Okay so I'm going to try to put my thoughts into words.. or so at least try.
Now for the past few episodes, I've been just dying for Viren to come back and honestly I missed the last two episodes-- being as I would just fast forward and watch bits and pieces of it.. and trust me, it's not because I only watch this show for my Viren but the thing is that I couldn't take Nivi being tortured anymore and it's like whenever Viren is there, there is nothing to worry about when it comes to Nivi being tortured/ tormented and what not. And now that Viren is back, I can finally calm down.
Before I go into today's episode.. my mind keeps wandering off into the thoughts of where the hell is Jawahar? Now this could be a part of CT's plans to not Jawahar or the actor could have other duties and thus could not be in the past few episodes. Actually, we haven't seen Jawahar since Karwa Chauth and I don't know because I feel like this is CT's plans to make Jawahar seem like the stalker but then that would be too obvious with his complete disappearance, right? It's sort of confusing at this point. It might just be because the actor is busy with other commitments but if that is the case, then the CTs need to do something about it because although Jawahar is not a leading character, he does play a major role in the story line and not showing him just puts a glitch on the show- especially for those of us analyzing it. I mean seriously, Bhupat has another attack and Jawahar isn't there? And nor is he at the Sharma's. This glitch needs to be solved because it's putting a block on my analyses. But also, Jawahar is not a character that can be just forgotten- as Rajan S has a tendency to do that. (For those of us who watched Bidaai.. remember Dolly? Aalekh and Ranvir's younger sister who was in America. How Rajan just completely forgot about her. I mean come on, Ranvir gets married-- she wasn't there. Her bari bhabhi (Sadhana) dies-- she's not there. Her brother, Ranvir dies-- she's not there. She was just forgotten and that isn't something that can be done with Jawahar especially because in a sense the whole story started off because of him and his jealousy of Keshav.)
(This is completely random but something I thought and told my mom is that it must be getting cold in India right now because in every show right now, the women are in sweaters-- but the way that the women of CCBM wear the sweaters makes it look like a style with their pallu over the sweater. Especially Nivi-- I must say I loved her color combination with the maroonish sweater and sari today. BEAUTIFUL.)
Now I just want to quickly say one thing about Chancal and that is, is it just me or has she lately been making evil rat faces/ rat eyes? Cause I watch her and her every expression resembles a RAT! Matching that damn witch's personality. Ugh.
Now the episode... (which by the way I LOVED!!!):
First thing first, I love the music that plays when Viren is protecting Nivi. It's like... it emphasizes their strength as one. But their hug.. gahh I love it and the way he grabs her hand. I loved it. From the day of their wedding up until now, he's always taken Nivi's hand and has yet to let go-- and I hope he never does.
And when Nivi and Viren are walking up to the family, hand in hand, you see Vandhana smiling (and that kind of makes me not question or doubt her about being the stalker). And Sid, he almost looks happy too that Viren is here. Now that might just me giving him the benefit of the doubt but that's what it seemed like. And Vandhana looked really upset when Chancal was she was trying to take Viren's psycho wife to the therapist.
But anyways, I hate Chancal and how she said that Nivi tried to kill Bhupat. And you see the shock on Viren's face. The shock wasn't there because he thought for even a second that Nivi was capable of that but rather because he couldn't believe what his mother was trying blame Nivi with such horrid accusations.
Gahh the sad look on Viren's face as his mother was talking. But I love how Viren believes Nivi with his heart and soul and the way he stood up for Nivi today made Naintara and Yash proud. (I love how Viren keeps bringing up the saat pheres that they took together. Shows his loyalty to Nivi.) But seriously the way he stood up for Nivedita was amazing.
