Kis Desh Mein Hai Meraa Dil


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Kis Desh Mein Hai Meraa Dil

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Chapter 69

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          As she stood there thinking, she remembered about meher and decided to check up on her. Not wanting to wake up her husband or kids, she quietly left the room. As she was walking to meher's room, someone called her and she stopped in her tracks. She turned to see gayatri walking up the stairs. "ma," she said. "heer...tum abhi sohi nahi...chahat kaisi hai?" gayatri asked. "woh ma chahat abhi abhi sohi thi toh bas main bhi jaarahi ho..aap yaha kuch chahiye tha ma?" heer asked. "nahi beta woh meher aayi ya nahi dekhne aayi thi," gayatri told her. "woh toh kabh ki aagayi ma shayad soh bhi gayi hai," heer said hoping gayatri would not see meher in  the state she was in. "accha? mujhe toh paata hi nahi chala," gayatri wondered. "ha ma woh bahut dhere se aayi thi taaki hum jaag na jaaye par maine uss bahar dekhliye tha," heer said. "ha meri aankh lagayi thi thodi dher kehliye tab aagayi hogi," gayatri said. "ha ma...shayad," heer said. "phir main usse utana nahi chathi...woh aagayi yeh maine jaan liye bas. tum bhi jaake soh jao...bahut raat hogayi hai," gayatri told her and left. "I am sorry ma...maine pheli baar aapse jhoot bola hai par main aapko ya iss ghar keh kissi bhi insaan koh pareshaan nahi karna chathi. abhi abhi sabh normal huwa hai," she thought as she stood there. Then, she went to meher's room and knocked. When there was no reply, she pushed the door open and saw her standing in front of the mirror. "meher," heer said but she just stood there, lost. Heer walked in the room and walked up to her. "meher," she said as she placed her hand on meher's shoulder. She jumped coming out of her thoughts. "bhabhi...aap?" meher said. "tum theek hona?" heer asked worried. "ha bhabhi...mujhe kya huwa hai?" meher said trying to hide the tears that were waiting to fall out of her eyes. "accha...toh kya tumare yeh aansoo jhoot bol rahe hai?" heer asked. "nahi bhabhi...saach mein main theek ho," meher said. "meher...dard bhaat ne se kam hota hai...tum mujhe kuch bhi baata sakthi ho. Tum toh itni khush thi na toh kya hogaya? Kya party mein kuch hogaya hai? Aur tum toh harman keh saath gayi thi na aur akeli kyun aayi ho? batao na meher?" heer questioned concerned. Hearing his name, she couldnt control her feelings, she threw herself in heer's arms and started to cry. "meher...sabh theek toh haina? tu roh kyun rahi hai? please meher kuch toh bol," heer said shocked. "mera phele pyaar adura rehgaya bhabhi...mera pyaar adura rehgaya," meher said as she started to cry more. "pyaar? tu kisise pyaar karti hai?" heer said surprised. "ha bhabhi...par meri hi galati hai sabh meri galati," meher said between her sobs. "par huwa kya? kya woh kisi aur se pyaar karta hai? aur woh hai kyon?" heer asked still confused as she bought meher out of the hug. Seeing meher's face and how she broke apart when she heard harman's name, "harman?" heer asked and meher nodded. "accha...idhar aao," heer said as she took meher and made her sit on the bed. "meher...dekh shant hoja...aur tujhe joh bhi problem hai tu mere saath share karsakthi hai if that makes you feel better," heer said. "bhabhi...kya pyaar karna itni baadi galati hai?" meher asked. "nahi meher...pyaar khabhi bhi galati nahi hai...tume aisa kyun lagtha hai?" heer said. "phir mujhe itna dard kyun feel horaha hai? mujhe pyaar ka ehsaas bhi nahi paata tha par jab ehsaas huwa toh ek hi pal mein woh chala bhi gaya," meher said as tears rolled down her cheeks. "par kyun meher? kya harman tumse pyaar nahi karta?" heer said. "pyaar toh door ki baat woh toh kisi bhi rishte peh vishwas nahi karta ya tak ki humari dosti bhi nahi," meher said as heer looked at her. "uske parents ka rishta toot gaya aur usse harman par bahut effect paada hai par bhabhi uss mein meri kya galati hai. maine kya kiya? Aur aapko paata hai bhabhi mujhe utna bura nahi laaga kab usne kaha keh woh mujhse pyaar nahi karta, maine soocha keh shayad main utni acchi ho hi nahi lekin jab usne kaha keh woh kohi bhi rishte koh nahi maanta toh humari dosti ki kohi heimiyat (value) hi nahi rahi toh mujhe bahut bura laaga...bahut hi bura," she said as she wrapped her hands around heer and poured out her heart through tears.

