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Chapter VIII - You must be special to Maan
Few days later... @morning
Geet was seating in her cabin and thinking about last few days… she was feeling very sad.... thinking about herself ..her life..….what more surprises are for her.. what more she has to see.. First she sleeps with a stranger.. then pregnant..fallen in love with him and the latest….. he hates her…. She has now lost total faith in life and Babaji.
She remembered after that night at terrace, She didn't have the courage to go for Anvesha wedding next day.. but then she knew if she didn't go there will be more questions…. and MK..She tried to talk to him few times.. but he completely ignored her….
Everyone's life is back to normal in office except her.... They were talking about wedding, food, dance.. but she kept herself out of it...
She was feeling very restless.. She had not seen MK for last few days....Why he is not talking to her.. Why he doesn't want to know anything…... She was waiting for his call.. her eyes staring phone constantly.....but he did not call her once….and she was so scared to face him.. She can still remember his face... Again tears started coming..
How can she continue working with him like this….. I should talk to him.. …explain him.. What happened that night.. how she was in his room.. Let him decide what he wants to think.. but at least she should try explaining......
and she looked up….."Babaji...Please iss baar help karna.." and went to his cabin.
"Sir… mujhain aapse baat karni hain..." She was scared.. but himmat to karni padegi.. she thought..
He looked at her.. didn't said anything..
She went nearer to his table.
"Geet, Baat karne ke liye kya baaki hain....,its better we stop this here only......."..he didn't even looked at her.
"Sir, please ek baar meri baat sun lijiye.." She was teary again..
Suddenly he got up from his seat and came nearer to her….. he was trying to control his anger.
"Geet, tumhain ab kya baat karni hain……"
She got scared seeing his anger.. but still tried...
"Sir.. Please.."..
"Geet, tumhain pata bhi hain kee us raat ke baad meri kya halaat thi...... main kitna pareshaan tha.....Mujhain kitna guilt mehsoos ho raha tha....Tum soch bhi nahin sakti.. meri halaat ke baraon main.....mujhain baar baar lag rahan tha kee meri vajah se kisseee kee jindagi…" He blasted.. and his pain was visible in his eyes..
"Geet.. aur ab sabse bada shock... woh ladki mere samne.. mere sath kaam kar rahin hain..... Main isse kiya samjhoo... ?"
Geet started crying more...
"Sir,.. main yehi batana chahti thi.. us raat maine kaafi pee lee thi.... aur mujhain koyi hosh nahin tha....."
"Lekin tumto sab jaanti thi... hain na Geet... fir sab jaan kar....tum mere sath kaam kar rahin thi...... Main kya samjhoo issee.. ? " ..he sounded very upset...
"Sir, please aap mujhain galat mat samajhiyan.. main nahin jaanti thi …aap yahan par milenge...aapne mujhain pehchana nahin....aur mujhain job kee jaroorat thi..." she was more teary now..
"Geet, mujhain tumhari kisee bhi baat par vishwaas nahin hain.. Pehle tum mere room main aati hon.. phir.. mere sath kaam karti hon.....Tumhare irade (intention) ......" he left unsaid and turned back... he was feeling very hurt... why she didn't tell him.. he had asked her also.
"Geet, tum yahan se jao……Mujhain kuch nahin sunna hain..."
and then he went back to his seat..
She stood there.. hoping to make him understand... trying one more time...
"Sir Please.."
"Geet, tumhain samajh nahin aaya.. Please leave.." He was almost on top of his voice and she left....."
Coming back in her cabin…. She was crying….and thinking.
"I have to now leave this job.. I cannot work here with him like this...If he comes to know that I am pregnant.. then surely he will not believe me.. that by chance I have joined KC.. he surely will think.. that I am trying to trap him... I have to look for another job…." She wiped out her tears.
Suddenly her phone rang… it was Rohit.. "Geet,, Aaj main Delhi aaya hoon.. tumse milna chahta hain.. "
Geet was pleased to hear his voice..... but then she remembered MK .. "Thik hain...Evening main.... office ke baad at CP"
@Evening – In a restaurant at CP
They were having ice-cream and talking.
"Geet, tu ghar chal..teri sab problem solve ho jayegi.. " Rohit was very worried.
Geet suddenly blasted.. all her anguish.. pain... anger of last few days came out...
"Tumhain kuch pata bhi hain meri problem ke barain main.....Main kis pareshani main hoon….Meri koi help nahin kar sakta..." she started crying..
"Geet.. tu kuch to bata..."
Finally sabar ka bandh toot gaya... she started crying loudly...and then after some time controlled herself…and started slowly..
