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SR FF DMG3 Phir Bhi Saath Hai Hum Part 53 Page 128 (Page 55)

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Finally the update is up as you see .........super long so please bear with me ......

Have questions please ask

The dialogues which are in italic are used to portray the characters thoughts actions reactions. All the dialogues I have written in italic are directly from the serial and  I have relied completely on my memory for Riddhima and Sid's dialogues So they  may are not match perfectly word to word But the essence and meaning is the same There is NO possibility that it has changed . Reference to context if you check any of the episode for the dialogues I would also say please pay minute attention to the actor's expression Much emphasis is given to that also I remember that by memory also. As for others dialogues I have watched the episodes again to match them accurately. If there are issues with them then it is nothing but a typo error.

I have used the dialogues to show the memory instead of describing the scenes and events

There are certain dialogues and events which have been specifically omitted they shall be dealt with later in the FF as and when the situation comes up But all shall be dealt

Please check the episodes once again any discrepancy before raising a concern.

Like previous updates i have not highlighted the dialogues in a different color. There are too many and I am pressed for time.

Enjoy reading if you can (its a super long update and it pertains to Riddhima) and please leave your thoughts on this update particularly .............

I would love to hear your feedback / constructive criticism


Last but not the least ..........Do not rapid read please


Part 28

 

Juhi: Connect kar kyu nahi paa rahi thi ...............shaayad Sid ke wajah se......?

 

Riddhima: Sid!!!!............her voice trailed. Images had started forming in her mind..............How Sid always stood by her, shielding, saving her, her and her family reputation, helping her at stage.

 

Juhi: Lekin tumhe toh Sid se ..........???

 

Meri Sid se shaadi ek shamjhuata thi............ 'Yeh shaadi ka natak karna band karo'..............Lekin Sid ko hamesha aise laga ki hamari shaadi mere liye ek naatak tha ................

 

Riddhima reminiscing the old days. She not being able to see Sid in pain 'Mein aisa nahi tha .....jaane anjane tumne mujhe aisa bana diya hai'. 'Tumhara dil tumhari atma nahi hai yaha par' Her attempts to reconcile.............'Jo galat kiya hai usse sahi karna chahati hoon............. 'Kuch hi dinome mein apko jaanane lagi hoon Siddhant pata nahi kaise par aapke maan mein kya chal raha hai apke bole bina samaj jaati hoon'........her mind was recollecting the time when she was first felt pulled towards Sid on her first honeymoon. The strange pain she felt when Sid had been to see a girl for marriage 'Agar mein apna farz nibha sakti toh aaj mere pati yaha ladki dekhne nahi aate'

Their attempts to make a fresh start 'Yeh rishta hi meri sachai hai Ab tumhi meri sachai ho' 'Koi mane ya na mane Riddhima hamare beech mein ek rishta toh hai' 'Mein tumhe pasand karne laga hoon Riddhima aur aisa pehla kabhi nahi feel kiya aur agar tumne bhi kabhi aisa feel kiya toh aaj iss ghar ki dehleez par karke nahi jaogi' 'Sid bahoot ache hai Par kya mein Sid se pyar karti hoon .........Nahi!!!!!........Par shaayad mein unse pyaar kar baitoon'

 

Juhi: Riddhima!!!

 

Riddhima snapped out her thoughts .......... Hamara rishta hamesha muskilo se ghira raha .....

'armaan ko Poona kisne bheja ............Mujhe laga tha hamare beech sirf sachaai hai koi jhoot nahi'

Images trailing her mind..............'Chutkara chahate ho na mujhse ............' 'Meine divorce papers sign kar diye hai jaa kar court mein file kar do' 'Divorce papers tumne bheje the meine nahi ........par divorce papers bhejne ke liye tumne mujhe majboor kiya tha' 'Ab mera yaha rehne ka koi fayada nahi kyuki tumpe toh mera koi haq nahi...........Raho apne haqdar ke pas' Tears started forming in Riddhima's eyes. The pain was becoming more and more evident.

Lekin har baar ek nayi koshish karte sab kuch theek karne ka ..............'Aisaan nahi kar rahi hoon sirf apna farz nibha rahi hoon........... Patni hone ka farz aur iss farz ke naate mein tumhe akela kahin jaane nahi doongi Tum jahan bhi jaoge mein tumhare saath jaoongi'  'Tum kyu hamare rishte ko inh kaagaz ka mohataz bana rahe hoo' 'Galat!!!!.............. agar aisa hota toh mein aaj yaha nahi hoti' 'Ek patni ka har farz mein poore dil se nabhaoingi mein Aaj mein Riddhima Modi aaj wada karti hoon ki mein iss risthe ko khushiyon se jagmaga dongi.'