           Heer didnt know what to say. What could she possible say that would make meher feel better. "meher tum please shant hojao...please," heer said as she took a glass of water and offered it to meher. Meher took the water and gulped it down. "main kya karoon bhabhi...mujhe itna bura kyun lagraha hai...why?" she asked. "meher tume bura iss liye lagraha kyun ki tum harman se bahut pyaar karti ho," heer told him. "par bhabhi pyaar toh khushi dehta haina?" meher questioned. "ha meher par jitni khushi dehta hai usse zyada dard bhi. Agar tumara pyaar saacha hai toh woh zaroor tumare paas aayega. Main jaanti ho keh yeh sabh kehna bahut aasaan hai aur karna mushkil lekin tume thoda sa waqt dena hoga," heer said. "bhabhi...please kisiko kuch baataye mat, main yeh sabh bhul na chathi hoon," meher said. "theek hai par tum vaada karo keh tum aisa rohogi nahi," heer said. "I promise bhabhi...I wont," meher said. "Thats like the strong and cheerful meher I know," heer said as she gave her a hug. "thanks bhabhi for listening," meher said. "tum kabh se mujhe thanks kehne lagi ha...tum toh meri choti behen hona toh thanks kaisa," heer said as meher kind of smiled. "tumne kuch khaya...main tumare liye kuch lao?" heer asked. "nahi bhabhi...main theek hoon," meher said. "ok, sohjana...bahut dher hogayi hai. bye!" heer said as she left from there. Heer just hoped that meher could feel better. She knew how hard it felt when someone you loved went far away from you and she never wanted meher to go through that. But, it is also true that you cant force someone to love, it has to happen because your heart says so. The night passed and she tried to fall asleep but she just couldnt. All the thoughts about ashlesha, preet, meher kept surrounding her memory. She wanted to make everything right but she didnt know what to do. At least she knew what was happening with meher and harman, but in the case of preet and ash, she didnt even know what was wrong. She sat on the couch thinking but it seemed like there was no answers that she can find. Wondering about all this, she didnt even know when sleep hit her.  Few hours passed and in his sleep, he moved his hand on the bed and when he didnt find her, he opened his eyes. Shielding his eyes from the morning sun, he got up from the bed. Scanning the room, he saw her on the couch. He moved closer to her and sat down in front of her. He slowly moved a lock of hair from her cheek to behind her ears. "tum sohte huwe bahut hi khoobsurat lagthi ho par aaj tumare chehra peh itni pareshaan kyun lagrahi ho, chahat theek hojayegi," he thought looking at her. Just then, he heard her mumbling ash and preet names. "kash main sabh theek karsakthi'main sabh thee karna chathi hoon'sabh kuch," she kept saying in her sleep. "heer," he said and she jumped from her sleep. "heer heer'main hoon'tum theek ho?" he asked. "kuch theek nahi hai'kuch bhi nahi," she said as tears started to run down her cheeks. "heer'tum roh kyun rahi ho? Chahat toh theek haina?" prem asked concerned. "chahat soh rahi hai'par prem kal raat baba ka phone aaya tha," she said. "unone kuch kaha?" prem asked. She took a deep breath, "ashlesha ki shaadi tyaar hogayi hai," she stated. "kya? Saach? Isska matlab unn dono keh beech sabh theek hogaya," prem said happily. "preet se nahi'.rajveer se," she said as prem looked at her shocked. "rajveer kyon hai?" he said. "rajveer aur uske parents humare neighbors rehte the aur kuch saal phele woh log London chale gaye par lagtha hai aabh woh waapas aagaya hai lekin prem yeh toh galat haina, ashlesha preet se pyaar karti hai. Hume kuch karna hoga'kuch bhi aur yeh shaadi rokna hoga," she said still sober. "heer'hum kuch karenge'tum phele shant hojao...hum ashlesha ur preet dono se baat karenge," prem said as he wiped her tears. "par prem shaadi toh tyaar hogayi hai'aabh kya kare?" she asked. "heer shaadi sirf fix huwi hai. Hum kuch bhi karenge par yeh shaadi nahi hone denge'ok?" he said and she nodded still unsure. "now please smile'chahat koh uski mama aise bilkul bhi nahi acchi lagegi," prem said and she slightly smiled. "kuch aur dher sohna chathi ho?" he asked. "nahi'main theek hoon aur chahat koh dawayi bhi deni hai," she told him. "your sure keh ghar mein tornado nahi aayega?" prem said as she chuckled, "prem'tum bhi na'chalo," heer said and they both left to the kids' room. They both saw chahat awake and heer checked her temperature which was lower than yesterday and they were both happy to see that. Together they fed her the medicines which was a hard task since she threw them up very easily, but they were successful after the third time. Heer made her fall sleep again and put her to bed. Then, they both freshened up and left to go downstairs.

