PART 1:
Mayank Sharma was an 18 year old boy. Handsome features and
dimpled smile. He belonged to an ordinary middle class family. Like all
other middle class families, his family also wanted him to get the top
quality education, neglecting the fact that this was out of their
restricted income, but even then Mayank Sharma was a student of the best
school of the city.
Mayank was a topper in academics and excelled in sports, but he was an ordinary boy.
His
parents couldn't realize that in greed of high quality education they
were engraving complexes and insecurities in their child.
A child
who always saw people around him better, and as a result he was always
taken aback. This was the reason he worked hard on studies, because he
found this was the only way to prove him good,. he used to top and for
some moments he used to forget his low class,
But his complexes
always started again..and he always was ina greed to prove himself
better in front of his high profile friends..
and one day he did
something so horrendous to prove himself that his whole life took a
turn,a complete turn..leaving him in dark shallows.
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Neeraj..u know i visited the red light area last night...
Mayank
was sitting on the school roof top with his high profile friends, they
all were having alight dose of their drugs, and as usual today again
they all were discussing something about which mayank had never heard..
Nakul..hey wow!..u know my father visits , but he never takes me..
Nakul was smelling the white powder in his hands and he closed his eyes...
Neeraj..arey stupid, tujhe kai lagta hai baba mujhe wahan le kar jayen gey..one of my cousins took me
Gaurv..hmmm..chal acha hai..main b is weekend pe jaon ga...ku na sath chalen...we will have loads of fun..
Gaurav's face had mean smile and neeraj and nakul gave a hi-five to each other, and mayank again felt left out.
He knew what did a red-light area meant but going there was an impossible thought.
Neeraj,
Nakul and gaurav belonged to high class families and going to such
places was no big deal, they had seen their elders doing this, so for
them it was "normal".
Mayank tried to sneak out holding his bag when he was caught..
Neeraj..oye!..kahan ja raha hai?
M..ummm..i need to go to the library..
Nalkul..oh come on yar!..here we are discussing about the hottest prostitutes of the town aur tujhe library jana hai?
GAURAV....chor na nakul..waise bhi he will feel left out, i don't think he had any of that experience
Nakul shifted his concentration from the powder in his hands to mayank..
Nakul...really mayank?..u are a virgin?..
Mayank wanted to jump off the school building..
Neeraj..acha sab choro..mayank beth tu..
He took his hand and he had to sit again..
Neraaj..now
let me tell u all an interesting thing...last night i met man in the
red light area, and he was telling me but his rape experiences
Mayank was shocked as hell..RAPE!...
Gaurav..ewww..rape..that is so disgusting....yuck!..
Neeraj..yar he was saying that the fun u get by force in comparable..
Nakul..well this force thingy fascinates me also..
They
all were talking about rape so normally.Mayank couldn't understand how
to react. He had been with these boys since 4 - 5 years. Such discussions
had been going but today they all were going too far..
Neeraj..imagine gaurav..a helpless fish under ur control..
Nakul..exactly..i bet it would be awesome.
He inhaled the powder some more...
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Their
talks carried on when all four of them after having their dose of drug
decide to leave.They wee moving through the corridor,
Mayank was
all lost in his thoughts, again he had something lacking, how could he
come at the level of these three..this time it was difficult..
but destiny provided him a chance
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They were walking through the corridor, it was very late, the school was almost empty.
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They were walking when mayank's eyes caught something..
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A girl was sitting alone in a classroom. The uniform was of their school, her hair tied in a pony tail.
Mayank was not able to see her face. it was just her side view, her hair were again and again blocking her view.
Nerraj...nice girl..
Gaurav. neeraj and nakul were staring her white legs, while mayank was in a constant struggle to get a glimpse of her face..
Gaurav..great legs man!..i think hum se ik saal junior hai..
he read the board on the top of the door, which said 10th standard
Gaurav..i wish i could..
Gaurav
stopped and all three of them looked at each other. Fascinating things
about rape they were talking about, started echoing in their mind.
Mayank was the only one who was engaged in a constant attempt to see her face to look at her face.
Gaurav..per yar, school hai..yahan tu nahi..
This was it!..
This
sentence made mayank forget all about girl's face...he saw a chance to
prove himself right...All three of them were afraid..but what if
he...what if he goes and ..RAPE!..
it had a lot of advantages, he
will be the first one to rape..he will not require any money, he will
not have to beg from his parents...he will come equal to them ..he
will..
Nakul..chal na mayank..ghr nahi jana?..
Nakul's voice brought him to the world..
M..nahi..
Hi voice was stren..
M..i guess she will be my prey..
He looked at the girl and all three of them also..
Nerraj...dimagh kharab hai?..school hai ye...itna hi soq hai tu raat ko kisi ko sarak se pakr len gey..
M..tumhein dar lag raha hai?..
For the first time mayank felt as if he was getting a higher position in front of them..
Gaurav..mayank u sure?..
M..ofcourse..
His voice conveyed a sense of pride..he looked at the girl..but again her face was not visible
M..she is so beautiful..
and
these words came form his heart...how??..he himself didn't knew..but he
was sure this was his heart..but he got back to his mind soon..
Neraaj..ok then..jao!..go ahead..
Maynk swallowed lump in his throat and threw his bag away.
M..do romaal chaiyhen..
.Neeraj and nakul handed him and entered the classroom, closing the door, leaving three of them in a state of shock.
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The girl was busy writing something, unaware that somebody had entered the classroom..entered her life
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Mayank was heading towards her..her hack was facing him..
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The girl was now playing with her hair..
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Mayank
took out a hanker chief from his pocket and tied on his face..and
placed his hand over the girl's mouth...teing the other hankerchief on
her face..
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The girl fell down on the floor,.he
held her wrist from his one hand and.used his other hand to make
necessary preparations for a rape....what he had been seeing in blue
films with his friends..
The girl tried to move but mayank's grip
was strong.....her knees over her legs putting mayank's weight on her
..she tried her best but in the end mayank was stronger..suddenly the girl stopped trying.. finally
mayank was the first one to become a RAPIST IN HIS GANG..
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Mayank
looked upwards and he saw her eyes..
wide
opened...silence..terror..hatred..disbelief..tears..
he left her
wrists..and the girl closed her eyes..her face still covered by the
hanker chief still tied on her face..
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Mayank
stood up and he realized what he had done..the girl was lying on the
floor, he turned his face away..he couldn't look at girl like this..he
ran towards the door and realized that his own clothes needed some
buttoning up..
he came out of the class room and no one was
there..before he could look for his friends, he heard someone walking in
the corridor...he ran out of there..straight to his home...
All what was flashing in his mind was...HER EYES..
He reached his home..
He wanted to sleep, he closed his eyes and the thing he saw her eyes..
he sat up in terror..
and this continued even after 8 years..
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Today Mayank Sharma is a successful architect in America..top of the list. he
was a perfect person....a person with no faults..but no one knew what he did that day..except him..
every night he used to wake up after seeing those eyes in his dreams and then he had to take sleeping pills..
and today , like every night he was awake..thinking about those eyes..that girl..his mind repeating the question..
M..pata nahi kaun thi?..pata nahi kahan hai?..
Edited by -Mehak - 13 years ago