Par shaayad hum iss shaadi mein ho kar bhi nahi the........... 'Jhoot kaisa jhoot Sid tumhe yeh hamari shaadi jhoot lagti hai' 'Akele hi toh koshish karta aya hoon' 'Kya tumhe nahi lagta hamare beech koi rishta hai................Nahi!!!!!'

Riddhima snapped out of her thoughts 'Sid ki aur meri har ek koshish nakaam hoti gayi. Jab bhi hum age padne ki koshish karte hamesha kuch na kuch aisa hota jisse hum do kadaam peeche chale jaate............ Par kismat hame har baar ek doosre ke samne khada kar deti'

 

'Lekin uss raat jab Sid ne mujhe bachaya .................pehli bar hume aise laga ki sab kuch theek ho sakta hai.................'

 

Images were flooding her mind ........'Kal ki tarah hame apne rishte ko dheere age bhadana chahiye.....theekh keh rahi hoon na mein' 'Apne life ka naya saal mein tumhare saath shuru karna chahati hoon .............Sirf tumhare saath............' 'Meine tumhe tumhare kal aur aaj ke saath accept kiya hai' 'Chahe kuch bhi ho jaye Riddhima mein tumse bahoot pyaar karoonga' 'Mein bahoot lucky hoon ki meri shaadi tumse ho rahi hai..........Lucky mein hoon Sid ki meri shaadi tumhare saath ho rahi hai' 'Hamesha yehi teen shabd bol kar mujhe ehsaas dilate rahana ki tum hamesha hamesha mere saath rahoge' A pleasant smile played on her lips. Juhi was not sure as to how to interprete this change of emotions on Riddhima face. She quickly brushed her thoughts aside and focused on what Riddhima has to say.

 

Riddhima: hum hamari zindagi ki ek nayi suruvaat karne wale the...............Lekin........... Uss raat kuch aisa hua jisse meine apne aap ko wapis wahi kadha paya ......'

 

'Yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe Mein Siddhant ke kareeb mein aisa soch bhi kyu rahi hoon kya Sid ke nasdeek aane se mujhe farak pad raha hai Kya mujhe Sid se........... aisa nahi ho sakta aisa nahi ho sakta jab kuch aisa hai hi nahi........... mein Sid ke baare mein soch rahi hoon kyuki Sid ek bahoot acha insaan hai aur ab woh mere pati hai ................ Siddhant ne hamesha meri madat ki mujhe sahara diya aur ab mein unki patni hoon shayad isliye mein itna kuch sooch rahi hoon aur isse jyada kuch nahi hai hamare beech kuch bhi nahi hai .....'

 

Juhi: kya hua tha Riddhima?

Riddhima: Uss raat meine woh galti ki........' and her thoughts trailed ..............images of armaan ........talking to her and closing in on her ... '

 

Now Juhi was completely suspicious that there was more to Sid and Riddhima's story than she had told her and what it seemed? Juhi was always given the impression that Sid left because Riddhima loved armaan and he did not want to come inbetween their love. Juhi again called her  to bring her out of her thoughts.................Riddhima looked quite shaken she looked at Juhi and it suddenly dawned upon her what she was about to disclose; something that till date no one knew except Sid armaan and herself. Nervous as to how to change topic she started flustering. Juhi immediately realized what Riddhima was up to.

 

Juhi: kya hua ...........kya kiya tune .......... ???? Her eyes narrowing .......closely observing Riddhima expressions............kya kiya tumne Riddhima..........???? Riddhima was still quiet with head down nervously looking at the floor trying to think up of something. Juhi's suspicion was now getting affirmed by Riddhima's silence that indeed there was something major that changed the course of her life. Juhi knew there is no point coaxing Riddhima to talk She had to provoke her. By now she knew that Sid was indeed her soft spot atleast since yesterday so might as well use his name.

 

Ignoring Riddhima's statement about having made a mistake Juhi asked 'Was Sid involved with someone. Did Sid sleep........ Before she could complete her statement Riddhima screamed back at Juhi Nahi!!!!" Sid kabhi bhi kuch galat nahi kar sakta. Woh mein thi ..............Riddhima realised that first time in 10 years she had confessed this truth to anybody. She could not handle the guilt and broke down crying.

