Posted: 21 January 2011 at 10:51am | IP Logged
hello girls *hugs*
Its been half and hour since I have watched the episode and I was just gathering thoughts. I must say tonight's episode was quite intriguing and I loved it a lot, even the NivRen scenes, which surprised the hell outta me, because till yesterday I was demanding the CT's not to give us NivRen scenes. I'll tell you why, I have watched the episode few times, and few things regarding NivRen made me think :
Lets suppose Viren is pretending to love Nivi and he doesn't so I can understand why he would hold her hand when she went to give his bath robe, we all would assume that he is keeping up that romantic charade, but why the dialogue 'If you think I'm doing this deliberately, I am' and when Nivi leaves, he has a very tender smile on his face, it was not a smirk.
Then he comes out of the shower, and he does that shaking his wet hair thing again, if he was just pretending to be romantic, holding her hand was enough, he did not need to be playful and romantic again. Then he realizes she is upset and he asks her what is wrong, and she asks him if she can ask him something and he says NO, then continues that you cannot ask me if you can ask me anything or not, and then when she doesn't ask him, he so loving cups her face and ask her again, but then Nandu comes and interrupts them !!
I will talk about the scene in the hall later on.
Then NivRen in their room again, and he again asks her what she wanted to ask him !! So when she takes out the envelope, he is confused but when he realized what it was, look at his expressions, he was so sad, yet when he held that photo, he held it so reverently, as if lost in it for a few seconds/ Also when she says she trusts him completely, his smile was one of gratitude, it was again not a smirk, and then he says I want all the distance between us to end, and I want us to be so close that no question can come between them, but then he again reminds her and assures her that if she needs to ask him anything she can !!
What I'm getting at is that there is no doubt in my mind, that he loves Nivi a lot and that he is trying his best to make sure she questions HIM !!! Even in the precap, it looked like pretend to me when he was trying to hide that bathrobe, and when she got hold of it, look at Viren, he was not tensed or worried !!
We have seen previously before how important it was Viren that Nivi questions him, so now I'm getting the feeling that IF he is the stalker, which I have my doubts on, he may have done it for two reasons, one to frame Sid, to make him realize what it feels to be blamed for something he did not do, to make Nivi hate sid, which makes me think that maybe something scared Nivi in the childhood because of Sid and Viren got blamed and Nivi got scared and started avoiding HIM !! I also feel that by stalking her, he killed two birds with one stone, frame Sid and make Nivi so strong that all her fears, her timidness and her habbit of forgiving everyone and thinking nicely about them, because who knows better then him how cruel this world is !!
I'm sure Viren wants Nivi to question him, so he can tell her the truth, and he wants her to stand by him !! No one has ever believed in him ever, or stood up for him, and he wants that desperately from Nivi, that is why he is leaving all this clues now ! He could not do that before, because it was essential that Nivi loved him too and trusted him, like he does !! I think he is counting a lot of Nivi's talk on the night he drugged her, he is really hoping that when she said that 'In his happiness lies my happiness and that if he is happy, I will be happy too !!!