            Even though they both didn't feel like eating, they didn't want anyone in the family to know until they knew what was really happening. There was one more person who was down, meher. The thought of what Harman had told her the previous night just wouldn't leave her head. It was like they kept ringing back in her ears. After breakfast, prem and heer went upstairs to talk to preet and get the real idea of what was going on. They both walked into the study to see him working on a file. "preet," heer said and he looked up at them. "aree PB? Bhabhi? Aap log yaha itni subhe subhe kuch chahiye tha?" preet asked. "ha tumse kuch jawaab," prem said. "jawaab? Matlab? Main kuch samja nahi," preet told them. "preet tumare aur ash keh beech kya horaha hai'kya problem hai?" heer asked. He fell quiet hearing her questions. "bolo preet'chup kyun ho?" prem asked. "aree aap log phir se humare baare mein tension ley rahe hai'maine kaha na keh kuch nahi huwa hai. aabh sabh theek hai, aap tension mat lijiye," preet said putting on a brave face and a fake smile. "saach preet? Sabh theek hai? matlab problem thi na? problem kya thi?" prem asked. "nahi PB mera matlab woh nahi tha. Bas choti si misunderstanding lekin aabh sabh theek hai. Hum toh shaadi keh baare mein bhi sooch rahe hai'bahut jald main ma babuji se aur ash baba se baat karne wali hai," preet said pretending to be excited and happy. Prem and heer looked at each other and they both preet was lying but why? Preet felt scared inside that his lie would be caught because he knew he couldnt lie very well to his brother and bhabhi, but did he really have a choice? May be it looked like he did to others, but for him he never wanted his PB and bhabhi or his family to go through any trouble because of him. "dekh preet hum tumare zindagi mein interfere nahi karna chathi lekin hume teri aur ash ki bahut chinta hai," prem told him. "jaanta ho PB par aise kohi problem nahi hai joh aabh log itni tension leyrahe hai...hum dono keh beech sabh theek hai," preet said. Heer totally lost it. She couldnt take it anymore that people were lying to her. "Oh really preet sabh theek hai...tum bhi jaante ho keh tum jhoot bol rahe ho. Agar sabh theek hai toh ashlesha shaadi kyun karahi hai aur woh bhi kisi aur se...kyun?" she yelled in rage. Prem and preet both were taken back. They have never seen a mad heer but prem knew how she felt about the whole situation. Preet couldnt believe his ears...she was getting married that too to someone else. "kisi aur se shaadi?" preet asked still not believing what he had heard. "ha preet kal raat baba ka phone aaya tha aur tab se heer bahut pareshaan hai," prem said as he moved to heer's side and tried to calm her down. "kisse?" preet managed to get out. "humare bachpan keh dost rajveer keh uski shaadi tyaar hogayi hai. preet please usse roklo woh galat karahi hai aur tum toh jaante hona keh woh usse mein kitne galat faisle leyli thi hai," heer said as she controlled her tears. Just then, they heard kulraj calling out for heer and prem. Heer quickly wiped her tears and composed herself. "ji di," she said. "aree jaldi neeche chalo'tumare baba ka phone aaya hai aur ma tume bhula rahi hai," kulraj said. "di...aap chaliye hum aate hai," prem said. "aree baat baad mein bhi hosakthi call aaya hai aur tum hoke...chalo," she said as she took prem and heer by the hand and took them downstairs as preet stood there trying to digest the truth that he had just heard.  A tear escaped his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. "tum aisa kaise karsakthi ho ash'kyun? Main jaanti hoon keh mujhse galati huwi hai par tum ek choti si galati ki tini baadi saaza dohgi'maine khabhi nahi soocha tha. Maine tumse baat karne ki kitni baar khosish ki par aabh nahi'bahut hogaya Main apne pyaar kehliye zaroor ladtha ash lekin apne pyaar kehliye tab laada jaata hai jab woh apna hota hai'iss shaadi ka faisla karkar tume mujhse bahut chot paucha hai ash. Aabh main tumse kohi baat nahi karunga na hi kohi khosish karunga tume maana ne ki. Aaj se tumare aur mere beech joh bhi rishta tha pyaar aur dosti ka main usse todh tha hoon," he said to himself as his eyes filled with tears. He had made so many beautiful plans for the future with her. Now, he felt like his life was empty without her but he had to learn to live without her and he will!

