Posted: 19 January 2011 at 7:54pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by gmann2010Hi Aashvee good to see you sweetie. We definitely heart broken today. I am trying really hard to bring myself to believe in Viren but still failing miserably. Well let's see what we have in store in upcoming episodes. If he is doing this all to take revenge with Sid with a some stupid reason, I will hate him more than Sid. Right now I am just trying to keep open mind. I know that we can't treat Viren differently because he is our favorite character, but I just don't want to believe that Nivi can get hurt twice, but anyways if that happens I have to come up with terms with it. This really sucks.
hey kettiepieelovely to see you too jaan.
We were looking forward to the magical journey of NivRen, every gesture, every look, every sigh, every breath, we looked, we sighed, we fell in love and we rewatched episodes so as not to miss even one little ounce of their falling in love with each other, we waited and waited and dreamed of Nivi falling in love with Viren. Every time they were together, we sighed and raved and ranted about how much Viren loved Nivi, how selflessly Viren loved Nivi and we put Viren on a pedestal in terms of the most loving, most giving, most patient, most amazing husband ever. The Viren we loved (and here I must make a differentiation between Nivi's Viren and Viren as such.) as Nivi's saviour, her knight in shining armour, the Viren who could never bear to see even a frown on Nivi's forehead, the Viren for whom Nivi's smiling face was the most important thing in the world, that very same Viren has been the cause of Nivi's tears (after the Mahapooja, Dadaji's medicine change, the pagalkhana drama) and emotional torture. No matter what the justification is, the fact does not change that in order to get his revenge against S, these tears and torture of Nivi was alright with him. And that destroys my fairytale NivRen story.
Maybe I am too negative, maybe I need to read Anju's Navi's, Milee's analysis in order to get some peace and I will.
But, something died for me today. I will always love the character Viren but I cannot, at the moment forgive him for the manner in which he put Nivi through torture. I'm sure he loves Nivedita and to his twisted way of thinking, all this must be totally justifiable but for me, it just breaks my heart. the way Nivi was clinging to him today and pleading with him not to ever leave her alone again, that again broke my heart.
And I totally agree that Viren has been treated in a ghastly manner in that house. if he had turned psycho against everyone in the house or if he does, I am okay with that. They deserve it anyway. But to use Nivi as a pawn, to use Nivi's evidence against S, to get S thrown out of the house on Nivi's words, all this will come back to haunt Viren when nivi finds out. She will not be able to bear it. I only wish no great injustice is done to S because of Nivi's giving evidence against him. because when all this is disproved, even though Nivi does not love S (and can never love S ever) she is going to be so guilty and tortured about how her words punished an innocent person.
I am so not an S fan and that is the reason I just did not want him to be the victim here. I always hated S and Nivi together and I never want them together ever. And I don;t want S to get loads of sympathy which will be inevitable when the truth comes out unless the Cts have something heinous committed by S up their sleeves.
I can never think of Viren without thinking of Nivi. But seeing him hugging her, comforting her and then going into the bathroom and showing us his real thoughts made me want to really strangle him. But kya karoon, the character of Viren is so so dear to me. I can't hate the character of Viren. I just cannot. But I just wish they had not spoiled the truly magical journey of NivRen for me.
Must say KM has a really meaty role here and I am confident he is going to do wonders with this extremely twisted and complex character that is Viren. And KinHa are so amazing together that all their scenes will be awesome. But Viren will have to give agnipariksha for what he has done to nivi, using her as a pawn for taking revenge against S. Or is he taking revenge from S because he broke Nivi's heart. No, but that is ludicrous. And I feel so sorry for S. he has nothing to do in this serial. At least if he had turned negative, he would have had something to do. or maybe, S will turn negative after this?
Sorry, my jaanupies, I do not mean to offend anyone, this is just what came to my mind and I am writing it here. Maybe I will be able to see the positivity soon. Especially after reading ANM's analysis. So, be patient with me, don't banish me from Nivrenia. I will always ship them, no matter what the CTs show. My mind has taken in what was shown today but is dil ka kya karoon. Ab bhi Viren pe bharosa karta hain.
Kettiepieee, Shoveepiee, rachupieeeand everyone else on the thread right now, take care my jaanupies and I love you, I am sending you all big hugs. Shoveepiee, thanks for pming me, can't read it now but will read it once i am back in my room. My prof is giving me dirty looks, am signing off for now