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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 7:17am | IP Logged
Thank you everyone for reading and liking this fic......really gave me a lot of encouragement.
I updated the the first page with a PM list....if anyone wants their names added there,lemme know.

Chapter 2


She wished she had never met him.
She wished he hadn't made her dream......
She wished he had not made her feel how beautiful love could be.......
She didnt want to think about him....didnt want to think about how much she had loved him, how a part of her still loved him.
She had been nothing but a mere ploy for him to make Riddhima jealous.
Armaan had simply been using her to test Riddhima's love for him.
And she had fallen for it...............she had actually started believing that, like her, maybe he had fallen in love with her too.
She shook her head angrily....how could she have been so stupid!
More than anyone else,she felt angry at herself.....for daring to hope that anyone, except her aunt, could actually love her.
Her parents had died when she was only three.
She had never had any good friends.
She had come to Mumbai for her sister but Riddhima had never seemed to like her......... even though she had no idea about the truth.
And now.......Armaan.
Her life had a pattern so she shouldnt even be surprised.
But still, she couldnt stop hurting.
More than him not loving her,what kept pricking her was that he had only used her.
There had been no honesty even in his friendship.
Pushing away her blanket, she stood up and walked towards the window.
She tried to concentrate on the moving cars below but her mind wouldnt rest, taking her two days back when she had stumbled upon his surprise for Riddhima in the recreation room..
Those flowers, those candles.........she had happily assumed that it was all Sid's work.
Until she had spotted those pictures and read that letter.......
That letter which had torn her heart into pieces......

Basket,
I love you.......I love you so much.
I tried so hard to forget you and move on.....but I just couldnt. I cant even think of moving on.....of loving anybody else.
I am yours, Basket.
And no matter how hard you try to deny it, I know you still love me.
I can see that in your eyes.
I know you are feeling guilty about what happened between us in that tent....but you dont need to.
We werent doing anything wrong...........we love each other.
If you hadnt run away,we would have become one.......and even that wouldnt have been a sin, Riddhima .....because we love each other.....we belong to each other.
I cnat stand that you are someone else's wife.
I cant see you with anyone else.........just like you cant see me with Shilpa.
I know you hate it when I am with Shilpa........I know you get angry with me if I get too close to her.
But, sweetheart, I did all that to test you..........to see whether you still loved me or not.
Shilpa means nothing to me.........i just wanted to make you jealous.
I am sorry for hurting you this way but I had to know.
And now I do
You dont love your husband.........because I am still there in your heart.
You are mine....not only in this lifetime but in all lifetimes to come.
So please Basket.......please come back to me.
There is no life for me without you......
Please come back.

Only Yours
Armaan


How could she love this man?.........he had no respect for the fact that Riddhima was a married woman.
In a way,she was glad she came across that letter. At least she knew the reality now.
She heaved a sigh and sat on her bed.
She shut her eyes hoping sleep would come to her as she hadnt slept for two days because her mind couldnt stop thinking......remembering.
She was suddenly struck with a vision.
A pair of black eyes danced behind her eyes.
Broken,devastated and lost.
Sid.
Siddhant Modi.
She had never witnessed such agony before.
So different compared to the first time she had met him.
His persona had the ability to brighten up the whole of Sanjeevani with just one smile.
But the last time she had met him she had only seen.........darkness.
She was swept with a sudden wave of anger.
How could they do that to him?
How could they destroy such beautiful innocence?
The two people she had loved the most were the cause of Sid's condition today.
She had never thought that one day she would be disgusted with her own sister whom she had loved so much.
In a sudden movement,she sat up.
She had to leave....there was no way she could stay around such people.
Her face took on a determined look.
Yes, she had to leave......she would complete her internship and then leave this place.
Nothing and no one could bring her back here ever.
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Edited by sidsk - 15 January 2011 at 7:26am

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 7:50am | IP Logged
The pain of Sid and Shilpa just pulls a person towards them............ I never ever could understand how someone could not like / love such people ..............if a person cannot then that person is incapable of any emotion I feel..............

You have depicted their pain so wonderfully that my heart aches while reading

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 8:00am | IP Logged
sidra.Hug...amazing update. ......my sidshi...Broken Heart Cry Cry Cry  .........why this happened with them?they always suffer silently.but never tell their pain. 
 i m glad shilpa felt ashamed on both mean PPL.......Dead 
.update soon. Smile

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 8:01am | IP Logged
Really wonderful. It is amazing the way you have written the pain of both Sid and Shilpa. That's what I really hate about the creatives of DMG. In their quest to unite AR they forgot that they have created 2 beautiful characters Sid and Shilpa whom they destroyed in the end mercilessly. And I think that is the reason not too many people rejoiced when AR eventually met. I am really looking forward to how you will take this story forward. Do add me to your pm list and please send me a pm when you update.

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 8:18am | IP Logged
I like how you wrote Shilpa and how she feels and one vision she remembered Sid, how can she not feel connected to Sid and understand him and also pain
 
 

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 8:23am | IP Logged
SidraHug
 
OMG!!!!!!!!!! Really wonderfully written and yet again i can feel the pain and feel so sorry and sad for  Shilpa.
 
Sid & Shilpa's pain u have penned it so wellllllllllllllllllllllll. Loved it.
 
Shilpa & Sid r the angels.
 
Keep Going.
 
Its Awesome.
 

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Posted: 15 January 2011 at 8:49am | IP Logged
Sidra Hug

You hav written d pain of Shilpa so beautifully
Yet again I can feel her pain Cry

SidShi r angels

And I agree wid DJ dat if someone cannot love angels like SidShi den dey r incapable of any emotions

Eagerly waiting 4 d next part..
Continue soon....

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