            As prem and heer reached the living room, they saw everyone rejoicing and gayatri distributing sweets. "aree tum dono aagaye'yeh lo moh mita karo," gayatri said as she offered them sweets. Heer looked at prem and he motioned his eyes telling her it will be ok. She took a small bite and so did prem. "tumne hume baataya kyun nahi keh ashlesha ki shaadi tyaar hogayi hai?" gayatri asked happily. "woh ma kal raat hi baba ka phone aaya tha main chahat ki tension mein bulgayi thi," heer said. "kohi baat nahi'hume balraj bhai saab ne baata diya aur unone yeh bhi kaha hai keh shaadi ki date fix hogayi hai," gayatri said. "kya?" prem and heer said in unison, shocked. "tum log aise kyun pooch rahe ho?" kulraj wondered. "nahi di bas excitement hai," prem quickly replied. "shaadi kabh hai ma?" heer asked. "teen hafte baad'hume sabh jald hi India jaana padega," gayatri said happily as prem and heer looked at each  other thinking about preet. Right then, they heard prateek and chahat crying, "lagtha hai woh jaang gaya'main abhi aayi," heer said and excused herself. "heer koh madad chahiye hogi, main dekhtha hoon," prem said and followed his wife. "inn dono koh kya hoga?" kulraj said. "matlab?" gayatri asked. "paata nahi'kuch ajeeb behave karahe hai aur dono pareshaan bhi lagrahe hai," kulraj said. "shayad chahat koh lekar pareshaan hai aur heer toh ashlesha ki bhi fikar karahi hogi, uski choti behen hai," gayatri said. "ashlesha?" kulraj said. "uski choti behen ki shaadi hai'uski zindagi ka itna baada faisla hai toh ek behen hone keh naate usse pareshaan toh hogi na," gayatri explained. "ha ma aap sahi kehrahi hai'ek baadi bhai aur behen ko apne chote bhai behen ki hamesha fikar toh hote rehti hai'main jaake vishaal aur tanu koh uta keh aati," kulraj said. As she left, gayatri stood there thinking if something was really wrong. As he sat in the study thinking about the moments he had spent with her. He wanted to erase all the memories from his mind but can he? Even if he wanted to would his heart let him? He was fine till he was the preet who never took relationships seriously, but when he actually wanted to take relationships, they were going away from him. Was God punishing him for what has happened in the past? But he had never intentionally hurt anyone then why was he so hurt today? As tears rolled down from his eyes, he had someone open the door and wiped his tears. "preet," someone called out. "ma'aap yaha?" he asked. "ha beta'woh tune khaana nahi khaya toh main dekhne aayi thi," gayatri said. "ha ma bas thoda kaam tha aur bhuk bhi nahi thi," he said as he looked at her. "preet'tu theek toh haina?" she asked. "ha ma'mujhe kya huwa," he said. "saach baata'kya huwa hai? teri aankhe lal kyun hai? tu roh raha tha?" gayatri asked worried. "nahi ma aap bhi na'woh aankho mein kuch chala gaya tha," preet said. "tu mujhse jhoot bol raha hai'haina?" she asked. He got up from the chair and sat down in front of her, placing his head in her lap, "nahi ma'main theek hoon'saach mein," he said. Gayatri now surely knew something was wrong because preet acted like this only when he was very upset, since he was a kid. "tera aur prem ka kuch jagda huwa kya? Woh bhi pareshaan tha aur yaha tu bhi," gayatri asked. "nahi ma'PB aur mere jagda, aisa kuch bhi nahi hai," preet said. "teri bachpan ki aadat aabhi tak nahi gayi, hamesha baat chupa tha hai," she said as she ruffled his hair. "kya karoon ma main aap sabh se bahut pyaar karta hoon," he said. "tu bhi na bilkul paagal hai. hum sabh bhi tere se bahut pyaar karte hai aur tujhe khabhi pareshaan nahi dekhsakthe. Main prem se baat karti hoon," she said. "nahi ma'main sabh theek kardonga'please," he said. "accha main kuch nahi kahongi'tum dono bhai sohlao karlena," she said as she patted his cheek. Preet slightly smiled so gayatri wouldn't worry too much about the issue. "chal'nashta karle," she said as she took him downstairs.

