no words....i am speechless....i am so moved that i am still teary eyed....
ok...believe me i am sitting with my oxford dictionary trying to find a unique word to describe GC's performance today...
was that maan or GC....how lucky the cameramen r...they get to capture such awesome performances for eternity....i wonder if these same cameramen will ever be satisfied working with any other actor in future....
maan...he cudnt enjoy the sangeet...though the office staff including annie and also arjun were sincerely trying to make the sangeet as successful as possible....
i hv to admit i liked the AA portion but only till my salman's song started...i liked the moments they showed in a comic manner....
dupatta falling on arjun's face...and he forgets to move it from his face and keeps staring at geet....and romeo prompting him...
but arjun was doing rite....maan always used to move dupatta slowly from his face and that too by staring at geet....
then they showed a little nok jhok with the flowers...i liked that part where Adi said that their nok jhoks ended up with geet in maan's arms...that was really nice...
but i wish nikunj cud emote in those parts...but piyush was very gud...
but maan cudnt enjoy the show....with such a heavy burden in his heart how cud he...and he walked away from there...pretense is one thing maan can never do...
and geet runs after him...i liked dadi-geet scene too...dadi telling her geet must learn the truth from maan...in a relationship there shud be no space for a third person...
and then the golden scene of the epi....DD and GC were superbly fantafabulous...today's was no doubt a national award winning performance from GC...and so not for the first i was hoping that it were a movie....
wat is love...this is one question which has no single answer...each person has a different concept....for maan it is truth and honesty...and for geet it is lifetime commitment...let me add mine too....for me love is mutual trust and understanding...
there is a saying that in love there must not be any expectations....
maan's love for geet...
if maan loves geet above anything and anyone else in the world...it is not necessary that geet will love him that way too....if he can walk the world for her...it doesnt mean that she will take the same number of steps like him...
then wat does maan gain in loving geet...everything....maan's heart beats for geet....and no man can live widout heartbeats...maan's happiness, his smiles, his tears, his pain, his life, his dreams, his goal, his prayer...everything is for geet....maan exists because of geet...
and maan's love for geet doesnt stop by loving her only...he loves everything associated with her....her dreams r his dreams, her smiles r reason y he smiles...and most importantly her baby is his baby....
wen geet persisted him to share his grief...he cud no longer control himself...the fear of losing her, the fear of seeing accusation in her eyes engulfed him...but he cudnt live anymore with the agony that was tearing his heart...
and he knelt down and put his hand on geet's waist...he desperately wished he cud touch the baby now....and spoke out his heart...he apologised from the core of his heart....he apologised for being selfish because he chose his love and did not care about the baby...he feared that the baby will never accept him as an ideal dad...he feared that its mom will never forgive him....
he feels that he became selfish because the baby is not his ansh...
and his eyes portrayed the extreme anguish of his heart....
tears of remorse cascaded down his cheeks...and he was wishing he cud drown himself in his tears....
geet was stunned wen maan told that he chose to kill the baby....but instantly he cud see how much maan was suffering...
from that moment of decision till now...not a single second passed wen maan cud breathe the fresh air....he has died a thousand deaths in a single day...
and geet...how cud she not forgive him...she knows he has done nothing wrong...she knows that had he been the real dad...then too his decision wud hv been same...
i loved the way how maan was averting his eyes because he cudnt look at her...and geet cupped his chin to turn his face towards her...
and today geet stood up to maan's definition of love in the true sense...for maan love is honesty and geet today uttered the brutal truth...for maan his first priority will always be geet...but she admitted that for her noone will be more important than the baby....
as a woman the first emotion she experienced is maa ki mamta and love came second...
this sentence proved one thing that geet never fell in love with dev...it was only because of her family's pressure that she married dev...maan is her first love...
geet cud see how much maan has punished himself and her heart wept for him...she said that she doesnt know about the baby's dad but the baby's mom and the baby itself has forgiven him....but the baby is hurt because he still doesnt consider it as his own...and at that moment maan's love for the baby was clearly reflected in his eyes....
and maan thanked geet for freeing him from the pressure of the burden that was killing him...and geet took a promise from him that if such situation arises again then he wud choose the baby...
i guess this is the most difficult promise to make and maan did that too....
they say love knows no limit...but in real life i believe love has a saturation point...after which it dries up...and the result is seperation, divorce, suicides, murder attempts....
but in rare cases like maan...love has no saturation point...it just grows even though at every step maan is facing brutal truths...first the news of pregnancy, second the news that geet once trusted another man, third that the man is none other than his own bro, and fourth and the most painful one that geet will never be able to love him in the way he does...
it hurts...but for maan...each truth has strengthened his love...
for maan his happiness and sanity lie in loving geet...and for that everything else is bearable as long as geet is happy....
to say "i cant live without u" is easy....but maan is living those words at every moment of his life...
my today's update is a salute to maan's character...i believe there will be noone like him in any other show i will watch in future...
and as such this character will always hold a very special place in my memory...
special mention to barry dhillon...he surpassed himself today ๐๐
Edited by aditi123_78 - 13 years ago
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