Posted: 29 December 2010 at 1:57pm | IP Logged
Hi Mages, i lost my mom a month back, i know how ur feeling, since i have been through this. I can still flash on tht day my mom died, i kept staring at her eyes, i thought she wud look at me in some time, tht just didn't happen. I can feel the last time i touched my mom. I can see evrything so clearly from tht day like it was yesterday, i can hear the screams. There hasn't been one day i havn't cried. It feels like a part of my heart was ripped out. It hurts so badly, tht u can't explain the pain ur having. It's pain tht only u can feel, but no one can see it. I seriously can tell evry single thing from those two days i went through.
But u know u just can't stop some one from leaving. There is a time evryone has to go. Evn though it's hard to be strong a person has to be strong for other. Like me, i know my grandma cries alot. Each time i tell her, "do u know how much mom was in pain?" Then she says "tht's true 2", and stops crying.
Love, take care and live for the ones who u love, pray for the ones who who r now resting in peace.
May his soul rest in peace and i'll pray for u and ur family tht may God give u strenght.
Im glad u shared this W*H us, if u need to talk W*H some one, just Pm me.
Edited by pakindmuziq - 29 December 2010 at 5:13pm