            She sat on her bed trying to read a book and divert her mind and heart from the painful thoughts haunting her, but she couldn't. why did she had to ever meet him? why couldnt she be like she was before she had met him? Even though she desired to, she knew that she will never be able to remove him from her life or her heart. kyun harman tumne aisa kyun kiya? kya tumne khabhi yeh nahi soocha keh mujhe peh kya guzregi? kya main zindagi mein khabhi aage bad paungi? Please god help me! she said as tears rolled down her cheeks. Just then, her phone rang and without noticing the caller id, she answered. "hello," she said. "meher," he said. Hearing his voice, she felt her heart skip a beat. "tumne mujhe kyun phone kiya hai?" she asked. "kal kehliye maafi maang na chatha tha," he said. "please harman...tume kya lagtha hai keh sirf sorry bolne se sabh theek hojayega?" she asked getting angry. "nahi meher par hum shuruwat toh karsakthe haina," he said. "mujhe kuch nahi karna hai...kal keh baad humare beech joh bhi tha sabh khatham hogaya...phir mujhe phone mat karna," she said as she hung up before he could even say a word. He felt like someone shot thousands of bullets through his heart. "I am sorry meher...I am very very sorry...main khabhi tume hurt nahi karna chatha par mujhse galati hogayi," he said to himself looking at the picture that they took in a field trip to the museum. He had been watching her for so long but there was not even a glint of smile on her lips. She just sat there lost in her own thoughts as she dressed the kids sitting on the bed. "aree lotion toh main bhul hi gayi," heer said. As she got up, he held her wrist and pulled her back to sit. "prem...kya karahe ho?" she asked. "tum itni pareshaan kyun ho?" he asked. "tum jaante hona phir kyun pooch rahe ho?" she said. "heer...main jaanta hoon lekin pareshaan hone se kuch theek toh nahi hoga na," he said. "phir kya karo prem...main bhi kitna sooch rahi hoon keh kya waaja hosakthi hai par mujhe kuch samaj mein hi nahi aaraha hai," she said. "maine bhi soocha hai heer lekin tumare ya mere pareshaan hone se kuch theek nahi hoga sirf ghar walon koh shak hoga keh kuch theek nahi hai," he explained. "main kya karoon prem...aisa lagraha hai jaise har guzar teh pal keh saath preet aur ashlesha koh saath laane ki umeed bhi kam hoti jaarahi hai...mujhe bahut dar lagraha hai," she told him. "hum jald se jald paata karte hai keh kya huwa hai aur hum problem solve karlenge," he said. "par kaise? na preet humse kuch kehraha hai aur ash toh mujhe jaise ignore hi karahi hai," she said. "tum ek kaam karo...ash koh phone karo...aabhi," he said. "aabhi? iss waqt? waha toh raat hogi na?" she said. "ha aur woh ghar mein hi hogi aur baba ka toh bhi kuch hi dher phele phone aaya tha toh lo phone karo," he said as he gave her the phone. She quickly dialed the number and placed it on speaker. The phone rang and the person they wanted to talk to picked up. "ashlesha!" heer said. "heer," she said surprised. "tu itni shocked kyun hai? sabh theek toh haina?" heer asked. "ha heer...bas aise hi...tu kaisi hai? jeeju aur chahat aur prateek?" ash asked. "sabh theek hai..accha hai keh hum sabh tujhe yaad hai," heer said. "tu aisa kyun bol rahi hai heer? main tujhe kaise bhul sakthi hoon?" ash told her. "toh yeh sabh kyun karahi hai ash?" heer asked. Ashlesha knew exactly what heer was talking about but she pretended not to. "tu toh preet se pyaar karti haina toh rajveer se kyun shaadi karahi hai," heer said. "heer...purani baatein main bhul chuki hoon...accha hoga keh tu bhi bhula deh," ash stated as prem and heer looked at each other. "tu yeh kya bol rahi hai ash, mujhe please baata keh tere aur preet keh beech kya problem hai...please ash," heer said. "main zindagi mein aagaye bad chuki hoon heer...mujhse iss baare mein kohi baat nahi karni," ash said. "hello ash...ash meri baat sun," heer said but there was no use, the line was already cut off. "aabh toh kohi umeed nahi bachi hai," heer said. "humare paas umeed tab tak bachi hai jab tak ash aur rajveer ki shaadi nahi hojathi," prem said. She looked at him and his eyes told her that they will together fix everything and not to worry. She threw herself in his arms and closed her eyes, praying that what he hoped was true. He held her tightly in his arms making her feel safe and praying to the one above to take away all her worries and to bring back happiness in their life.

