always dreamt of arrange marriage, and dreamt about making her family, proud of herself. But irrespective of all the shells she makes, just one play makes her world fall into clash. She is subjected to feelings unknown to her. She just doesn't know what is wrong and what is right. But then, in love, you can never predict anything.

Mayank is a handsome boy, having no bad habits. He just is unknown to the feelings Nupur bears for him. He doesn't know that how his small actions are making someone fall in love with him. He loves someone else, who obviously didn't return his love. He isn't heart broken, but moves on, unknown to the fact that his friendliness is making someone fall for him. He just doesn't know how someone is falling for his smile.

Unknown to this fact, he finds himself in a dilemma when he gets to know about Nupur's feelings. He is shocked to see that someone is falling for him. But would he open his heart for her? What is right? Should boys only confess their feelings first? Should girls stay back and wait for the boys to respond? Or should she say out what's in her heart?

What to do? To marry someone who loves you or to marry someone whom you love? What would you do if you were given a choice between right and heart? For sure, heart cannot always be right, but who knows? "I don't know" deals with such conditions.

This story may subject you to a pool of emotions. [My strong point] It might even bring tears to your eyes. You won't be able to see her in such a dilemma. You can know that yeah, she is in love, but its her life. She doesn't know anything at all. She is just trying to discover if her feelings are just a crush or a pure bond of love.

This story may also take you to a ride of questions, whether her love is right or not. What should he do? I am not gonna decide about its end this time. It would be you who would be telling what you want. At a certain level, i am gonna ask you, what would you have done if you were at their position.

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "I don't know."



My Short Story Gallery [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1278042

Here, i am collecting all of my short stories. Currently, it's being occupied by 'Kaun hai Woh"

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1278042&TPN=72

"Kaun hai woh" is a story that deals with the concept of rebirth. It's a thrilling story that revolves how two people namely Mayank and Nupur, try and hunt down their dreams. And in this process, they seem to connect with each other. Their quest for their dreams, in turn brings them closer to each other.

But when both unite, would time give them a second chance? Would their love bloom without any hurdles, in this second birth? What had happened in their previous birth?

What had happened in the previous birth, which led to their separation and ultimately death?

Would their quench for the answers push them into a dark side of the world? Would their love survive among all the chaos? What's hidden in their past life? What is actually going to happen? Would fate again bring them together? What work if left, which has to be accomplished in this birth? Who were the people who separated them? Why are their dreams blurred?

Would the people in their dreams, get a face? What would happen if they get the face? Would they be able to survive in this battle of heart vs mind? Would they be able to live together, inspite of the dark secrets of their past?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Kaun Hai Woh."



Arrange Marriage [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1297288

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1376847

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1549647

This is a very ordinary and simple story about two human beings namely, Mayank and Nupur, who are tied in the bond of marriage. It's their journey from strangers to soul mates. And this journey is going to be depicted with proper customs and all.

Traditions, which people have forgotten, would be revived with this story. It's the journey of their feelings which seem to differ at each point of time. Would they make it to the destination?

What all they have to adjust? How would they prove each other to be capable? Would they be able to love each other till eternity? Would just a bond of seven vows, bind two strangers together?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Arrange Marriage."


 

My One Shot Gallery [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1300068

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1358081

Just collecting my one-shots here. Random pieces of work, which were scattered here and there, are collected here. And starting from my first one-shot, to my all other Mayur one-shots, are collected here itself.

LifePartner.com [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1340238

Mayank and Nupur are best of friends. They work together in a matrimonial company. They are partners in their company which they have themselves opened.

They find the match for others in their company named "LifePartner.com" and after certain time, and due to permanent nagging by their parents to marry someone, they decide to find a match for each other.

They know each other like no one knows. But during the period of finding match for each other, they eventually fall for each other. Will they confess? Will they marry? If yes, then how?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "LifePartner.com"

Gallery Of Short FFs [Mayank & Nupur]-

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1356442

Gallery collecting my MN Short stories.

Currently Going on is "Can We Be Together?"

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1356442

This is my story which deals with a complete new phase in today's world. With this ff, I am trying to provoke awareness. Child marriages along with social boundaries are shown in this ff.

It's not about being in a relationship, it's about how to live in a relationship. What would you do when you come to know that, the girl you love is already married? What would you do if you come to know that she isn't happy with this marriage?

