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Ah spring is when love n life abounds,
I am reading n listening to Robert Monroe about ET n OBE, Gee I need to really open up my mind.
It's warm but the breeze is so cool, must be raining somewhere.
Life without love is a desert indeed.

Hmmm short story w/ the new guy....he pbbly felt I was ill at ease he told me so...he was
Transitional cause - wanted to forget the green eyed boy. I did succeed in that.
I'm the cobra woman, part human, part animal.
Dear Summerji I've decided to not love after the hottie and I am sticking to it...the green eyed boy was aan almost exquisite exception. Is it so wrong to try even if it's a way to forget loneliness.

Lola keep things simple.

I did use the guy the other night. I disliked his smell his fingers hands ....I was thinking to
The green eyed boy. I was feeling alone...:I became insensitive. I suceeded. I can be a seducer
Too.

I don't love. I want to take desire off men to project it on me. I want men to feel weaker from any interaction w/ me. I was mean to the guy the other night....- subtly mocked at his virility.
He was anxious unsure so immature. I want fascination and attention. Only from short moments from.

I see, seems like you were either disorientated or feeling louzy.

i wanted to feel less alone & less sad. I was trying to forget the green eyed boy.

Ah I see.

Thoughts possess us and it is not easy to turn our attention away; but it is nice to love someone or something and miss them, rather than living it a boring world with nothing to look forward to.

don't want him to feel trapped & embarrassed. i guess we feared to fall for each other , way too soon.