"Rohit, hum jab college tour per Delhi aaye the.. toh mere sath ek haadsa ho gaya tha… aur mujhain hamari engagement ke pehle pata chala.. kee main pregnant hoon... " she looked at him..
"Geet...." He was stunned to hear it.
"Ab batao main kya karti...maine dar ke kissee ko kuch nahin bataya.. aur main yahan chali aayi...."
He didn't said anything for few minutes....then..
"Geet thik hain.. abhi bhi kuch nahin hua.. tu mere sath Hoshyiarpur chal.. aur iss bachhe ke barain main bhi decide karte hain.. Tu isse rakhna chati hain….. to mujhain koi problem nahin hain.. Tu mere sath chal….sab thik ho jayega….."
Geet looked at him…..how much he loves her but after knowing her feelings for MK…… she didn't want to commit anything to Rohit. In her heart she was still hoping……
"Rohit mujhain kuch time chayie sochne ke liye….."
@ Night
She was thinking what MK told her in the morning.. she was feeling very sure .. he is not going to change his thoughts about her.. he is doubting her intentions.. and she thought its better for both of them... if she resigns and leave KC.
She felt at peace once she decided and had a good sleep.
Next day
She typed her resignation letter and kept it in MK's cabin...she was praying he just accepts it and she don't need to explain anything to him.. but her wishes are not always fulfilled.. 😭
She received call from MK.
"Geet.. Can you come…... "
Slowly she went to his cabin.. almost dragging herself... She didn't want to face him again...
"Hmm.. so you are resigning…" He looked at her..
She didn't look at him..nodded.
"Thik hain...I accept it.. but I want you to be there till this project is completed....kuch dino kee baat hain….."
She nodded and left the cabin.
He was looking at her till she left the cabin...feeling sad... His heart wanted to believe her.. par dimaag izzazat nahin de rahan tha....and he thought it will be better if she goes away from here.....
Site Visit...
Next few days were pretty busy.. she wanted to complete everything before leaving.. and she felt MK was also in hurry to complete everything so that she can leave….. Today they were visiting site for design finalization.. She looked at him.. He had not spoken to her after her resignation....She was so worried about his reaction.. but he has accepted it and she felt relieved, its better for both of them.
While returning back.. there was a huge traffic jam on the higway..... and she was worried ....raat ho gaye hain...
"Geet any problem..?" He was looking at her.. Couldn't stop himself..
"Sir.. Kuch Nahin..." She didn't want to bring her problems to him...
"Geet.. tum bologi bhi...." He doesn't like when people are trying to hide ..
Seeing his reaction.. she knew if she didn't spoke.. then surely he will throw her out of car.
"Sir ...woh meri Landlady ne gate baand kar diya hoga…. Main soch rahin thi.. kahaan rahoongi aaj raat... Main Pinki ko try kar rahin thi.. par woh phone nahin utha rahin hain" ….She finally spoke..
He thought for some time and then...."Geet, tumhain koi problem nahin to tum mere ghar main ruk sakti ho..."
She was stunned to hear it.. "Sir Par..."
"Geet.....Tum Dadi ma se to mil chuki hon.." and he decided for her..
It was very late when they reached.. Dadima had already gone to sleep.. MK showed her the guest room...she also slept as soon she landed on the bed... she was feeling very tired..
Next day @ morning :
She got up early, took bath and got ready.. as she was coming out.. she saw Dadima standing...
"Geet, I am so pleased to see you.."
She felt very uncomfortable...."Dadi Ma, we were stuck in traffic jam and were late.. Sir suggested me to come here….."
"Geet, I am not asking for reason.. I am very pleased he brought you here.. You must be very special to him ...... " She smiled.
"Dadima..... you are misunderstanding.. there is nothing.....i needed help.....aur phir Maan sir to Sameera ke sath...". She couldn't stop herself....
"Sameera.. ? .." .. She smiled.. " Geet... who told you....."
"Sameera is also special to him.. but not that way.. They are childhood friends.. and don't you know....Sameera is getting married now.. You didn't see her fiancee.. ? he came in Anvesha's marriage......"
She was very surprised to hear that.. So many times she had cursed her....."Babaji..maaf karna.."
"Dadima.. Par aap please galat mat samajhiye......" She tried to convince her again..
"Thik hain Geet.. Par hum itna jaante hain.. Maan ne kabhie bhi kisseee office staff kaa itna khayal nahin kiya hain..."
She could see Dadima smiling.. and she felt very uneasy...........and she thought...
"Dadima.. Kaash aapko pata hota .. Maan mere barian main kya sochte hain....."
She came out of room and saw MK standing.. He gave her angry look..
