Alright, it looks like everyone was waiting for me to begin.
I swear, when I find the next FC, everyone's getting told off for not beginning.
Without further adieu, my first entry.
Because that Heart could never be mine
I never thought I would tell you this way
I never thought things would come to this
If only I could have realised
But it's just too late to say
I love you with every being of my existance
I love you with every beat of heart
I love you with all I have to give you
Except the presence of my heart
For my heart is not for me to give
But I hope you understand
I wished I could have told you
But there were no words to say it
I loved her with a passion
A passion that was here to stay
But when she turned and left me
What was I meant to say?
I begged and begged each day
I ran for her each night
Until my legs stopped
Under the dark filled night
I finally realised she was gone
And decided to give up
When one day I saw her
But not the way I imagined
She looked like Sleeping Beauty
But wires all around
I had lost my wife right then
But had gained a new life
Do you see what I am saying?
Do you see what I am not?
She killed herself for me
But of course, things are never concrete
I was dying within myself
My heart had no more to give
My precious wife, she knew
And decided to give up
She gave me all she had
She gave all she knew
And now I'm standing here
Saying all this to you
Please understand why
Don't turn away from me
I will always love you
But with her heart, not mine
For mine is a stone
A cold, unbeating thing
And if it hadn't been for her
Would I have ever met you instead?
But it seems it's much too late
And I see you turn away
How could you not realise
That my life has become hers
What am I to do?
Do you want to see me die?
All you have to do is tell me
And her heart will be in pieces
I see you running back
I know I've hurt you so
But I realise truth has consequences
And I couldn't tell you before
So without a second turning
And wanting to go away
I will love you forever
Please marry me, not her
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Backstory: Abhi and Nikki are in that secluded area, and Nikki's just told him she loves him.
He then realises he has to tell her the truth.. so he tells her he loves her, and they return to Mumbai.
However when he gets to her house, he gives her an unfinished poem, telling her what's happened. She runs inside the house, and he begins finishing the poem.. after a little while, she comes back, and he finishes the poem for her..
NOTE: It sounds like the wife's heart is in love with Nikki, but that's not the case.
He's just explaining why he can never give Nikki his heart.
NOTE TWO: I have a feeling everyone got confused.
Okay, so basically Abhi had a hole in his heart. And his first wife knew that, so she left him, and killed herself so he could live. That's why he says his own heart is a stone, because that heart was dead. Get it yet?
I haven't written a poem in like years, so I'm still a bit rusty.
But there y'all go. :)
PS. Well Khush, I started the writing challenge. Hah.
I told you I would. :P
PPS. All my work is dedicated to my spamming buddy, and good friend Sheena.
I love you missy, and I miss you heaps.
Edited by -saBii- - 10 March 2011 at 6:13pm