@anjana: read this u will know why i was asking size..
Baby: why is mamma crying..
She looked up at the angel who was smiling at her..
She placed her hand on ehsaas's head and just smiled wider..
Ehsaas: I am confused now..mamma loves me she sees me first
time and she cries..isnt she supposed to be happy..and there papa is also
Angel: they are happy..
Ehsaas: no they are not that's why they are crying..
The angel shakes her head. She didn't know how to explain to
her why was mamma crying..
Ehsaas: look mamma is holding papas hand so tightly, she is
sad..i have done something that she is crying..
Ehsaas makes a crying face almost on the verge of tears.
Angel: Ehsaas see your mamma and papa are very happy to see
that u are safe and fine and that's why they are crying..they love u so much na
that's why to see u fine they are happy and they have tears in their eyes.
Ehsaas was more confused than before..
People cry when they are happy..this was not making sense to
her, didn't people cry when they are sad..
Ehsaas looked at angel.. she had same eyes as her mamma's
and anyone could read them.
Angel: Yes people usually cry when they are sad..but
sometimes when they are happy..u will understand when u are with them..
Geet: I love u maan..
Baby: YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEE..mamma said to papa she loves him..i
want to tell him that too..i want to tell mamma also..
Angel smiled at her..
Angel: Ehsaas u can when u meet them..its matter of another
Ehsaas: another few months…no I want to tell them now how
much I love them..
The baby pouted. The angel smiled at her..she was thinking..
Angel: ahh there is a way, but u have to be careful..if u
are not u might hurt mamma..
Ehsaas: no I will be careful..tell me..
Angel : ok see when u move ur legs against the mamas skin..ur
mamma will be able to feel u inside her..
(people me no bio student I just created that..hehe)
Ehsaas: I can do that full day then..she will know how much I
Angel: no don't do that..ur mamma will be in pain if u
overdo it..she is very weak already..
Ehsaas: then I will never do it..i don't want to hurt
Angel smiles at her..she was lost at the simple gesture of
love and innocence that seem to have transpired from momma to baby.
Angel: no u can do it once in a while..mamma will love it..
Ehsaas: mamma will love if I give her pain??????
Angel: no it will not give her pain until u are careful..and
she would love to know u love her..so do it once in a while so that mamma knows
Ehsaas was lost in her thoughts..
Angel: what is it baby..
Ehsaas:how will I tell papa I love him too..
Angel: now that's a tough question..
Ehsaas was happy that even angel couldn't answer her
Angel: mamma will tell him that u love him too..i cant think
of any other way..
Ehsaas nods her head but she was not satisfied with her
Angel: I know u didn't like that..but till u are here u will
have to communicate with papa thru mamma only..
Ehsaas nodeed her head..
Angel needed something to divert her..
Angel: don't u want to tell others about how much u love
Angel: Yes, ur grandmother, ur uncle aunt and all..
Ehsaas: what I have more people in my life than mamma and
Angel just smiled at her..
Angel: Yes there are many…
Ehsaas: do they also love me..
Angel: yes they do..they care for u same as ur mama and
papa..ur granny and aunty do love a lot.
Ehsaas: when will I meet them..
Angel: soon enough..
Ehsaas: granny..who is she..
Angel: ur papas granny..
Ehsaas: what about mammas granny…she also loves me na..
Angel is a bit taken aback by this..she didn't know what to
Angel: no ur mamma has no granny..
Ehsaas: oh its ok..she will have others..aunty uncle I have
na..i will manage with them..
Angel: no baby..mamma doesn't have anyone except papa..
Ehsaas: why..where is her mamma..doesnt her mamma love her
like my mamma loves me..
Angel: baby..ur mamma has a different life from all others u
will meet..she will tell u everything..but remember one thing..be with ur mamma
always..she cant stay away from u..
Ehsaas: I will be with mamma..(states confidently)..
Ehsaas then feels her mammas and papas hand on her..
Ehsaas: that's papa..
Ehsaas: he is with me for the first time..
Angel just nods her head..
Ehsaas is more than happy…she wanted to tell mamama she
loves her too..and at this moment she could tell papa too..
Ehsaas: can I tell them I love them now..
Angel: sure go ahead..but be careful..
Ehsaas just nods her head..and she moves her tiny legs
inside and mamma felt the baby kick for the first time..
(I know baby kicks are only at 6 months..but I wanted
that..so pls no LOGIC..kabhi kabhi chalta hai n..pls)
She feels the tears in mammas and papas eyes again…
Ehsaas is heart broken..she looks at the angel with sadness
in her eyes..
Angel looks at her..she doesn't understand why is baby sad
Ehsaas: I hurt mamma..
Angel is confused..she looks at mamma and then she
Angel: no they are happy..i told u, she is happy then also
Ehsaas: what ..she is happy..i don't understand this..
Angel: u will when u grow up..
Ehsaas looks at her and then bends down to touch her toes..
The angel is looking at her with a bemused look..
Ehsaas gets up and looks at angel proudly..
Ehsaas: I am full 2inches 4 cm and u tell me I have to grow
Angel laughs at her..
Angel: yes u have to grow up more..and u will understand
this when u will have some one inside u like u are in mamma there will be some
one in u..u will know this then..it will take few years..
Angel(to herself):And I will be answering the same qs then..
Baby is super confused now..she doesn't get a word of what
angel is telling her..
Angel looks at her befuddled face and smiles..
Angel: now time for u to rest..even mamma needs rest..
Angel: we will talk next time..
And she puts Ehsaas to sleep and walks off..
Angel thinking to herself
Thanks to the almighty for giving Geet such a man in her life
and such a baby..who adore her..she will never miss her family when this bundle
of joy is hers..
Geet faced a lot but now she will have happiness..