 

Provoking Riddhima with with such a wild accusation definitely payed off just the way she wanted. But what she heard shocked her ................ Juhi: Riddhima how could you?

Knowing her and Riddhima's past  Juhi questioned So it was you and armaan?

Riddhima looked up to meet Juhi's eyes for a second and looked away.

Juhi jerked her hand free from Riddhima's hand in disgust: So my guess was right?

Riddhima: Nahi Juhi .......I did not .............

Juhi: what you did not ........if you did not then what happened .............actually forget it really doesn't make a difference.

Once again, Riddhima broke down crying No Juhi ......it was .........

Juhi was feeling quite disgusted with what she had heard She knew about Riddhima's life in parts and Riddhima had mentioned to her that her past caused a lot of turbulence in her married life with Sid. But she never really got to know what happened but today when she came to know about it she was finding it difficult to handle this new peice of information thrown at her.

Sid had clouded Riddhima's mind. In the morning conversation Riddhima was quick to lash out if anything that went against Sid. From all that Juhi knew about Riddham she could not understand how come after so many years also Riddhima was so intuitive about Sid. Riddhima always maintained that she loved armaan. Because of the nightmare Riddhima was planning to meet Sid She said she just wanted to check if he is alright. Looking at Riddhima's regret ridden face and knowing her vunerable condition; it seemed it is important that she flushes out her memories and gets her thinking straight or else she was definitely heading towards disaster.

Though Juhi was in no mood of taking this conversation further she cooled herself down 'Riddhima what happened ...............?

 

Riddhima crying bitterly disclosed ' uss raat meri attit ki yadoon ne mujhe ek pal ke liye kamzor banadiya ........aur meine khud ko wahi kadha paya jaha mein nau mahine pehle thi............

 

Juhi: Riddhima!!!..................so kya hua? Tumne kehne ka kya matlab tha ki tumne aap ko wapis wahi kadha paya

 

Riddhima: Sid ke saath meri shaadi hui thi ........

 

Juhi felt that Riddhima was another trip altogether but lets give her time to speak out mind for once.

 

Riddhima: Uss raat meine socha tha ki mein apne shaadi ko poori sachai ke saath apnaongi Nahi rokne wali thi mein hum dono ko kareeb aane se.

 

Riddhima's every word was hammering Juhi with a new surprise. Her mind was trying to digest 'Sid and Riddhima never shared a marital relationship!!!' As the conversation progressed Juhi could not help but be in awe of this person who was Riddhima's husband and moreover Riddhima........both for different reasons though.

 

Here Riddhima's mind had images of that night racing.......... 'Shaadi hui hai Sid se meri pati hai woh mera Poora haq hai uska mujhe par mere pyaar par mere dil dimag mere shareer' 'Mein tumhe upset nahi karna chahati Ek patni hone ka mein poora farz nibhana chahati hoon'

 

Riddhima: Lekin nahi kar paayi............uss ek kamzor pal ne mujhe wapis wahi pe khada kar diya

Juhi was getting impatient but so decided to start quizzing Riddhima fearing that either Riddhima may loose track or if God forbid assumes a defensive mode then yet again may head for disaster.

 

Juhi asked to guide her back to the point : kaha Riddhima?

 

Riddhima:armaan se mein bahoot pyar karti thi aur hamari magni honewali thi ................poora haq samajti thi mein uska kud par mere dil dimag mere sharer par.....................par Sid ke saath meri pehli shaadi ke baad woh kareebi mein handle nahi kar payi ..............nahi samaj aa raha tha ki mein kaise uske kareeb khichi chali jaa rahi thi .......nahi samaj aa raha tha ki kya uske mere kareeb aane se mujhe farak pad raha tha........... jab ki hamare beech pyar hi nahi tha .............mein armaan ke alava kaise ki aur ke baare meh soch sakti thi kaise kisi ko apne dil dimaag apni saaso pe haq de sakti thi...........mujhe toh sirf armaan se pyar tha.............

aur uss raat jab uss ek kamzor lamhe ne mujhe aur armaan ko kareeb laya tab meine khud ko nau mahine pehle kada paya ......................mein Sid ki kareebi nahi handle kar paa rahi thi..........nahi samaj aa raha tha ki kaise Sid ke saath bitaye hua palome meine kabhi waisa hi feel kiya jaise mein armaan ke liye kiya karti thi ek waqt aur uss raat bhi

 

Juhi: Toh kya Sid tumhe force kar raha tha..........though nau mahine ho gaye the .........uska force karna expected tha though not right but still............

