Posted: 07 January 2011 at 3:07am | IP Logged
Originally posted by sksg
Aaj Ka Kashmakash
On one hand is his love for the lady that makes him live each day, and on the other is her trust that he can't even contemplate to betray. An agnostic today in his dismay is left to pray for a way to not have to say either an okay or a nay.
Maan left with a catch 22, chooses Geet on cue, and that very moment he knew that this decision will make him someday rue.
Maan left in dilemma as his happiness at the ending of this trauma is dampened by his guilty feelings for his karma of choosing baby's mamma, and can't meet the eyes of the baby or its mamma owing to his failed dharma. Geet oblivious to this drama can't stop advocating the sacrifices of being mamma and celebrating the joy of her baby escaping the miasma, and this further increases Maan's dilemma.
Maan makes his mansion impregnable in order to make Geet less vulnerable. Adi instructed to increase security in an effort to outwit the dangers lurking in obscurity.
Arjun in a quandary over conflicting affections for his sister and Annie chooses for now to embrace gallantry instead of trickery.
Brij is left in a quagmire as his plan backfires. This shameless vilifier now waits for a chance to make the strike surefire.
Poem Dedication to Maan:
This was a tough choice,
but now i must rejoice,
with my life savior saved,
and with our baby revived.
It has always been my first choice,
that helps me with all that makes me suffer.
and I even think that it has made me tougher,
But right now i need to put together
the pieces of pain that I self-inflicted,
but i want you all to know...
that it was a tough choice...................
Can you ever find a man like Maan Singh Khuraana for real? Day by day, my love and respect for this man increases. When the doctor poses the question, the first thing he remembers is the struggle Geet goes through for keeping the baby alive, and recognizes the fact that the baby has now become Geet's identity. He respects her for that and knew that either way he will be left broken for either he will lose his love or his beloved's trust for ever. Even when he is told that both are safe, he feels guilty for the choice he made, for the trust that he knew he broke, and for the seed of future dissent that is now sown. Even yesterday, his every reluctant step taking him away from his Geet in the emergency room was piercing a thousand daggers into his heart and his pain is palpable in his ever expressive eyes. His dilemma at having to make a tough choice and more than that the instantaneous choice that he made cut through his heart and rendered him incapable of even lifting his eyes. He holds himself accountable for those mere intentions and decision forced by the inhibitions of losing his only love. Such situations, where one is made to choose one right over another right, brings out the true mettle of one's inherent character. For the display of your strength and your righteousness, I today once again bow down to you Mr. Maan Singh Khuraana.
Brilliant thoughts Sri....And yes there is none else like Maan Singh Khurana...He is the one of his kind.....Only he has the courage to go through such situation with strength...I am sure his lady love will understand him and will not let him break any further.
I love the poem....it depicts the pain and anguishthat Maan had to go through.