And I also love how Viren was like "chalakee se yeh keel kele" about the whole shaagiz aspect. But seriously, how DARE Siddarth speak at that moment? He is such a nitwit. He has the tendencies to talk at ALL THE DAMN WRONG MOMENTS!!! Seriously, how dare Sid even look at Viren with such big eyes and raise his voice!? How bloody hell dare Sid!??!?!?! I hate him. He is such an idiot! The way he jumped up at that moment made me doubt him even more!!! Seriously, how dare he look at my Viren with murderous eyes!?!? That one moment makes me want to jump on top of him and beat the hell out of him. Where's that Siddarth voodoo doll at? But also, is Sid also blind along with the fact that he IS indeed stupid? Why would anyone want to torture Nivi? Well because that damn house is full of Sharma haters!!!
But also, the look on Chancal's face when Viren was like he would bring forth Nivi's innocence and the person trying to harm her. The way the camera kept showing her face.. hmm... Sid and Chancal doing their own things to make her suffer without knowing that the other person is doing it too? Hmm.
But ANYWAYS... now to the NivRen bedroom scene!
Is it just me or did I hear him say "relax honey"!?!?!?
I listened to that part over and over and over again and even brought the computer as close to my ear as possible to hear what she said when he sat her down and this is what I heard -- and I'm positive I heard it right:
"Chalo beethon. Relax honey. Kuch maat soucho. Kisse bhi baat se paareshan maat ho." <-- HE SAID HONEY! I'm sure that's what he said! And it killed me man! But then the way he was taking care of Nivi and she was stealing glances at him. It made him so happy and gahh it was amazing. He is the perfect husband and she is beginning to realize it.
Okay, so why did Nivi not say that she doubts Sid? I understand not wanting to cause brotherly problems but seriously, at least that way Viren could check up on Sid every once in a while. But I hate her lying to him because she does doubt someone and she's hiding it-- even if it is for their relationship benefits but I just dislike her not being truthful with him.
And the damn scene in the living room with Chancal, Yashondra, Vandhana and Sid. (With just Hemleta and Divya standing there.) Seriously calling Nivi some sort of witch? Jeeze, if she were a witch, she'd get rid of you trolls within seconds! I hate those trolls and like seriously-- putting all the blame on Nivi. What did they think though? That Viren was going to stand behind and act like the stupid Sid and hurt an innocent girl for their stupid pride? Yeah, sure. At least Sid was like we should try to help Nivi instead of blaming her. FOR ONCE HE SAID SOMETHING RIGHT!!! But whatever, doesn't make up for that mess that is called Siddarth Sood.
I loved the Naintara-Yash scene. But she's right.. one problem is solved and others come forward. Only for us viewers, we have yet to see any problems be solved.
Now the dining table scene... always Vandhana serving. Is she the bari bahu of that house or their damn maid!? Seriously. And Canchal and Yashondra just sit there and drink their damn chai. Horrible trolls.
But yayyy! My Viren enters. Stupid Yashondra and Chancal don't say good morning. Seriously, how childish can those two be? But Viren didn't do anything wrong. Those two trolls are just dumb and childish and stupiddd!!! But the whole Viren being hurt thing made me so sad! And then the way he was like every time I leave something bad happens to Nivi.. hmmm I wonder why baby.
But then when he was like I should take Nivi and leave far far away, Yashondra and Chancal just got up and walked away. Maybe it's time Viren does that. But oh God, the whole idea of Viren and Nivi going away makes me wish it were me and him going away.. on our honeymoon. AHH. How does she sleep in the same room as him and yet stay away!?!?!? I would have ripped into that LONG AGO!
But the whole Viren wet hair scene was adorable!!
And Nivi's smile. Ahh.. smile number 14!
And how she goes "haat uutao". Made me LOL.
And the way she fed him. Haii.
I wish I could feed him!
And do other stuff to him.
Sorry that's me being besharam again.
Haii my sexy Viren.
But anyways, so the whole plane ticket thing.
I hope this make Nivi question Viren and like her feelings begin to show.
I don't think he was trying to hide anything but the way the CTs tried to show it. Like he was nervous about the ticket but I don't think he was trying to hide anything. I just hope this brings out goodness between NivRen.