 

Riddhima: Nahi Juhi ............. Sid ne kabhi apne aap ko mujhe par force nahi kiya ..............hamesha woh bahoot understanding raha tha ........meri taraf, meri feeling ki taraf............mere aur armaan ke rishte ko le kar bhi............after a long time a faint smile was there on Riddhima's face an assuarance that yes indeed she felt secure

 

Uss raat bhi ek aur baar Sid ne mujhe yakeen dilaya tha ki woh mujhese kuch expect nahi karta ...............jab meine usko bataya ki mein nahi kar paa rahi hoon ........ek patni ka farz nahi nibha paa rahi thi........par mere dimaag mein sirf wohi ek baat ghoom rahi thi

 

armaan ne sahi kaha tha ............har waqt mein uske baare mein soch rahi thi ...........itna ki ek waqt par Sid ko bahoot neglected feel hua tha.........par uss raat ke baad ..............uss lamho ki yaadein aur woh ehsaas nahi bhula paa rahi thi ...........reh reh ke woh mere aankhon ke samne aa rahi tha.........

 

Juhi: But kaise feel kiya tha...........achaa bura ..................

 

Riddhima: Wohi toh Juhi nahi samaj aa raha tha ki mein achaa feel kar rahi thi ya bura ..........Sid ko meine bataya ..........

 

Juhi astonished whether she told Sid about the whole incident : Kya !!! kya bataya ...........

 

Riddhima: ki mein nahi janti kaise mehsoos kar rahi hoon .............par har waqt ki tarah usne mujhe samjha ...........uska waha hona hi shaayad kaafi tha .............darr lag raha tha ki agar mein Sid ko armaan ke baare mein baata deti toh hamari duniya bikhar jaati..........

Juhi now really could not make sense..............'Did this marriage really matter to her or is it armaan and her relationship? This question was hounding her mind.

Juhi: tumhari aur ............. ????

 

Riddhima: Sid ki ..................Sid ki zindagi mujhe pe shuru hoti thi aur mujhe pe khatam ...........aankh band kar ke vishwas karta tha mujh par .............

 

Juhi: Kya tumhne Sid ko uss raat ke baare mein bataya..........?

 

Riddhima: Images started flooding her mind once again 'Tum sirf meri ho.......' 'accept karo ki tumhare dil mein saaso mein sirf mein hoon' ............ 'kyu nahi aane diya tha Sid ko apne kareeb ...........pati hone ke bawajood ............' 'Tum Sid ki kabhi ho hi nahi sakti kyuki tum Sid ki thi hi nahi' 'Kaise hogi tumhari zindagi tumhara pati koi aur aur tum pyaar kisi aur se karti hoo Riddhima tum aur kisi ke saath par sochti mere baare mein rahogi'

 

armaan chahata ki mein accept karu ki mein tabhi usse pyar karti thi..............Uska woh sawal ki kyu nahi aane diya meine Sid ko apne kareeb majboor kar raha tha ki kya rishta tha Sid se mera ........woh mera pati tha lekin mera dil kisi aur ko chahata tha ............kya yeh baat thi ............. armaan ne bhi wohi sawaal kiya tha ki kaisi shaadi thi meri

 

jab armaan ne mujhe damki ki mein agar accept nahi karo ki mein sirf uski hoon toh woh mujhse woh sab accept karvayega Tab mujhe kyu daar laga ki Sid pe kya bitegi Mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karage woh Yeh baat mujhe kyu saab se jyada dard de rahi thi........ kyu mujhe yeh khayal zyada saata raha tha ..............?????kyu???

 

Juhi could not believe how messed up this lady's thoughts were at the moment also. She was all over the place. If this is the case now what must have been he situation then 10 years back when all this happened. All she could do is just pity Riddhima and her condition then and now.

 

Juhi's last question was still unanswered ........... but Riddhima was on another track altogether again .........no point bringing her back ............... sooner or later she will answer that question or she could always ask it again or maybe she did tell him or he realized it that's why Sid divorced Riddhima She just made a mental note of it and threw same question at Riddhima with which she had gotten Riddhima to disclose things uptil now hoping she would answer at least this time round............ 'that means tumhe Sid se pyaar nahi tha?