            The family sat at the dinner table with a mixed reaction on the plate. While kulraj, kiran, gayatri, and lalit were discussing the wedding and about going to India, prem, heer, preet, and meher were quiet. All lost in their own worries about where life will take them in the future. At that moment, "prem," gayatri said bringing him out of her thoughts. "jee ma," he said. "toh kabh jaane ka sooch rahe ho?" she asked. "kaha ma?" he said. "prem, main India jaane ki baat karahi hoon, ashlesha keh shaadi kehliye," gayatri told him. "maine aabhi soocha nahi'aap log kya chathe hai?" prem asked them. "kyun nahi hum sabh doh ya teen dino mein waha chale jaaye kyun ki balraj saari shaadi ki tyaariya akele karaha hoga. Hume waha jaake madad karni chahiye," lalit said. "ha yeh sahi hai'prem tu hum sabh kehliye teen keh baad ki tickets book karlena," gayatri said. "jee ma," prem said. "PB main nahi aasaktha aap sabh jayiye," preet spoke up. "kyun?" gayatri said. "woh ma mujhe office mein kaam hai, abhi abhi ek naya project liya hai toh," preet said. Prem and heer knew exactly why preet didn't want to go so they just kept quiet. "preet'tujhe kya hogaya hai? tujhe kabh se prem ka asar hone laaga hai," kulraj joked as there was a slight chuckle at the table. "nahi di'aisa kuch nahi hai. mujhe sach mein kaam hai," preet said. "kaam toh hota hi rehta hai'tum ash ki shaadi mein nahi aaoge kya? Akir woh tumare itni acchi dost hai," gayatri told him. "agar kaam khatham hogaya toh main zaroor aajaunga," preet said. "preet'mujhe lagtha hai keh tume aana chahiye, nahi toh ash bura maan jayegi," heer said. prem and preet both looked at her surprised. She knew everything yet she was saying this, they thought. "paata hai bhabhi'ash se zaroor kehna keh mujhe time mila toh main zaroor aaunga," preet said as they all continued to eat. Soon, preet excused himself as he wanted to get away from all this shaadi talk. All this only reminded him of her and made it worse. He wanted to bury all memories but everyone talking about her and the wedding kept bringing back memories. He wished that they were talking about their shaadi, but that wasn't the case and it will never be. Finishing her dinner, she went straight to his room. She walked in without even knocking, "tum aisa nahi karsakthe," she said. He looked up from his computer, "bhabhi?" he asked confused. "tum aisa nahi karsakthe," she said again. "kya?" he said. "tum apne pyaar koh jaane nahi dehsakthe'woh tumara hai," she told him. "woh mera tha'tha bhabhi'aabh mera pyaar mera nahi raha," he said. He walked up to him, "preet'main jaanti hoon keh tume bahut mushkil hogi lekin tum tumare pyaar koh aise hi jaane nahi dehsakthe. Tum toh jaante hona keh ash gusse mein kuch bhi karti hai, tume usse rokna hoga," heer said. "lekin kaise bhabhi'woh mujhse baat tak nahi karna chathi aur meri itni si galati kehliye itni baadi saaza," he said with questions in his eyes, but she had no answers.  "preet'tumara dil jaanta hai keh tum usse aur woh tumse kitna pyaar karte ho'apne pyaar koh jaane mat doh. Main jaanti hoon keh tum dono mujhe ya prem koh apne beech ki problems nahi baatana chathe lekin uski shaadi horahi hai preet aur agar tum usse saacha pyaar karte ho toh tum usse tumare pyaar ka ehsaas dilakar usse apne paas waapas ley aao," she told him. He just stood there thinking'was she right? Should he really try and bring her back even if she doesn't want to come back to him? What should he do? What? "please preet'teen zindagiya barbad hojayenge'tum hi kuch karsakthe ho'please India jao," she said. "par bhabhi kya woh meri baat sunegi?" he wondered. "tumare dil ki zaroor sunegi'mujhe pura baroosa hai," she said. Her confidence gave him an instinct that maybe he can. He will at least try to bring her back'for the sake of their love, if not at least for the sake of their friendship.

            As she stood by the window feeling the warm, summer wind, she saw the backyard with the flowering plants. She smiled looking at the new roses that have blossomed. As she glanced across the garden, she saw pink roses in the corner. She remembered when she had planted them in the beginning of summer when the gardeners had come in. She loved that pink color and that is why she had chosen the same color prom dress. At that moment, her smile dropped. She had been so happy but he had taken away her smile in just that one moment. "meher'tum yeh sabh kyun sooch rahi ho? Tumne bhabhi se kaha tha na keh tum yeh sabh bhul ne ki khosish karogi toh aisa hi chaltha raha toh tum shayad yeh sabh khabhi nahi bhul sakogi," she said to herself. "par yeh sabh kash itna asaan hota jitna isse kehna hai. Agar pyaar mein itna dard hota hai toh kya iss dard koh tumse door karne yeh pyaar tumari madad nahi karta," she asked to no one in particular. Right then, she saw a taxi pull into the drive way and seeing who got out, she felt the blood flush out of her face and her face becoming pale. What was he doing here? Why has he come? What if he says something in front of the family members? On the other hand, heer was in the kitchen warming milk for the kids when she heard the door bell ring. Turning off the stove, she went to open the door. Seeing who it was, "Harman tum?" she said shocked. "hi di'kya meher ghar peh hai?" he asked. "ha par tum abhi usse nahi mil sakthe," she said. "kyun di?" he asked her. "Harman main sabh jaanti hoon," she told him as he looked at shocked, well more like embarrassed. "I am sorry," he said. "please Harman tume maafi maang ne ki kohi zaroorat nahi hai," she said. "phir aap mujhe meher se milne kyun nahi dehrahi hai?" he asked. "kyun ki mujhe lagtha hai keh tum dono koh waqt ki zaroorat hai," she said. "par di I really didn't mean what I said'mera matlab hai main kuch aur kehna chatha tha aur meher ne usse kuch aur hi samaj liya," harman said to her. "shayad issliye kehrahi hoon keh tum dono koh kuch waqt chahiye apni feelings aur ek dusre keh baat koh samaj ne kehliye," she told him. "you are probably right di," he said. "aur ek baat ghar mein iss baare mein sirf mujhe paata hai so please be careful," she told him. "I will di'thanks. Aur can you please do me a favor?" he asked. "yeah Harman'bolo na, I will try my best," she said. "kya aap yeh please meher koh dehdengi please?" he said as he offered her a small gift wrapped box. "main usse dehdongi," she said as she took the box from him. "thanks di," he said. "I hope everything works out between you two," she said with a smile. "bye," he said and left. She turned around with the box to see meher standing there. "meher tum'harman aaya tha," heer said. "paata hai'maine usse window se dekh liya tha," meher said. "agar tum usse baat karna chathi ho toh main usse abhi bhula sakthi ho," heer suggested. "nahi bhabhi'mujhe usse baat nahi karna'its ok," meher said to her. "lekin woh tume kuch dena chatha tha'yeh lo," heer said as she gave meher the box.  Giving her the box, she left giving meher the privacy she needed.

