Posted: 10 January 2011 at 4:37pm | IP Logged
So here's my take on this epi (super)
Loved it how they started off on a good note, with the typical Khanak way.
Now let's jump into the most serious part of the epi--Khanak reliving her past with Hiten's explanation.
It was really heart wrenching seeing Khanak going through those emotions. She was so lost and so upset. Yashu was amazing!
Loved it how her words spoke indirectly of the tufan bout to come "mujhe lagta hai kuch bura ho raha hai."
Then the whole FB of Suraj climbing the stairs and Sunny climbing the stairs. that was fab-ly done with the whole music! And then the whole Shaan's/Hiten's walk. I loved it how Khanak was remembering Shaan's talk when he was telling her about the accident. Which reminds me this part is actually symbolic too. I will come back to all the symbolism from this whole show in a bit. Khanak was so fab, she was getting more and more restless as she watched Hiten walking. (in the FB voice-over of Khanak, her voice sounded so bacha like. I missed it so much man).
then the whole electric shock scene and Sunny performing his part. Man the way Khanak ran, it was as if she was trying to save Sunny as out of her own guilt and feelings. Idk if anyone thought of it or not, before she saw Sunny's face, the way she ran, it was as if she wanted to save the guy for the reasons she cudn't save suraj for. and then that song in the background and Khanak's expressions were just enough to make me emotional. mere toh rongtey khatey ho gaye thay. Yashu was fab! she was trying to save someone and then when she sees who it is, her expressions changes to that of shock slowly and then she faints watching him going through that with tears in her eyes. I was actually crying feeling her pain. And then she lets go, it was def. symbolic. again i will come back to that.
and then in the hospital, the way Khanak is so out of her mental states was apparent in her disshelleved physical states. The way she tries to talk her pain out and then she realizes that if she did say something, Sam would think she is crazy and then she felt she was just imagining maybe. then she questions herself as to why she is thinking what she is thinking. then she wonders why is she thinking that. Then she is wondering maybe it was just her imagination but she is still confused. then she wants to know who it is. her one sentence was very symbolic "sach much suraj tha ya phir koi aur." she questions that she saw him with her own eyes and then that he is dead and then the way she is saying that she is happy with Shaan so why is Suraj back. that was very symbolic.
Then she wants to talk to someone. she is clearly in pain. She decides to talk to Sam but then realized she can't so now she wants to talk to Shaan but then realize that Shaan would be upset. I swear this girl is still thinking about Shaan (Zenn your FF seems to come true. lol) while she is going through her mental state. for the first time, khanak is really confused. She is asking God to help her and then walks in Shaan! (this is symbolic) Poor girl was in daze to begin with and then suddenly comes Shaan and she is confused or rather has the dreamy look, as in she can't believe it but then she becomes majorly happy.
Shaan is completely worried. He looked the guy who is broken down seeing his love in this state. He can't believe that the girl who is always helping him and in control was out of control today. He just sits down and hugs her like his life depended on it. he makes sure she is ok and his hug completely takes her in his hand. He looks at her from head to toe and gives her another hug. He is still worried. He pulls her back and ask her if she is ok and then he makes sure that she is ok and when she assures him that she is ok, he just brings his head close to hers. She hugs him back equally and she shows her pleasure and relief to see him. She even describes it. She is just as happy to see him, just as he is happy or relieved to see her. she just wants to be with him. the love is so apparent between them. I loved it how Di described, their noses formed connection. The way his fit right on hers was just too perfect! and then he kisses her! and then he pulls her back and says that she is ok. It was as if he was assuring himself she was ok. She looks at him with all the love and hugs him to assure him she is ok but in reality she assures herself that this is her love and everything now. another hug. then she complains as a joke and then he takes is sooo serious. I loved the way he talked next to her forehead. He apologizes to her there and promise to be with her and the he pulls her back to look at her once again and then the fear is said through his mouth and then he hugs her again, holding her tighter! and then she says that she is going mad in his yaad, he jokes back with her and of course the cute little nok jhok. They try to make the situation light. and then she is back to herself and then he runs his hand through her hair again to make sure she is ok. Uff the look they give each other. and then the way Khanak kisses his hand, it was as if she was trying to tell herself again that this is really her love and she doesn't want to loose him. He is surprised by her actions that she states that she missed him a lot and then runs his hand next to her cheeks and he feels guilty leaving her when she says that she missed him and brought his hand next to her cheek. he reciprocate the action and with questioning eyes he wants to ask her why is wrong, what is bothering her. this whole hand holding was very much assurance for her that Shaan was there and always there for her.
Ok now symbolism that I didn't mention above--
1. when Khanak was remembering about Shaan's talk, it was symbolic to me because she remembered his talks from the whole hadsa because it just says that how much he was part of it and is part of it now. She doesn't want to loose him at all now and if he wasn't there then he wouldn't be here now. It shows her concerns and care for him then and now.
2. When she lets go of Sunny's hand...epic symbolism here! We all have discussed it so won't really talk about it much except for the fact that now it shows that how she will be letting go of him or how she has let of Suraj.
3. When she questions herself about seeing Suraj is symbolic because now she will be going through the question of who she loves more. I felt that the dialogue was there for us to look into and explore the possibility of how Suraj's presence will help her decide because she doesn't want to decide at the moment.
4. When she asks for Help, Shaan enters, it is symbolic because to me it means that they both will be facing this problem together. She asked to show her the path to deal with it and then Shaan enters, of course she wants to talk to him but more over that part was to say that they both will deal with it and Shaan will help her make her decisions.
Loved it how Swapna Ji showed the two contrast between Suraj and Sunny, a major, major importance to Shanak getting closer because we want her to realize it and what better way to show that he is not Suraj but Sunny. I loved it!
Although I like the fact that Suraj and Sunny are different but I'd say harpreet need to work on Sunny a bit better. just my take.
Sam, was good but a bit out of it idk...
Music a bit loud at times
and I felt yashu was wearing a wig and that ruined it...but i cud b wrong...
there was not much to say today...
btw YK vs. Shanak was there! lol
Ok I'm done!
Ok im done now!
dang that's long...sorry peeps!!!