 

Riddhima:  armaan mujhe do baar chod kar chala gaya tha ek baar bhi mud kar nahi dekha usne hamesha wohi kiya jo usse chahiye tha.............

 

Juhi was now completely tired of listening about armaan...........She never somehow liked this person but after hearing what all had happened ........... she could not tolerate that person any more even if he was her friend's husband. She wanted to cut Riddhima off but thankfully she seemed to be back on track that is Sid ......

 

Sid ne mera uss waqt haath thama jab mein bilkul toot chuki thi kab woh meri zindagi ka hissa ban gaya pata hi nahi chala Her thoughts were drifting again 'dheere dheere woh hamari zindagi ka hissa ban jaate hai woh lade ya jhagade uss insaan ke liye hum kuch bhi sehne ko tayar ho jaate hai'

Sid ne mujhe Sahara Pyar aur Hosla diya ...........bahoot mehfoos mensoos karti thi uske saath.........Sid bahoot hi saacha saaf dil ka tha........... usne hamesha meri khushi chahi ..... chahe woh kushi kisi aur ke saath bhi kyu na ho ........woh jo bhi karta sirf mere liye karta........ek doosre ke khushi ki parvah thi hame............... 'Jo rishta pyar aur izzat ki buniyaad pe bana hai woh kabhi toot nahi sakta' .... ....kush the hum ek doosre ke saath ..............hamesha ek doosre ki khushi doonte the hum................

Juhi mind was working overtime now trying to decipher what Riddhima was trying to say. From Riddhima description of her relationship with Sid she definitely could conclude that yes they were really really emotionally intimate with each other. But then was it just physical intimacy which became a problem. To understand this she threw another question at Riddhima 'So you never felt anything if at all Sid came close to you or did you never initiate?

 

Riddhima: 'Aaj Sid ke chune se mujhe kuch hua aisa pehle kabhi nahi hua kisi ke liye siwai armaan' 'Riddhima aaj jab meine tumhe kiss kiya toh it felt wonderful' 'Jab bhi mein tumhe choota hoon tab tumhari dil ki dhakan tez nahi hoti........hoti hai na?' Haan !!! feel karti thi ...........par phir bhi .............'mein jaanta hoon ki tum comfortable nahi ho Riddhima'  mein poori tarah comfortable nahi ho paa rahi thi.

 

Juhi was analysing what Riddhima had just said. Physical intimacy or Passinate love. I guess she just wanted time to shed her inhibitions. Riddhima did feel both for Sid then why did it break .............maybe Sid could not handle Riddhima's betrayal or maybe he was indeed tired of being in a relationship wherein he was unsure whether he mattered Because yes Riddhima's mind time and again was being clouded by armaan.

 

Riddhima: Jitna mein uske baare mein sochti utna ulajti jaa rahi thi ...........armaan ko bhulana assan nahi tha........ yeh bhi saach tha ki armaan ki yaadein thi mere dil mein ........par kya nahi ho sakti...............bahoot kareeb the ek waqt hum............ek waqt par armaan aur mein poori zindagi bitana chahate the ek saath ...........Par Sid ne mujhe iss sab ke saath accept kiya tha..... ........armaan meri zindagi ka woh hissa tha jisse mein chaha kar bhi alag nahi kar sakti thi ...... Mein har waqt uske baare sochti ...........usse kuch ho gaya toh bura lagta i really did care for him then..........uske hone na hone se farak padta tha  .....samaj mein nahi aa raha tha ki kya tha pyar......... uss din meine armaan se wohi sawaal poocha tha .........Lekin uss sawal ka jawab muhje uss raat mila jab woh hadsa hua ................Sid patients aur doctors ko bachane jaane wala tha ............... Sid ko kuch ho na jaye uss khayal ne mujhe poori tarah hila diya ...............

'recalling the anxiety she suffered when she could not see Sid during the wedding arrangements...... Riddhima tumhare aankh mein aansoo .......nahi kuch nahi Sid' The terrible feeling that if something did happen to Sid then what............... 'Yeh kya karne jaa rahe the tum ............tum andhar nahi jaa sakte agar kisi ko andhar jaana hai toh mein jaoingi'

Bardaast nahi kar payi ..............

Jaise armaan ko kuch hote huye nahi dekh sakti thi waise hi Sid ko mein kho nahi sakti thi .............Toh phir kya Sid ke liye mehsoos kiya woh pyar nahi tha......... kya pyar ka matlab doosre pe haq jatana hota hai jaise armaan ne kiya uss raat ko ...................nahi .............. Sid aur mere beech jo kuch bhi tha usse sirf hum mehsoos kar sakta the............woh mere liye sab se jyada important tha ............. yeh pyar hi toh tha jo reh reh ke hamesha Sid ke pass le jaata tha.............