            Later, she walked into her room to see her kids playing on the bed. She fed them milk and put them to bed. She looked around for her husband but he wasn't there. She didn't want to go find him; she desired to be alone. She wanted to think about the events of the past day. May be she can find a solution to the problems getting thrown at her. As she sat on the bed, memories ran back thru her head. The day that baba had bought her home'the day she met ashlesha'the day she had become the daughter of the maan family. She always wanted to just keep them happy but now she felt like that was impossible. If ashlesha doesn't tell her what is the problem'then what was she going to do? Tell baba but wouldn't that mean that she is breaking the promise that she made to ashlesha. Ash told her everything ever since they were kids and the reason behind it was that heer never opened her mouth when ash told her it was a secret. A secret was a secret and she would never break a promise that she had made. But what else can she do? How else can she set everything right without hurting anyone? She didn't want to lose the most precious things in her life'her relationships. Losing her parents made her so lonely that she thought that she will never get over it. And if it wasn't for balraj, she knew that she never would have either. Prem coming into her life just made everything better. Before he came into her life, she only had a father and a sister, but now she had everyone: an older sister, a brother, a younger sister, and most importantly, a mother. Tears rolled down her cheeks. She felt helpless. Back home and here, she had always tried to keep everyone happy and together but now everything was out of her hands. Preet and ash wouldn't tell what was going on between them and Harman and meher were such good friends and now they are broken. All this was happening and nothing could be done.  "yeh sabh kyun horaha hai? sabh theek tha aur achanak," she said to herself as she looked at the stars. She had always feel comfortable and peaceful looking at the moon and especially the stars. She felt like someone from up there was watching over her and telling her to be strong. More tears flowed down her cheeks as she felt like it was the only way to get the pain away. After finishing his work in the study, he walked back into the room. He saw her on the bed crying and he ran up to her. "heer? Kya huwa?" he asked wrapping his hands around her shoulder. She just cried more without an answer. "heer'please roh mat'huwa kya hai?" he asked again. "yeh sabh kyun horaha hai prem? Kyun?" she asked as she landed in his arms. "heer'sabh theek hojayega. Please tum roh mat," he said consoling her. "aisa lagraha hai keh waqt kuch meino phele waapas chala gaya hai," she said. "tum kehna kya chathi ho?" prem said. "tume yaad hai prem jab humare lives mein pheli baar problems aayi thi toh hum kitne khush the'sabh kuch perfect tha lekin sabh ek hi pal mein bikar gaya tha. Mujhe aisa lagraha hai keh woh pal waapas aagaya hai, wahi bechaini aur wahi dar ehsaas karahi ho," she said as she started to holler uncontrollably. He felt her heart break seeing her like that. "heer'heer'meri baat suno," he said as he held her face in his palms. "aisa kuch nahi hai'bas choti si problem hai aur hum milkar usse theek kardenge," he told her. "mujhe bahut dar lagraha hai prem'paata nahi ek ajeeb ehsaas," she honestly confessed. "aisa kuch nahi hoga'.main nahi hone donga," he said. "saach?" she asked. "I promise," he told her. "mujhe apne rishte phir se nahi kohne hai," heer said. "heer'mujhe nahi paata keh kal kya hoga par main tumse vaada karta hoon iss baar kuch bhi hojaye main tumara saath nahi chodonga'khabhi nahi," he said as he looked into her eyes. She just wrapped her hands around his neck and hugged him. He did the same. As she felt fitting into his arms, somewhere deep inside she felt better.

