MAYUR ff - desires not known#2 pg 9

Part 12

Nupur- she could feel her temper raising by each and every conversation, she closed her eyes for a second to calm down herself and slowly opened her eye to find mayank just starring at her, he wanted her to do what he was saying he was waiting for her to pack up , she is not gonna give up.

She took deep breath slowly said mayank listen she continued looking at her nails as she knew she can't look at his eyes in straight and talk  I wanted to stay away from you for some days

Mayank-what is that mean nupur? He asked curving his brow.

Nupur- " It means i just want a break from our relationship." said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

Mayank-  mayank was stressed on a lot, he couldn't find out what went wrong? He simply left out deep sigh , you know what nupur , (he simply couldn't see her tears, he doesn't wanted her to go anywhere) you are crying as if am treating you as a slave, guess what you never thought of others feelings but he stopped (others he meant his own feelings but nupz took it wrong😕)

Nupur- wiped her tears with her two hands raised her tone that's enough mr.sharma,why cant you think of us, your blaming me, at least now you couldn't find what the problem is? 

It is all because of my dad, who had chosen you. He and you are same, both don't know what am feeling? how come life turned to be this much sour..!

Mayank stood blankly looking at her disheartened this much'

Mayank- came near her trying to shut her mouth not willing see her cry

Nupur  - don't shut my mouth at least now listen what your wife is feeling and talking , from the day one of our marriage am the one listening to you,

Mayank - nupur !

Nupur- she simply continued mayank say me 

Do you what is the meaning of  a wife ? i really wanted to know at least now...

 Do you think I am statue used for ur own needs...

mayank could feel her pain stood listening could'nt reply any of her query

You have ever tried to talk with me, spending your precious time with me,will be waste of time.

nupur it not like that, he tried to give some explanation stood not moving

nupur - haan what to say mr.sharma is always busy indulging yourself with business. 

For past two years I found out one thing is Your life simply

 money ...

money...

money...

other than that nothing is needed for you...

i was the one so stupid waiting for you change one fine day but i never knew your asking me to stay with you because others would talk something wrong about your status...clapping her hands.. mr.mayank status will be left down ... how much cheaper and selfish you had been...

please dont say anything she was not ready to hear anything...

Mayank - nupur i never meant that...nupur you took it wrong , I just wanted you to stay because " I love you.."he wanted to say that he is not money minded more than his goal nupurs love is the one he needed. but still he never left out his emotions out for the first time ever...it too went on air.

Nupur- Mmmh laughed louder making mayank pathetic she continued holding her stomach said I never knew you will joke this much nicely trying to calm down herself smiled at her mouth corner asked say me mayank whether you know the meaning of love 

Mayank looked direct inside her eyes as usual it was expecting something from him

let me ask you something mayank because you love me

nupur- you know whom I love most?

Mayank-??

Leave it may be difficult for the person simply holding a book and sitting inside the room answer my next query

Nupur-What am I feared off?

Mayank- ???

Know my answer at least now ...I was feared of you mr.sharma

You never knew what is my favorite book,color,dish,my likes dislikes'

you know what I have completed studying?

Mayank-????

am gold medal student in my m.b.a...😕

really mayank never knew it...

Listen I will list out your each and every action of yours

you like most in the world is your mom ...

you love to be lonelier...

your goal is run to make your company to make higher n higher...

your fav place scottland

your friend is your book...

you love coffee...you completed you m.b.a with gold medal...

you love to watch football...

i guess i know more of you than me...

one more i should add in those list is you never understand others feelings

 it was all my mistake , I had made my biggest fault believing blindly waiting for you to love me back as I had did...i never thought of anything just waited for you to show your little bit of affection towards me ... each and everyday my dream was left as dream...still i hoped...i have forgotten my world..how silly

Mayank I know your working on your goal and your success i just to take part in your goodness and happiness...

why mayank ..?why you have'nt even tried share it with me she shouted holding his shirt

open your mouth now...

Why didn't you looked at your surroundings

Let me be straight why couldn't you look at my desires

 which are always hidden only for you..!

mayank- cant say anything other than nupur 

mayank money will never keep you happy you had given much sufferings to me...

am damn sure I cant live this scarastic life any longer

am still sure you cant think anything other than your business

and I cant simply cry cry cry and continue my days waiting

for you to shower your love I can feel total 2 years went as a nightmare

I can feel the difference

Am the one gonna be hurt once again

Its really gonna be difficult yet I want to move on without you in my whole life time

I cant stay lonely anymore I have missed a lot in my life'

She kneeled at the place crying louder louder finding out any help 

you never knew why???

mayank- looked at her crying louder can feel his heart breaking

 I blindly loved u...

you had hurted me many time I never knew whether you did it knowingly or not but still it waste discussing all now

But I could feel the love got dead love is no more left

Mayank sat in front of her as he couldnt hear those words, tears rolling down unknowingly as if something was digging hard enough hearing nupur 

Nupur looked at mayank who was kneeling in front of her...

mayank-he slowly holding her soft hand said i never knew about your feelings nupur

nupur-i knew that mayank...u can never understand what my feelings are right

Mayank first time realized in his whole life time as a mistake is he never opened up his emotion out to the lady he loves he could feel her hatred her distance she had moved much longer from him.

his mistake had turned his life blank 

slowly moved more near nupur asking her to give him a chance to proove his love ,to change himself...it was so kiddish yet it was their life

nupur-you need not feel for me and I know you will not

Both cried shedding tears

Nupur who had no strength to cry more wiping her tears said you better be yourself mayank there is no need to change yourself for me its more enough to be separated to feel our precious lifes value.

Finally nupur desires which are not known are open and kept before mayank he could never get back his nupur.