Juhi: Toh kya Sid ko saach batane ke baad usne tum divorce kiya?

 

Riddhima: Meine Sid ko uss raat ki saari saachai pata di thi uss hadse se pehle............sab kuch jaanane ke bawajood woh mujhe accept kar raha tha............ I really could not handle it ......... koi insaan itna achaa kaise ho sakta hai .........aur meine uske ke saath yeh kya kar diya tha ...........woh mujhe bina kisi sart ke pyar karta tha ...........mein seriously iss pyar ke layak nahi thi ............

 

Juhi: So then why did the divorce happen?

 

Riddhima: Usse laga ki mein armaan se abhi bhi pyar karti thi aur uske liye mere dil mein koyi feelings nahi thi isliye usne meri khushi ke liye jaane ka faisla kiya ............usse laga ki meri khushi armaan ke saath hi thi

 

Juhi: Par roka kyu nahi ...............?

 

Riddhima: Pehle soch rahi thi ke mein uski zindagi se chali jaoingi ............laga ki shayad woh mere bina kush rahega ...........bahoot dukh de chuki thi mein usse ..............nahi deserve karti thi mein usse aur uske pyar ko .........Lekin woh hi mujhe chod ke chala gaya ............Par phir mujhe gussa aya  iss baat par ki kaise usse laga ki mein armaan ke saath khush reh sakti hoon .........pehle bhi usne apne aap ko mujhse door raka yeh soch kar ki meri khushi armaan ke saath hai ............shayaad pehle se woh yeh na karto to shayaad uss raat jo hua mere aur armaan ke beech shayaad nahi hota.......... 'chod kar tum gaye mujhe toh ab mujhe armaan ke saath rahana hai ki nahi yeh tum mujhe mat batao.' Kaise soch liya ki mein armaan ke saath kush reh sakti thi usse dukh pohocha kar.

 

Juhi was amazed at the arrogance of this lady. But maybe she was right Sid did matter to her this marriage was really important hence maybe she could not handle the thought that Sid was leaving

 

Juhi: But then why did you marry armaan? ......Sorry you did tell me ...........but really ............why ?

 

Riddhima: Meri duniya un kuch dino mein bahoot badal gayi thi................ door rahena chahati sab se.............par armaan ab bhi chahata tha ki mein usse accept kar lo .............. 'Tak chukka hu mein tumhe yeh samjhate ki hum ek doosre ko paane ke liye bane hai' 'Tum jaante bhi ho tum kya keh raha ho..........'  I was out of an unsuccessful relationship

Uska mujhe pane ka junoon dekha tha........... 'Tum sirf meri ho aur agar yeh tumne accept nahi kiya toh mein tumse woh accept karvaonga'...................jaan bhi de sakta tha woh...............recollecting the moment when he felt bad that she choose Sid over him and went into the ICU to save the patients and doctors............. mera yeh sochna galat nahi hota ki agar hum dono saath nahi hue toh woh phir se apni poorani aadato ke pass chala jaata........... kahi na kahi mein khud ko doshi manti thi uske iss halat ke liye meine shaayad usse kabhi age badne nahi diya ..........armaan ne mere liye bahoot kuch saha tha ................ socha ki mein armaan ko chahati thi isliye meine shaadi ke liye usse propose kiya

 

Juhi: par wapis wohi sawal Riddhima kyu nahi connect kar payi ?

 

Riddhima: armaan aur mein ........hamara rishta bahoot different tha.........bahoot pyar karte the jab armaan mujhe chod ke chala gaya

 

Juhi: you mean Sid se shaadi ke pehle?

 

Riddhima: Haan!!!..........mar jana chahati thi mein................jeena nahi atta tha armaan ke bina.........bahoot tadpe the ek doosre ki yaad mein .............we passionately loved each other. But somehow I could never get myself to trust armaan. armaan mujhe kabhi kuch nahi batata ............agar koi galti ho toh woh hamesha chipane ki koshish karta .............apne maan marzi karna uski aadat thi ........chahe samne wale ko acha lage ya bura............ But he was a different .............Charming armaan ............Hum kuch mahino baad shaadi karne wale the...............armaan ne kabhi bhi sachaai se kuch nahi kiye ............apne wade kab nibhaye ki ab nibhata ............zindagi ek khel thi shayaad one big prank ............har baar woh promise karta aur har baar woh wada todta............ek constant darr tha meri kisi bhi baat se upset ho kar kuch apni aadato se hurt na kar le ............ mein badal chuki thi ............aur yeh armaan nahi samaj paa raha tha ...............bahot kuch ho chukka tha meri zindagi mein ...............mein tehrav chahati thi ...............