Doesn't she deserve happiness? Can social norms become the obstacles in the path of love? Is she allowed to love? Can she ever stand up for herself and fight against her own husband? Can she go beyond the boundaries?

Are they destined to be together? Or she is destined to bear the torture of her husband? Would she ever respond to his love? Would she go beyond the boundaries? Would she ever stand up for herself? Can they be together?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Can We Be Together?"


Gallery Of Short FFs [Armaan & Ridhima]-

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1356444

Gallery collecting my MN Short stories.

Currently Going on is "Can We Be Together?"

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1356444

This is my story which deals with a complete new phase in today's world. With this ff, I am trying to provoke awareness. Child marriages along with social boundaries are shown in this ff.

It's not about being in a relationship, it's about how to live in a relationship. What would you do when you come to know that, the girl you love is already married? What would you do if you come to know that she isn't happy with this marriage?

Doesn't she deserve happiness? Can social norms become the obstacles in the path of love? Is she allowed to love? Can she ever stand up for herself and fight against her own husband? Can she go beyond the boundaries?

Are they destined to be together? Or she is destined to bear the torture of her husband? Would she ever respond to his love? Would she go beyond the boundaries? Would she ever stand up for herself? Can they be together?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Can We Be Together?"



Our Short Stories Gallery [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1359935

This is my gallery for collecting MN short-stories, written by me and my friend. Currently going on story is "The Secret Admirer"

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1359935

Nupur is a simple ordinary US girl. She is modern yet traditional. She finds it weird when she starts getting love letters everyday. She is confused regarding the sender of those love letters. She tried to find the sender, but the typed love letters leave no trace for the handwriting recognition.

But the hints that she gets, leads her to Brad. Brad is the hottest guy of her college and she had a secret crush on him. She finds it endearing, when she thinks that it could be Brad. She seems completely drawn towards the sender, as the beautiful lines for her touches her heart.

Before she knows, she and Brad becomes a couple. She quiet enjoys his company, but somehow she feels that something is missing. At the new eve's ball, she dances with Brad but is confused regarding the missing magic.

She is completely unaware that the typed love letters are none other than by her best friend, Mayank. What would happen when she comes to know about that? How would she able to find that out? Would she dance with Mayank on new eve ball and make their relationship strong?

Or would Mayank let her go? Seeing her happiness with Brad, would Mayank ever let her know that how much he loves her? Would he ever reveal that he is her secret admirer? Would Nupur ever come to know about her real secret admirer?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "The Secret Admirer"


Eyes And Vision [Original SS]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1708794

This is my daily updated SS in Writer's Corner. :) It deals about having a clear vision in life.


Kaisa Woh Pyaar Tha? [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1370598

It's a tale of teenage love story. Nupur, tells the story of her past. She regrets the fact that she had completely ignored the person who loved her like anything. She was young, and couldn't respond to his love. She was immature to understand the depth of his love.

Mayank was her best friend, and she assumed him to be so. When she tried to set Mayank and Gunjan together, Mayank revealed his love for her. That day, she finds herself in a dilemma. What to do? She feels nothing for him and their friendship is just too strong.

Mayank and Nupur's friendship had given a new dimension to the term friendship itself. But she had to break his heart, in order to save hers. As she completes her story, she breaks down, not realizing that she herself was responsible for it. As she completes her story, she faces a new side of her life.

Who is the person listening to her story? What had happened that she had to tell her story to someone? What is the end of her story? Would his love die with time? Kaisa woh pyaar tha which made Nupur remember him after so many years?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Kaisa Woh Pyaar Tha"

Gallery Of OneShots On Current Track [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1384459

It is a gallery which contained all those one-shots which were based on the MJHT show sequence. I wrote them before the actual scene took place. They are purely based on my imagination except for the situation shown in the show.

Unexpected [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1405698

VM DIRECT LINK- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suhhwYE1oqk

This is the concept link. Yeah, a video one. This is because I am not going to tell the concept this time. Let it be unexpected. But for sure, this would be the most romantic FF i can ever write. It's concept and the chapters are completely unexpected and would leave you in awe.

Here, i am trying to polish my romantic writing skills. Well, what actually is the concept? Expect the unexpected here. This FF is for everyone out there, who loved mystery and romance.

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Unexpected"

Unbreakable bonds [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1447444

Some bonds for sure are unbreakable. But what happens when a series of ordeals, tries to break the most precious bonds of your life? How would you save your relationships when you yourself are broken? This story deals with saving of two bonds, sisterly bond and the eternal bond of love.

