Posted: 23 January 2011 at 3:28am | IP Logged
Just coz I am coming frwd doesn't mean I will be same like I used to be, it took l'll time for me to understand but finally i did and understood that the wound you have given me, being my love, the kind of hatred you shown me is something i cannot forget and well don't even want to.
Things cannot be same like they used to coz I understood my mistake and will never commit that again knowing fully well that when I will be in need you will be the first one to backout.
Kind of mistake I did of trying to forgt everything for our memories is something I don't regret coz through that I got to the see real person inside whom I regret making part of my life coz I don't care what others believe but I believe that you never deserved me, I am just too good for you and since now I have understand this I will make sure that no other person could ever hurt me like u did coz now no1 will have that key to enter in my heart which willingly gave to you.
For once if you wouldn't had appologized then also would have given anything but the nasty picture you presented and the kind of disgusting things you did are something that just changed everything. The name that name which was enough to curve my lips in a big smile is now something I don't feel like reading, though still it gave me some memories till now coz maybe my love for you was true, my companaionship was a truth but the next moment the kind of rush of incidences make me to thiank that why i still think about those things whn the reality is that those were nothing but just my false pretences.
Now I understood that those days of our niche were nothing, just an assumption of love coz when it shattered you were the first to move out and searching for new, doesn't even matter with whom.
I introduced you to the world but you made world against me but still I have a certain treasure with me which you can never take even after lot of efforts coz that treasure is just mine and unlike you it will be with me in all thick n thins.
I regret now not listening to my well wishers who always stated to stay away from you coz u hv the habit of coming into the haert and breaking into million pieces.
Why your fake love was never visible to me when the world could see, was it because I was blind in your love, or was it I never wanted to see anything apart from you.
I regret each moment sharing with you. I regret whole chapter of my life that brought me to this phase
I regret it.....................................I regret it
ahhh am just too good Just mind blowing Ashlesha Sharma *Pats on back*
Edited by Ashlesha09 - 23 January 2011 at 3:40am