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PART 8:
N..i was raped..
Mayank was about to put his hand on nupur's shoulder, but he stopped..the reality he had been trying to deny for the past 8 years came in front of him..he thought that his heart would break the cover of ribs and pump out of his body..
Nupur had started crying bitterly, hiding her face in her palms..and mayank was sitting beside her, waiting for what more she would confess, and what more he would have to bear..what more she would confess...
N..merey school main...
Her constant tears and hiccups due to immense pain were breaking her voice, and not allowing her to speak, and mayank's past was not allowing him to react..
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hum se ik saal junior hai..10th standard ka class room hai..
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N..wahan uper wala jo classroom hai na..
she looked towards mayank..
N..jahan tm se pehli baar mili thi..wahan pe..
Mayank's breath had stopped its regular breathing...
HE HAD RECOGNIZED THE EYES...same silence..same terror, same hatred..same expression...SHE WAS THE SAME..
N..pata nahi kaun tha..mian..
Mayank closed his eyes...everything was becoming blurred..he stood up frm teh sofa, nupur looked at him, he was having blood in his eyes, his eyes were horrified..she also stood up..placing her hand on his arm..
N..mayank..
mayank jerked her hand away..her touch was haunting him..she had frozen tears near her eyes..her voice was still choked due to tears.
M..nupur mujhe jana hai..
he almost avoided his eyes and went towards the door, leaving nupur in a state of shock and disbelief...she ran behind him till the gate, but maynk was taking long steps..
N..mmm..maaynk..
his feet stopped...helplessness..chock..dejection..fear...and..hope..
M..abhi jane do nupur...
mayank didnt had the courage even to turn back..he left leaving the door open, leaving nupur alone..once again..
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wo nupur thi...
finally his mind and heart had co-ordinated...
rain drops were falling on the windscreen, as if needles were falling from the sky..pricking his heart..
ab main kia karon..ab kia..
he closed his eyes..a feeling of disguist taking over him..
main ne nupur k sath..
tears finding there way out..he placed his head on the steering wheel, crying..
ye kia ho gaya hai..pehli baar mujhe laga k shiyed main bhol jaon ga tu phir..phir wahin a kar khara ho gaya hon..
he closed his eyes again..everything started to cross his mind..her pain, her silent eyes..priya..he opend his eyes..
mtlb priya..meri beti hai...
tears again brimmed in his eyes..and somewhere the pain started to diminish..
itni pyari bachi meri hai..
her innocence, her smile, her cute gestures..this time he started smiling..
tabhi mujhe wo itni achi lagti thi..kuch tu tha..tabhi jab mujhe us ki itni fiqr rehti thi..tabhi main..
his heart had started filling with warmth..
per nupur..kia karon..main?..
again a shock..
shiayed maaf kar de...main maafi mang lo ga..
a flicker of hope lightening his heart...
nahi maaf kare gi..
his heart was adamant..
wo nafrat karti hai us se..
he re-called her voice..it had so much determination..
lekin mujh se..mujh se tu nafrat nahi karti..
he remembered all the eye locks, all the blush, her trust..
agr main na baaton tu...
he could sense the future..
nupur ko main pend hon..agr..
he jerked all the ideas..
nahi..us ka haq hai janna..per wo maaf kar de gi..main ne us ki ankhon main pyar dekha hai..
he reversed the car and suddenly he felt the weight on his shulders lifting down..he remembered all the moments spend with them..no wonder his heart was beating with such affection...he reached her home and the door was open..may be nupur hadn't closed it, he got out of the car, he was getting drenched in rain..
he stepped in the home
nupur and priya were playing in the rain..
his tears started flowing..the smile on their faces was something he could die for..nupur would picked up priya in her arms they were enjoying..
for a moment his heart was at peace..a peace which he had never felt before..he knew all this happiness was his..it was his..finally his heart said..just one confession and everything is yours..
nupr's and priya's giggles were reaching his ears..
he took a step forward but his mind interrupted..
M..agr maaf nahi kiya tu?...
and his feet froze..
PART 8:
N..i was raped..
Mayank was about to put his hand on nupur's shoulder, but he stopped..the reality he had been trying to deny for the past 8 years came in front of him..he thought that his heart would break the cover of ribs and pump out of his body..