What are the mysteries behind the story? Why is Nupur changed? Would Gunjan be able to save her relationship with her sister Nupur? What is the mystery behind Mayank's cold attitude towards Nupur? What had happened?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my story "Unbreakable Bonds"

Not So Typical [Frd's] [FF] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1445830

When you seem to move on to a new country, u have loads of apprehension. But it is not the same with her. On the very first day of her new college, she makes friends.

Somehow he doesn't make her go crazy. They don't talk to each other but yet they dislike each other. She hates his girlfriend and he hates her attitude.

They stay away from each other BUT her singing power brings her closer to his band. Can music be the reason to unite them? Will the songs hit his chord? Will they fall in love or will be away?

To unveil all these answers, keep reading my friend's story "Not So Typical"

Nature [Poem]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1467740

This is a poem i wrote on nature. I wrote this on request of my friend. I am very apprehensive about publishing my poems, and this was a little but a poem describing nature. The girl in this poem, is just enjoying the view of nature. She is standing in her balcony.

Setting Free...[Poem]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1482809

This is a poem on a very sensitive issue. I don't know how i managed to write it out. This poem is about a call-girl. She is distressed about the happenings in her life. She feels so hatred that she ultimately decides to end her life. She is fed up with everything.

This poem gives a message that even call-girls are like normal girls and have same feelings as any other. This poem is dark in nature, so i don't recommend it to anyone who has a problem with mature stuffs.

Besides Me...[OneShot] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1495243

This is about the unexpressed feeling. Yeah, love. This one-shot is about realization of love. The setting is of a free period in class. Her partner is absent and she is feeling damn bored.

When she gets some boy as her partner and talks to him, she sees her x-best friend. She realizes that she missed him. When she starts talking to some other boy and the boy starts getting too close for her comfort, he comes there. And she realizes that he still could read her eyes.

Sitting next to him, she feels a whirlwind of emotions. She feels for him, and now its time that she understood it. Although she regrets loosing her best friend in him, she realizes that she was always in love with him.

She was an anti-love girl, and he was hopeless romantic. She always used to ask him various questions, questions regarding the existence of love. But later she herself finds the answers to those questions, and realizes about her feelings for him.
In front of others, he was besides her, but only she knew how far he was from her.

I personally love this one-shot of mine.

How We Met [OneShot] [His/Her]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1499539

This one-shot is for my friend. This one-shot deals with how two people meet. This is a love-story. A love story which is different from others. All though there are loads of twists and turns, they ultimately meet.

This one was my most famous one. As the name suggests, the lovers are telling their story about how they met each other. There are twists and turns in their life, but ultimately true love wins over everything.

Just A Fling...??? [OneShot] [Mayank & Nupur]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1552126

This is just an extract. A simple piece of one-shot. The girl is caught between her growing feelings for some boy and her morals. She is confused about her feelings.

She doesn't know why she feels attracted to him. Although she admits that she has started feeling something for him, she doesn't wants to feel for him. She is caught between her feelings for this boy and the expectations of her parents.

It is a fling. It's just a fling, which would pass away with time. It can't be more than a fling. But then, why does her heart react so strongly around him? Why can she sense his presence? Why does she feel different around him? Why does she love looking at his back? Why does she stare at him, when he is not looking?

It's just a fling for her. It has to be a fling only. It was supposed to be a fling only. But who knows? But her feelings have grown. Maybe'I love this one-shot of mine too. This was my first one-shot which dealt which such delicate realizations.

Those Facebook Quizzes [OneShot]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1663934

This is just an extract. A simple piece of one-shot. The girl is caught between her growing feelings for some boy her rejection about this fact.

She doesn't know why she feels attracted to him. She takes various quizzes regarding that boy. She doesn't registers that fact that she is slowly falling for him. But she takes quizzes on him. She doesn't tells him that, but she is finally getting around that idea.

And at some point, she finally realizes that she indeed has fallen for him.

Wings Of Passion [OneShot]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1663934

It's all about the amount of passion one can have. It's all about romance. It's all about loving each other with a burning passion. It's all about coming closer. And it's all about two people who can't keep their hands off each other. Written in Mills and Boon style!


Being A Mother [OneShot]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1762265

It's about having your first child in your hands, for the first time...and letting various emotions engulf you. You just can't let your kid away from your eyes. It's about being a mother and feeling all those sacred emotions.