Next - " Geet.. we are marrying tomorrow........"
Geet was seating in her cabin and thinking about last few days… she was feeling very sad.... thinking about herself ..her life..….what more surprises are for her.. what more she has to see.. First she sleeps with a stranger.. then pregnant..fallen in love with him and the latest….. he hates her…. She has now lost total faith in life and Babaji.
She remembered after that night at terrace, She didn't have the courage to go for Anvesha wedding next day.. but then she knew if she didn't go there will be more questions…. and MK..She tried to talk to him few times.. but he completely ignored her….
Everyone's life is back to normal in office except her.... They were talking about wedding, food, dance.. but she kept herself out of it...
She was feeling very restless.. She had not seen MK for last few days....Why he is not talking to her.. Why he doesn't want to know anything…... She was waiting for his call.. her eyes staring phone constantly.....but he did not call her once….and she was so scared to face him.. She can still remember his face... Again tears started coming..
How can she continue working with him like this….. I should talk to him.. …explain him.. What happened that night.. how she was in his room.. Let him decide what he wants to think.. but at least she should try explaining......
and she looked up….."Babaji...Please iss baar help karna.." and went to his cabin.
"Sir… mujhain aapse baat karni hain..." She was scared.. but himmat to karni padegi.. she thought..
He looked at her.. didn't said anything..
She went nearer to his table.
"Geet, Baat karne ke liye kya baaki hain....,its better we stop this here only......."..he didn't even looked at her.
"Sir, please ek baar meri baat sun lijiye.." She was teary again..
Suddenly he got up from his seat and came nearer to her….. he was trying to control his anger.
"Geet, tumhain ab kya baat karni hain……"
She got scared seeing his anger.. but still tried...
"Sir.. Please.."..
"Geet, tumhain pata bhi hain kee us raat ke baad meri kya halaat thi...... main kitna pareshaan tha.....Mujhain kitna guilt mehsoos ho raha tha....Tum soch bhi nahin sakti.. meri halaat ke baraon main.....mujhain baar baar lag rahan tha kee meri vajah se kisseee kee jindagi…" He blasted.. and his pain was visible in his eyes..
"Geet.. aur ab sabse bada shock... woh ladki mere samne.. mere sath kaam kar rahin hain..... Main isse kiya samjhoo... ?"
Geet started crying more...
"Sir,.. main yehi batana chahti thi.. us raat maine kaafi pee lee thi.... aur mujhain koyi hosh nahin tha....."
"Lekin tumto sab jaanti thi... hain na Geet... fir sab jaan kar....tum mere sath kaam kar rahin thi...... Main kya samjhoo issee.. ? " ..he sounded very upset...
"Sir, please aap mujhain galat mat samajhiyan.. main nahin jaanti thi …aap yahan par milenge...aapne mujhain pehchana nahin....aur mujhain job kee jaroorat thi..." she was more teary now..
"Geet, mujhain tumhari kisee bhi baat par vishwaas nahin hain.. Pehle tum mere room main aati hon.. phir.. mere sath kaam karti hon.....Tumhare irade (intention) ......" he left unsaid and turned back... he was feeling very hurt... why she didn't tell him.. he had asked her also.
"Geet, tum yahan se jao……Mujhain kuch nahin sunna hain..."
and then he went back to his seat..
She stood there.. hoping to make him understand... trying one more time...
"Sir Please.."
"Geet, tumhain samajh nahin aaya.. Please leave.." He was almost on top of his voice and she left....."
Coming back in her cabin…. She was crying….and thinking.
"I have to now leave this job.. I cannot work here with him like this...If he comes to know that I am pregnant.. then surely he will not believe me.. that by chance I have joined KC.. he surely will think.. that I am trying to trap him... I have to look for another job…." She wiped out her tears.
Suddenly her phone rang… it was Rohit.. "Geet,, Aaj main Delhi aaya hoon.. tumse milna chahta hain.. "
Geet was pleased to hear his voice..... but then she remembered MK .. "Thik hain...Evening main.... office ke baad at CP"
@Evening – In a restaurant at CP
They were having ice-cream and talking.
"Geet, tu ghar chal..teri sab problem solve ho jayegi.. " Rohit was very worried.
Geet suddenly blasted.. all her anguish.. pain... anger of last few days came out...
"Tumhain kuch pata bhi hain meri problem ke barain main.....Main kis pareshani main hoon….Meri koi help nahin kar sakta..." she started crying..
"Geet.. tu kuch to bata..."
Finally sabar ka bandh toot gaya... she started crying loudly...and then after some time controlled herself…and started slowly..