Nupur had started crying bitterly, hiding her face in her palms..and mayank was sitting beside her, waiting for what more she would confess, and what more he would have to bear..what more she would confess...
N..merey school main...
Her constant tears and hiccups due to immense pain were breaking her voice, and not allowing her to speak, and mayank's past was not allowing him to react..
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yar yahan tu nahi..ye tu school hai
mayank dimagh kharab ho gaya hai..school hai ye..
yar yahan tu nahi..ye tu school hai
mayank dimagh kharab ho gaya hai..school hai ye..
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N..class 10th main thi main..
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hum se ik saal junior hai..10th standard ka class room hai..
***************************************
N..wahan uper wala jo classroom hai na..
she looked towards mayank..
N..jahan tm se pehli baar mili thi..wahan pe..
Mayank's breath had stopped its regular breathing...
HE HAD RECOGNIZED THE EYES...same silence..same terror, same hatred..same expression...SHE WAS THE SAME..
N..pata nahi kaun tha..mian..
Mayank closed his eyes...everything was becoming blurred..he stood up frm teh sofa, nupur looked at him, he was having blood in his eyes, his eyes were horrified..she also stood up..placing her hand on his arm..
N..mayank..
mayank jerked her hand away..her touch was haunting him..she had frozen tears near her eyes..her voice was still choked due to tears.
M..nupur mujhe jana hai..
he almost avoided his eyes and went towards the door, leaving nupur in a state of shock and disbelief...she ran behind him till the gate, but maynk was taking long steps..
N..mmm..maaynk..
his feet stopped...helplessness..chock..dejection..fear...and..hope..
M..abhi jane do nupur...
mayank didnt had the courage even to turn back..he left leaving the door open, leaving nupur alone..once again..
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Speed meter..120 km/h...
marne wali bhi ho gi tu hath mat lagana
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thank u sir..
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mujhe mauqa hi nhai dena chaiye tha..
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i was raped..
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thank u sir..
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mujhe mauqa hi nhai dena chaiye tha..
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i was raped..
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breaks ...halt...stationery....
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wo nupur thi...
finally his mind and heart had co-ordinated...
rain drops were falling on the windscreen, as if needles were falling from the sky..pricking his heart..
ab main kia karon..ab kia..
he closed his eyes..a feeling of disguist taking over him..
main ne nupur k sath..
tears finding there way out..he placed his head on the steering wheel, crying..
ye kia ho gaya hai..pehli baar mujhe laga k shiyed main bhol jaon ga tu phir..phir wahin a kar khara ho gaya hon..
he closed his eyes again..everything started to cross his mind..her pain, her silent eyes..priya..he opend his eyes..
mtlb priya..meri beti hai...
tears again brimmed in his eyes..and somewhere the pain started to diminish..
itni pyari bachi meri hai..
her innocence, her smile, her cute gestures..this time he started smiling..
tabhi mujhe wo itni achi lagti thi..kuch tu tha..tabhi jab mujhe us ki itni fiqr rehti thi..tabhi main..
his heart had started filling with warmth..
per nupur..kia karon..main?..
again a shock..
shiayed maaf kar de...main maafi mang lo ga..
a flicker of hope lightening his heart...
nahi maaf kare gi..
his heart was adamant..
wo nafrat karti hai us se..
he re-called her voice..it had so much determination..
lekin mujh se..mujh se tu nafrat nahi karti..
he remembered all the eye locks, all the blush, her trust..
agr main na baaton tu...
he could sense the future..
nupur ko main pend hon..agr..
he jerked all the ideas..
nahi..us ka haq hai janna..per wo maaf kar de gi..main ne us ki ankhon main pyar dekha hai..
he reversed the car and suddenly he felt the weight on his shulders lifting down..he remembered all the moments spend with them..no wonder his heart was beating with such affection...he reached her home and the door was open..may be nupur hadn't closed it, he got out of the car, he was getting drenched in rain..
he stepped in the home
nupur and priya were playing in the rain..
his tears started flowing..the smile on their faces was something he could die for..nupur would picked up priya in her arms they were enjoying..
for a moment his heart was at peace..a peace which he had never felt before..he knew all this happiness was his..it was his..finally his heart said..just one confession and everything is yours..
nupr's and priya's giggles were reaching his ears..
he took a step forward but his mind interrupted..
M..agr maaf nahi kiya tu?...
and his feet froze..
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