 

Juhi had by now guessed the real reason and just to confirm quickly threw the question to catch Riddhima unawares Jo Sid ne tumhe diya tha???

 

Riddhima: Haan .............tab jaa ke pehli baar Sid aur mere risthe ko sahi mayino mein samaj payi aur farak kar payi ki kya tha mera aur armaan ka rishta................

 

Juhi: aur phir bhi tumhe shaadi ki ??

 

Riddhima: bahoot aage nikal chuki thi .............wapis lauti toh sab hurt hote ...........ek mazaak ban gayi thi mere parivar aur meri zindagi........... bas ab aur nahi ............ Sid hamesha bolta tha kuch bhi karne se pehle apno ke bare sochna chahiye...........socha ...........ek waqt tha jab mein armaan ke saath zindagi bitana chahati thi toh shaayad nibha sakungi iss relationship ko ............

 

Infact pehli baar ki tarah armaan chahata tha ki sab ache se ho par mere maan nahi tha...............teesri baar shaadi .......Riddhima weakly laughed at the joke which was none other than her life............. jhoot nahi bolungi ............mein yeh khayaal bhi nahi handle kar paa rahi thi ki jo sab rasme meine Sid ke saath Sid ke liye kiye usse mein kissi aur ke saath karo ........... bahoot jhagdo ke baad convince kiya ............ ek simple court marriage ke liye................jhoot bhi bola tha ki mein bhagwan mein ab believe nahi karti ..............isliye court marriage chahati thi..................

 

Juhi: Shayaad issiliye tum aaj bhi Dr. Riddhima Gupta hoo


Riddhima just looked away ..........Riddhima's silenced had answered Juhi's question.


Juhi: aur ek jhoot ke saath apni zindagi chalu ki?

 

Riddhima: shayaad .............par meine armaan ko hamesha mera full attention diya ..............though i was never comfortable with him............hamare point of view pehle bhi aur abhi nahi mile.........Hamesha kuch na kuch cheejo se hamare jhade hote the ................. how much ever attention i gave him it was always less............. woh hamesha kuch na kuch karta mera attention seek karne ke liye ..............uska charming attitude ya phir kuch shararat ya phir kuch aur ............uski poorani aadato se mein darti thi woh malum tha .............kabhi kabhi woh bhi .........jaise woh hamesha kehta tha .............'mere pyaar karne ka tarika kuch jyada hi intense ho jaata hai ........mehsoos karna chahata hoon tumhare pyar ko' Par mein saach mein koshish karti thi .......par kabhi kabhi nahi de paati thi usse woh sab jo woh chahata tha............Papa ke health issues ke wajah se woh kum aa rahe the Sanjeevani ..............kaafi saare kaam ka pressure tha lekin ..........armaan was again on another trip always ...........he didn't seem serious enough towards work .................ek theek thak doctor tha ........... but constantly preoccupied with something or the other.........kabhi mein kabhi kuch aur ....... due to his amnesia kafi miss out kiya tha career wise..........and now even more due to his attitude ............ He was quite creative and so ultimately he decided to pursue that ............par woh decision bhi uss waqt aya jab mein apne sab se muskhil duar mein se guzar rahi thi ............Papa had suffered a heart attack and he was almost stopped coming to Sanjeevani ...............I really needed someone to help me out with everything..............itna kuch sambhalna .............aur uski wajay se aur bhi irritation aur conflict ho rahi thi mere aur armaan ke beech ..............But then I just let go ............i knew it was no point...........woh mere saath nahi dega woh maloom hona chahiye tha ...........mein bhi kaam mein masroof hoti gayi ....................aur armaan bhi apne naye adventure mein.........

 

Juhi: Sid ko miss karti thi na .................

 

Juhi noticed how Riddhima tone had changed from a scarcastic one to that of regret so quickly

 

Riddhima: Shayaad ................par hamesha ek muskhil samay mein ............mein yahi sochti ki agar Sid yaha hota toh kya karta ..............sukun mehsoos karti thi...........jaane do ..............Kal jaldi utna hai alarm laga diya kya ............

