Posted: 05 February 2011 at 7:15pm | IP Logged
'No' answered Sana
'No way. I still can't believe that they said this'
'Whats so not to believe!? Didn't I tell you that he likes you?' said Sapna who was sitting besides Sana with Hema on her bed.
'Shut up sapna'
'Sana, thumhay koi aur pasand hai?' asked Hema
'Mom aap aise kaise keh sakthi hain?
Sana got up frustrated and turned around.
Hema sighed as she looked at her daughter. She knew this was coming.
'Sana, thum shadi karogi. Aur mera ye akhiri faisala hai'
'Agar thum kisi aur ko pasand kerhti hothi, jissey thum shadi kerna chahthi ho, tho mujhe koi ayetraz nahi hotha.
Lekin ye baat nahi hai. Thum , shadi hi nahi kerna chahthi. Aur main ye bilkul honay nahi dungi.' Said Hema sternly
'Mom, aap mujhe force nahi ker sakthi. Maine shadi nahi kerni aur bas baat khatm'
'Teekh hai. this your final decision? asked Hema
'Ok , tho theek hai. Main kal wapis ja rahi hun. yahan reh ker koi faida nahi hai' said Hema getting up to leave the room
'Mom please aap emotional blackmail kiyun ker rahi hain?'asked Sana
koi emotional blackmail nahi ker rahihun. Agar thum shadi nahi kerna
chahthi ho tho teek hai. Lekin main thumhay is tarah dekh nahi sakthi.
Mujhsey ye sab dekha nahi jayega' Said Hema
'I am fine mom. Mian kush hun'
'Lekin main nahi hun. Main chahthi hun thumhara ghar bas jaye. Thum kush raho. Thumhari bhi apni family ho'
'Jis tarah humari thi?!' erupted Sana
shayad bhul gayi hain mom, lekin main nahi. Mujhe har voh din yaad hai
jab aapkay saath dad bura kerthay thay. Main kaise kisi aur aadmi ko
meray saath ye sab kernay ki chut de sakthi hun? she asked
'Jo meray saath hua hai , zaroori nahi hai ki thumharay saath bhi ho' said Hema
'Aapko koi guarantee hai? ki ye larka papa jaise nahi hoga?' asked Sana
tho kisi bhi cheez ki nahi hai, lekin han, ithna zaroor keh sakthi hun
ki ye thumharay papa ki tarah nahi hai. Aur na hi iskay ghar walay. Kya
ye thum nahi janthi?' asked Hema
thought about Hansa. How she had kindly invited her to join her for
lunch. She thought about her conversation with idha and dolly. Her mind
flashed pictures of the entire family and, Rithul.
'Bolo Sana, chup kiyun ho? Kya ye log waise hain? Khudgarz, sharabi, dhokha denay walay, disrespectful, arrogant? aise hain?
'thumhari khamoshi isi baat ki gawah hai ki, jo main sochthi hun unkay baray main vohi thum bhi sochthi ho.' Said Hema
'Aur Rithul' asked Sana
'Uski kya guarantee hai? Kal voh bhi aise ho gaya tho?
larna seekho. Zindagi sey har ker nahi, uskay saath kadam mila ker
jeena seekho' Said Hema raising her eyebrows, confidence bursting out of
'Main janthi hun ki voh aisa nahi hai. Aur main ye bhi janthi hun, ki thum is baat ko achi tarah samajthi ho' Said Hema
bhi choti nahi ho thum ki heeray aur kaanch main faraq nahi jaano.
Ithna tho zindagi nay sikha hi diya hai na thumhay?' she asked
stood quiet. She did not reply to her mother's questions. She knew at
heart that her mother was right but her mind did not let her accept it.
'Nahi.. main ye nahi ker sakthi' said Sana
hai. Main bhi yahan nahi reh sakthi. THum apni zindagi jiyo, apnay
hisaab sey aur main apni' said Hema and she walked towards the door.
'Kya larki shadi kiye bina nahi reh sakthi' shouted Sana
'Kya ye zaroori hai ki voh, shadi kay bandan main hi bandhay? bus yahi hai zindagi?' she asked
Hema looked back
give me that! Agar zindagi sey larna nahi chathi. Apnay dar ka samnah
nahi kerna chahthi tho teek hai , voh thumhari merzi hai. Ki thum kamzor
rehna chahthi ho. Us dar kay saath, us nafrat kay saath jeena chahthi
ho, jiskay saath main jeethi aayi hun. Tho teek hai. Raho.
Lekin jo meri beti hai, use maine larna sikhaya hai. Jis tarah main larthi aayin hun.
Faraq bus ithna hai ki main ek bahri janwar sey larthi aayi hun , aur thum apnay andhar ki nafrat sey.
akhir fateh paa li , lekin thum aaj tak jeethi nahi. Aur aaj thumharay
is faislay sey mujhe yaqeen ho gaya hai ki thumhara dar, aur thumhari
nafrat nay thumer fateh pa li' said Hema and she walked out
Sana looked flabbergasted.