Sanaya - She changed or my eyes did changed

Hey guys.................After much courage.............and collecting much strength........i am here to share a secret with u...........all who know me definitely are aware of the fact that beside being a die heart mayurian............or a die heart arjunian or ratian............i never hated sajan...........because for me sajan was too an essential part of mjht..............ya i watched for mayur but then too each relationship attached to mjht was always close to my heart..............but ............there was big but which i never ever told on forum.........which only very very close friend's know...........i did liked sajan...........but the attraction was mohit.............i did liked mohit in sanu ........in sayank.........in motijun .........but  other than sajan.........sanaya was never ever praised by me....except gunur................i dont know why  exactly but i never liked her that much...........something always stopped me from praising her...........while i would have always stood for mohit...........but may be not for sanaya..............and the times i stood for sajan..........i accept was for mohit more.............may be because she is a complete opposite of me...........i am quiet reserved kind of person ....she is more bubbly , jolly ........may be something else.........but there was something which made me dislike her.........but today.............today i can say...........either she changed.............or my eyes have changed..........my way of looking at her changed ..........the side which now i come to know of sanaya...............made that something  which stops me slowly and gradually disappear...........i will love to include monaya love actually brought the real sanaya in front of me...............and i can say today..........that sanaya is an awesome person to know...........guys dont take me wrong for the starting days..........because may i never liked her much in starting..........but i never spoke anything against her even.........but i admit ...i dint praised her much...................so guys .today i admitted something........and i am happy........that from today onwards that something will never reside in my heart.............i am really happy ki today i can not only say that i love motijun...........but i can say i love MARS . ..........and i am really happy making this confession.......................that i get rid of something and accepted sanaya truly today............We seriously got the gems as MJHT stars........i feel blessed that the show was aired........and get to know such nice people............😊

p.s.- I really hope ......no one will take me wrong......and i am not a hypocrite or something........because i never shouted that i like sanaya before this.............if i have than that was for mohit........and i think u all can notice that from the topics i made on sg till today.......mostly are mohit related........please no rude comments.......because i am very emotional one.......and i have wrote this with collecting much strength..........dont break it.........

p.p.s - and i know many others to feel the same like me now...........so its the best place to confess guys........🤗