I wish that I could find the person to call my other.
A caring heart, who loves me like no other.
I'm unsure what to look for in a woman or where to start
They say that making love is so sensual it's considered an art

I want that love that makes me feel like I'm the one,
Never to have to worry about being out done.
I wish I knew what it is that could help me on my way, 
How to kiss, make love, or even what to say.

Everywhere I look reminds me that I'm alone,
I want the family, a lover, children, and a home.
Is it too much for me to ask for all these things,
Sometimes I even get nervous when my phone rings.

Truly I don't know who would ever accept those things, 
So I'll sit by this phone, in hopes that one day it rings.
Soon I'll grow old, to be left by those I love.
Sitting with god and looking down from above

Perhaps I will adopt and love them just the same, 
Why must we always be playing this senile game.
I'm not sure why I want to be a father so bad,
Since I was sixteen it's a dream that I've had.

I just want to be married before my mother and father die.
It's in this way that I would be able to happily say good bye.

if someone can please explain all these thoughts,
but this is something that even with my money; can't be bought 

ok guyz lex move da AT faster.m getting bored.....

I'm so confused right now
i don't know what to say
i don't know if you like me 
or even look at me in that way

and yet I'm falling deeper
i cant stop thinking about you
i just cant seem to escape it
no matter what i say or do

I'm convincing myself thats its a faze
and soon enough it will go away
but if thats true why do i get butterflies
every time that you come my way?

right now we are good friends
and i don't want that friendship to go 
but i wonder if we cud be closer 
because i like you more then you know

you always say that I'm beautiful 
and guys would be mad to reject me
but are you saying this as a friend
or are you hinting and i just cant see

no matter what i say to myself
i know i cant tell you how i feel
although you seem to confuse me
i no what i feel for you is real

you hold me like no one else can
i never ever want you to let go
it hurts that i want and need you
and not knowing whether to let you know..............

Edited by -KaShti- - 11 January 2011 at 9:15am

I know that I should try to find somebody new.. 
But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. 
You don't even know it.. And why should you care? 
Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there..
Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you..
But theres just nothing more I think I can do..
I try to tell you I love you but you just don't stop to listen..
Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin..
Give me just one minute and look into my eyes..
Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies..
Forget about what people say and what other people might see..
All I want you to think about now is what you think of me..
Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love..
And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of..
Maybe I am wrong and you really just don't care..
But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there..
All I want is for you to tell me exactly how u feel..
Id rather be hurt than keep believing what you say is real..
Whether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true..
Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you...........