"Rohit, hum jab college tour per Delhi aaye the.. toh mere sath ek haadsa ho gaya tha… aur mujhain hamari engagement ke pehle pata chala.. kee main pregnant hoon... " she looked at him..
"Geet...." He was stunned to hear it.
"Ab batao main kya karti...maine dar ke kissee ko kuch nahin bataya.. aur main yahan chali aayi...."
He didn't said anything for few minutes....then..
"Geet thik hain.. abhi bhi kuch nahin hua.. tu mere sath Hoshyiarpur chal.. aur iss bachhe ke barain main bhi decide karte hain.. Tu isse rakhna chati hain….. to mujhain koi problem nahin hain.. Tu mere sath chal….sab thik ho jayega….."
Geet looked at him…..how much he loves her but after knowing her feelings for MK…… she didn't want to commit anything to Rohit. In her heart she was still hoping……
"Rohit mujhain kuch time chayie sochne ke liye….."
@ Night
She was thinking what MK told her in the morning.. she was feeling very sure .. he is not going to change his thoughts about her.. he is doubting her intentions.. and she thought its better for both of them... if she resigns and leave KC.
She felt at peace once she decided and had a good sleep.
Next day
She typed her resignation letter and kept it in MK's cabin...she was praying he just accepts it and she don't need to explain anything to him.. but her wishes are not always fulfilled.. 😭
She received call from MK.
"Geet.. Can you come…... "
Slowly she went to his cabin.. almost dragging herself... She didn't want to face him again...
"Hmm.. so you are resigning…" He looked at her..
She didn't look at him..nodded.
"Thik hain...I accept it.. but I want you to be there till this project is completed....kuch dino kee baat hain….."
She nodded and left the cabin.
He was looking at her till she left the cabin...feeling sad... His heart wanted to believe her.. par dimaag izzazat nahin de rahan tha....and he thought it will be better if she goes away from here.....
Site Visit...
Next few days were pretty busy.. she wanted to complete everything before leaving.. and she felt MK was also in hurry to complete everything so that she can leave….. Today they were visiting site for design finalization.. She looked at him.. He had not spoken to her after her resignation....She was so worried about his reaction.. but he has accepted it and she felt relieved, its better for both of them.
While returning back.. there was a huge traffic jam on the higway..... and she was worried ....raat ho gaye hain...
"Geet any problem..?" He was looking at her.. Couldn't stop himself..
"Sir.. Kuch Nahin..." She didn't want to bring her problems to him...
"Geet.. tum bologi bhi...." He doesn't like when people are trying to hide ..
Seeing his reaction.. she knew if she didn't spoke.. then surely he will throw her out of car.
"Sir ...woh meri Landlady ne gate baand kar diya hoga…. Main soch rahin thi.. kahaan rahoongi aaj raat... Main Pinki ko try kar rahin thi.. par woh phone nahin utha rahin hain" ….She finally spoke..
He thought for some time and then...."Geet, tumhain koi problem nahin to tum mere ghar main ruk sakti ho..."
She was stunned to hear it.. "Sir Par..."
"Geet.....Tum Dadi ma se to mil chuki hon.." and he decided for her..
It was very late when they reached.. Dadima had already gone to sleep.. MK showed her the guest room...she also slept as soon she landed on the bed... she was feeling very tired..
Next day @ morning :
She got up early, took bath and got ready.. as she was coming out.. she saw Dadima standing...
"Geet, I am so pleased to see you.."
She felt very uncomfortable...."Dadi Ma, we were stuck in traffic jam and were late.. Sir suggested me to come here….."
"Geet, I am not asking for reason.. I am very pleased he brought you here.. You must be very special to him ...... " She smiled.
"Dadima..... you are misunderstanding.. there is nothing.....i needed help.....aur phir Maan sir to Sameera ke sath...". She couldn't stop herself....
"Sameera.. ? .." .. She smiled.. " Geet... who told you....."
"Sameera is also special to him.. but not that way.. They are childhood friends.. and don't you know....Sameera is getting married now.. You didn't see her fiancee.. ? he came in Anvesha's marriage......"
She was very surprised to hear that.. So many times she had cursed her....."Babaji..maaf karna.."
"Dadima.. Par aap please galat mat samajhiye......" She tried to convince her again..
"Thik hain Geet.. Par hum itna jaante hain.. Maan ne kabhie bhi kisseee office staff kaa itna khayal nahin kiya hain..."
She could see Dadima smiling.. and she felt very uneasy...........and she thought...
"Dadima.. Kaash aapko pata hota .. Maan mere barian main kya sochte hain....."
She came out of room and saw MK standing.. He gave her angry look..
Next - " Geet.. we are marrying tomorrow........"
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