I Am Sorry [Poem] 

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=2989380#57560653

This poem is all about female feoticide and it's effect on a woman. Everyone blames a mother. We easily forgive the in-laws and others.. but we say 'How could the mother do this?' Well, I took this theme to explain the view point of a mother. The pain she goes through.




\My cc- [Open For All]

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1442868

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1450038

This is my cc...everyone is welcome here. No need for invitations, just hop in and let's talk :)


That's All I Got, Till Now!

-Mahak



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Here, I would be posting my One-Shots, from now onwards...



It's about missing someone badly...and still denying it. It's about loving someone to your death, still denying about it. It's about Expressing your emotions. It's about loving someone so much, that you can't even stay one day without her/him.


You guys can imagine it on any couple you want...it can be viewed as your perspective...i mean like a wife writing to his husband, when he has gone out of station...a sister writing to her sister while she is away...or anything you wish for...this is a letter...a letter expressing some intricate feelings of love...and how much the person does 'not miss' the other person...






It's about conveying the feelings of the heart, through your eyes. He was her best friend... she stopped talking to him... Why? He loves her... always had... But what happens when she doesn't even looks at his face? How can two people converse without the need of words?

In this one-shot, I have not used any dialogues. They just speak...through their hearts and eyes... And what secrets has she buried in her eyes? Would they feel something when their eyes meet...in an... eye lock?




It's a not a song based one-shot, though the lyrics are used in this. I haven't used the theme of anything, except love. The story is told in a different manner. Pain and melancholy are used to describe what love is.

In this one-shot, the nature intervenes the course of misery and creates another sort of romance. When pain comes out of your eyes, nature always soothes the pain. But what if, she can't... breathe? Can she learn to breathe... without him?






Sincerely,



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I am not missing you....


You guys can imagine it on any couple you want....it can be viewed as your perspective....i mean like a wife writing to his husband, when he has gone out of station....a sister writing to her sister while she is away....or anything you wish for.....this is a letter...a letter expressing some intricate feelings of love....and how much the person does 'not miss' the other person...


15th March, 2011

 

Hey...

 

Hmm, well, I am writing this, just to let you know that I am so not missing you.

 

How can I miss you when I am so free? When you were there, I had to share my computer with you. And now I am free. It's all mine. Everything is all mine! I am extremely happy to be able to get rid of you.

 

I am so happy that you are gone. Now you won't be able to fight with me. I am happy that I don't have to fight for various things with you. I mean, who cares about you? I am happy that I am all alone.

 

You know how much I love being alone. Now I can study peacefully. You aren't there to disturb me, or open up the computer to distract me. You aren't here to ask me to dance, without my consent. Thank God! I don't have to bear up watching all your perfect moves.

 

I don't have to feel insecure of you. I don't need to feel like I am worthless. And yeah, I don't have to bear your non-stop irritating thoughts too. I mean, who cares about you, anyways? You always just irritate me. So, I don't care about you at all.

 

I am not at all missing you. How can I? You have only gone today. And I don't even care about you. It's just that, I don't want you to cry for me. It's so because of a fact that I am not missing you. And if you would cry, then your eyes would give you a burning sensation and you won't be able to enjoy anything. But then, who cares about your eyes?

 

And if mother tells you that I was crying for you, then don't believe her. She is just making up things. I was crying because I don't know anything about my papers. I am just worried about my exams, and that's why I am crying. Not for you. Why would I cry for you? I have my room all by myself!

 

I can rest on any side of the bed, without you telling me that it's your room too. I can peacefully sleep on my side of the bed, without asking you to move back on your side and you telling me that the entire room if yours and you can lie on either side you like.

 

Just so you know I am not missing you. I can sleep peacefully, without worrying that you would shift on my side. And without waking up to check on you, whether you are still tucked up in the blanket or not. I don't have to care about all these anymore. I don't have to spoil my sleep for you.

 

Now that you have gone, I have my house, all to myself. I can eat anything I want, without saving anything for you. I can even hug your favorite hamburger style pillow, and you won't be able to stop me. I can even dirty it and throw it on the floor. Now won't be able to hug it when you sleep. I can do anything I please. I am free and I am alone. What else can I ask for?