            She kept the box on the table and sat in front of it deciding whether she should open it or not. Her heart kept saying open and see whats in it, but she was also scared that she might be hurt again. "khol keh hi dekhti hoon'mujhse aur sabar nahi hota," she thought. She quickly took the box and opened it. As the box unwrapped, she saw what was inside. Unknown to her, a smile crept up on her lips seeing the small pink teddy bear with a heart which had I am sorry written on it. Even though, it didn't take away her pain'it at least made her forget it for sometime. "Thanks Harman par paata nahi keh main itni jaldi yeh sabh bhul paungi ya khabhi bhi," meher said looking at the cute bear. In the other room, she lay in his lap deep in sleep. After he calmed her down, he made her lay in his lap. She felt so peaceful that she fell asleep within seconds. He just sat there ruffling her hair and watching her smilingly. Right then, chahat started to holler in the other room. The next second, she was up. "chahat roh rahi hai," she said as she sat up. "ha'abhi abhi," he said looking at her. "kya huwa? Tum mujhe aise kyun dekh rahe ho?" she asked confused. "kuch nahi bas waha chahat rohi bhi nahi aur tum udgayi," he said. She smiled, "kya karoon ma hona," she said and she got up and went to the other room. She picked chahat in his arms and tried to quiet her down. She didn't quiet down so she bought him back to the room. "kya huwa?" prem asked. "paata nahi bahut roh rahi hai aur lagtha hai bukar bhi waapas aagayi hai," heer said as she touched her little princess. "yeh kaise hogaya'lets check her temp," he said as he quickly got the first box. He took the thermometer and checked her temperature. "101.6!" he said. "kya?" heer said worried. "chalo doctor keh paas chalthe hai," prem said. He went to the other room and got her blanket. They wrapped her up so she wouldn't feel cold and felt for the hospital. As they drove, chahat kept crying and heer felt like her temperature was rising. Heer was very concerned. Just when she thought that chahat was all fine, she was sick again and it was worse than before. As the doctor was checking, "is she ok? Why did the fever return?" heer asked. "just give me two minutes and I will be able to tell you," the doctor replied. Heer patiently waited. "Looks like she had the viral infection," the doctor said. "what? How is that possible? I mean she was all better this morning," heer said. "I know how you feel but that's how viral infections are. Usually, they start out with a normal fever and then it gets better, but it can get worse suddenly," the doctor explained. "will she be ok?" prem asked. "yeah don't worry, she will be fine'just needs some time," the doctor said. "any other precautions?" heer asked. "Yes. Just keep her away from new people and prateek as well; you don't want him to get the infection too. Also, be extra hygienic with her, wash everything twice between you feed her food or toys," the doctor said. "Can she travel doctor?" prem asked. "Where are you planning to travel?" the doctor asked. "India," heer told her. "Oh India'I am sorry you would have to cancel your plans. You can't take her out of the country," the doctor told them as prem and heer looked at each other. "You will just have to wait two weeks then you can go," the doctor said looking at their sad faces. "Two weeks?" prem asked. "Yes, just to make sure she has no infection and that she wont give it to anyone else," the doctor said. "Ok, thank you doctor," heer said. "Take care," she said and they both left from there. Reaching home, heer was so worried about chahat, but more about how they were going to solve ash and preet's problem if they couldn't even go to India. Later, they reached home and put chahat to sleep. As they both sat on the bed, "agar hum nahi jayenge toh kya hoga prem? Ashlesha toh preet se baat tak nahi karahi hai," heer told him. "main jaanta hoon heer par hum kya kare, chahat ki tabeyat theek nahi hai toh hume yahi rukna hoga," prem said. "kahi yeh kohi ishaara toh nahi keh preet aur ashlesha shayad ek nahi hona chahiye," heer said as prem looked at her, but they both had no answers.


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sorry for the delay in updating...was busy because I was packing and stuff to move back to college so thats why. thanks for reading and the comments on the last update...I hope you guys like this update too...Big smile



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again i couldn't do it ROFLROFLROFL but I will soon.
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Hey affu how u doing?
pretty late this time Ouch .the update was a bit sad as
every1 is going through their bad times except premeer.
oh no chahat is ill Disapprove."jab musibath aati hai toh sab saath mein laati hai"
what happen to preet y he is acting soo silent as heer advised he must b running to india n bring back ash.dont know suddenly this good ff of urs is becoming sad one since heer's coma case.well i enjoyed reading it and want to know what happens next so update next chapter soon.


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Awesome Update!!!
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Aww..poor chahat..:(
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Psychic connections: Pyar ki Dastaan; Chp 3, Page4

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