 

Juhi just nodded. Riddhima aur armaan passionately loved each other at one point of time but could not emotionally connect ultimately. Riddhima aur Sid emotionally toh pass aa sake lekin kabhi ek doosre ko paa nahi sake. Shaayad kuch aur samay milta unke relationship ko toh par woh ek incident poori tarah se badal di inn teeno ki zindagi. She did not know what happened to Sid but Riddhima she did not exactly survive it as for armaan he seemed to be the root cause. Not worth thinking about him. She just brushed her thoughts aside and to lighten the atmosphere Yahi se tayar ho ke jaana........You can always use my clothes.........Itni moti nahi hoon tumhe aa jayenge

 

Riddhima smiled faintly and thought how at various stages of her life there were people who alway came by to bail her out..........her thoughts started trailing..............Sid aur Juhi .............kaafi similarities thi un dono mein ..............hamesha understanding rahe hai dono. A faint smile crept on her face and she slowly drifted off to sleep.


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Bro Hug Hug
finally aapki mehnat safal hui.
it was fantastic update............Clap Clap Clap Clap
u justified all dialogues, action reactions.........Embarrassed
Hats off.
as i always said i love only one line of Riddhima- sid aur mere bich jo kuch bhi hain usse sirf mehsoos kiya jaa sakta hain...............u exactally justified this dialogue.Embarrassed
i love Juhi's character....Sid aur Juhi .............kaafi similarities thi un dono mein ...........i will love too see sid & juhi's pair Wink LOL.......
Update soon. 

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I luuubbbbed dis part Embarrassed
D way u explained d deep meaning behind every dialogue is just amazing ClapClap

And Ridz Maiya ki Jai Hooooooooo ROFLROFL
I mean Koi itni confusion k saath kaise jee sakta hai ?? How ?????? LOL LOL

Can I say I luv Juhi ?? LOL LOL
I loved dis line ' She never somehow like dis person but after hearing what all had happened .... She could not tolerate dat person anymore ' LOL LOL LOL

But wait where is dat psycho Horman ??? And what's his new passion ??????

Eagerly waiting 4 d next part...

Continue soon....


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Posted: 07 January 2011 at 3:38am | IP Logged
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Bro or should Sitaraman part 2 :P(or riddhima's phoreva lover boy)LOL
This part was so fantastic
You summed up the entire DMG season 2 so beautifully and yur analytical thoughts on riddhima are a treat to read
and the things you have written about Sitaraman and Riddhima are so true
SR connected on an emotional level while Sitaraman and riddhima always connected on a physical level
and finally Riddhima's actions caught up to her

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Posted: 07 January 2011 at 3:43am | IP Logged
Omggggg dj....
Wat a brilliant thought!!!really this update was fantastic....ridhima ki jaise confusion ladki mein ajtak kabi nehi deki....i lvd juhi's character....she is tooo good.....hormaan-ridhima shadi....huh i hate it.....uff i cnt tolarate tat betomiz guy.....if u can thn plz kill him.....really i wanna c his death on this ff.....ok waiting fr ur update...continue soon....

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Dj i loved ur long update Clap ...te way u hv summed up everythi tat happened in b/w te three ws amazing Thumbs Up and ur rit riddhima is te most confused person ufff i dont kn how juhi tolerated confused queens convo lolzROFL....u hv justified ma cute sids character i loved it Embarrassed and tat kutta is such a looser i hate him y te hell ridz married him Angry... Bt im happy tat atleast nv ridz hs realised tat sid ws te person who always stood next to her and always supportd her Clap plz continue soon Big smile

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Originally posted by monty22

Bro Hug Hug
finally aapki mehnat safal hui.
it was fantastic update............Clap Clap Clap Clap
u justified all dialogues, action reactions.........Embarrassed
Hats off.
as i always said i love only one line of Riddhima- sid aur mere bich jo kuch bhi hain usse sirf mehsoos kiya jaa sakta hain...............u exactally justified this dialogue.Embarrassed
i love Juhi's character....Sid aur Juhi .............kaafi similarities thi un dono mein ...........i will love too see sid & juhi's pair Wink LOL.......
Update soon. 


But you know which is my favorite dialogue............i have based this entire FF on that...............
 
that is why I said that I have omitted some dialogues intentionally

as for Sid and Juhi you know about it now hope you keep it as a secretWink

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