 

Just to tell you, I am using your image as my mobile wallpaper. Not because I miss you and want to watch it when I cry, or to kiss my screen when I feel lonely, but it's because I clicked this picture when you were not paying attention to me. I am so going to show this picture of you to everyone, and make fun of you. And you won't be able to stop me.

 

And besides, I am so happy that you are gone for few days. Now I can keep things to myself, without you forcing things out of me. You won't be there to ask me about my feelings and make me confess about them. And thank God, I got rid of you. Now I don't have to hug you or console you, when you cry about some random people, who have hurt you. I don't have to listen to the things you say.

 

You know what? I am happy that you are away for a few days. Now I don't have to cry in front of you. You know how I hate to cry in front of anyone! And you always make me cry, by making me pour out my feelings or point of view about things. You know how I prefer to be silent and keep things to myself. And you! You always force things out of me, and make me feel light hearted.

 

Now you won't be able to do that for a few days and I would be able to keep things to myself. I can keep my calm and be silent like always. I can go into my 'non-caring' mode and you won't be able to force me to care. Now no one would be able to make me show my emotional and sensitive side to anyone. I can be hard and practical.

 

You won't even irritate me and demand for things, when I am busy watching television or playing on computer. Now you won't use me and my things. And my nail polishes are safe from you. You can't use them until you return. And meanwhile, I can play with my computer. You won't peek into my cupboard and ask for all the eatables inside.

 

I can keep my goodies inside and eat them alone. I don't have to share them with you. I can eat them and you won't be able to do anything. I can demand things from papa, and you won't be able to ask for your share. It's so nice that you are gone. I am not going to miss you at all.

 

There are so many things, which I can do, to prove you that I am not missing you. Not at all! But all the while, I am missing you. While writing that 'I am not missing you', all I can think is how much I miss you. All I want to do is, to cross the distance and come for you. I just wish to hug you till you sleep. I just wish to kiss you on your forehead and watch you change poses. All I want is, to tuck you properly in our blanket and ruffle you hair.

 

All I want is to irritate you. All I truly want is to fight with you. All I want is to have you sleep besides me. I just wish to kiss you softly on your cheeks and watch you change poses in your sleep. I know that you would never allow me to kiss you, when you are awake. You hate it. It's just that, one day, I wish that you would be able to reciprocate the same feelings that I have for you.

 

I know that you are not going to miss me. Why would you? You would have the people of your age, surrounding you. You don't even have to fight with anyone for anything. You must be happy to be there with people, who would give you anything you wish for.

 

I know you must be happy that you won't have to do any work. I know that you might not want to come back again. Although I know how much you love me, still I want to hear it coming from your mouth. Although I know that you won't miss me, I so wish that you miss me as much as I do.

 

And yeah, I won't eat up all the things. Why would I? I know it's you plan to make me get fat. You want me to look ugly and you to remain slim and beautiful. I won't let that happen! When you would return, I would force you to eat them! I would force you to eat them all! Then you would get fat and I would become slim.

 

And yeah, about the pillow part, I so am going to hug it. I would hug it and won't return it to you. Then you would cry for it! Serves you right, for leaving me alone. I would even hug your teddy when I sleep. And I would hide it and make you believe that you lost it. I would steal your things from your cupboard and you would never know that I stole them.

 

And this is your punishment for leaving me. And if you want to save your things from getting stolen, then return to me, immediately. I don't care about anything! I would surely do that. It's because I hate you. I hate you for leaving me alone.

 

And as much as I know that you love me and you are going to miss me, I am choosing to believe that you aren't going to. It's because I don't want to be a part of your memories, but your reality. And despite knowing that you would return after 15 days or so, I am hurt and crying for you. Despite the fact, that you went today only, I am already missing you.

 

The room feels lonely without you. I am missing the part when you irritate me. Although I say, that I love silence and peace, this silence is killing me. I feel trapped and alone. I can't seem to smile. You have to come back and return my smile. I hate being sensitive and to shed my tears in front of everyone, so you have to come back sooner, and wipe them off.

 

And despite saying that I hate the way you irritate me and make me pour out my heart, I am expecting you to come and make me blurt out everything. I miss being irritated by you. I miss being distracted by you. I miss being angered by you. I miss being made fun of. I miss your showing me off, whenever I try to hug you or kiss you.

 

Although I say that I am not missing you, the fact is that, I am missing you. Love you to my death. And I miss you. I truly do. Come back soon.

 

Missing you...already...




And  please leave a comment....i am waiting...



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