Lovely update. Loved Abhay Pia's conflicting emotions ๐. I hope they confess their feelings for each other soon n I so hope Abhay stops feeling guilty for something he isn't responsible ๐ญ Poor guy.
aww such cute update..gosh for the first time abhay is not avoding piya even though he wanted to..lol..they were covered in mud lol peolpe might get scared at the sight of them..lol..really nice udpate...thankx 4 the pm and update ASAP...
It takes them a while to reach the
cottage and they were totally drenched now. Abhay knocks on the door and an old
man opens the door, he looks at them puzzled
Abhay tells him about their situation, then he asks them to get inside, as both
get inside an old woman comes along "you poor kids drenched like this
Come! Come near the fire"
Piya smiles, Abhay again asks the man if he has a truck or a car so he can tow
his car! The man tells him he has but its not working now Abhay feels
disappointed and asks Piya to get moving so they can look somewhere else for
help
"Where will you go? Dragging her in this heavy rain! stay here for the
night" says the old lady
Then she asks him "she is your girl friend?"
"She is my wife!" says Abhay
The woman gives them a huge smile "wah! Married so young! Buhut ache, not
like my son" she bitterly adds shaking her head, the old man clears his
throat like he wants her not to say anything more, Piya smiles
Abhay says "thanks aunty but we have to go, we have to get somewhere"
"But it's raining and it's night you can go early morning and my husband
will help you with your car too, look at her she looks so tired" says the
old woman patting Piya's head, Piya looks at Abhay, she not only was
tired but also hungry as she didn't have anything since breakfast
The old man says "yes tomorrow morning I will try to fix my truck, if not
then maybe one of my friends can help"
He looks at her and asks her" do you want to stay the night here?"
Piya was feeling cold now and she looks out side the rain was getting
heavier and there was roaring thunder too "yes Abhay"
He sighs deeply "ok aunty, but we don't want to trouble you"
"No trouble at all! Come I will take you to my son's room, he lives in the
city now, we don't see much of him" says the woman
She takes them to the room "I will bring you some fresh cloths and some
food too"
Food! Thank God! thought Piya
She starts to shiver in the cold room Abhay looks at her and says
"You are shivering, you better change, I will go and bring our
bags"
"No don't!" says Piya. He looks at her puzzled
"It's heavily raining and there is lighting too, and the car is far"
she says in anguish
"It's ok, don't worry! I will be quick" says he as he walks towards
the door, she grabs his hand feeling worried "Abhay please, I have read
somewhere that when there is lightning one should better stay inside the
house" he looks at her worried face, he was moved by her concern for his
safety "ok! but what would you do? You need to change"
The old woman comes along and brings them a pair of pajama of her son and a
night gown of her own, some fresh towels and a tray of food
She takes the gown and looks at Abhay "the problem is solved see"
says she smiling
and heads for the bathroom
She quickly takes a hot shower and then wears the gown it was very huge because
the old lady was very large and it kept slipping from her shoulders she holds
the neck line and gets outside the bath room, her wet hair wrapped in a towel
He checks her out in the bulky night gown and notices how she was holding it
he smiles and hands her the shirt of the pajama "wear this! I think it
will fit better; I will only use the trouser"
"Are you sure? It's cold here"
"Have you ever seen me wearing a shirt when I am sleeping?" he says
raising his eye brows, she smiles nervously
The room was very cold as it seemed it wasn't used for a very long time, Abhay
lit up some wood in the fire place.
She gets inside the bathroom and changes, the shirt was big a bit so she rolls
the long sleeves, and it reached up to her knees
As she steps out, he checks her out and says "that's better,
you better eat I will take a shower"
"I will wait for you" she says
"No need, I am not feeling hungry" he says and heads for the bathroom
"but Abhay you haven't eaten since morning"
"I will eat when I feel like it" he says
She gets puzzled and feels bad, he is upset! Maybe that's why he doesn't want
to eat and he looks tired too and its all because of me, first I dragged him
into this stupid trip although I knew he didn't want to come, then I gave
him wrong directions! She thought and then swallows and looks at the food;
suddenly feeling that she is not hungry anymore
She stares out side the window the rain was getting heavier and the lightning
was getting worst, and she felt grateful that they both found a shelter from
this storm
"You haven't eaten?" says Abhay looking at the tray as he steps out of the bathroom towel drying his
hair
She turns around and looks at him? he looked fresh, and was wearing the
trouser
"I am not feeling hungry too" softly she says
"But you haven't eaten since morning! You must be hungry and I am sorry
that through all the chaos of the wrong turns and twists I forgot to ask
you" He sighs
"It's ok Abhay! But you didn't eat too" she says now looking at him
So you are not eating now because of me! God Piya! Stop caring about me, I don't
deserve it, he thought
"I told you I am not hungry, you go on" impatiently he says
"I am not hungry too" she says
He shakes his head! Now how could I tell you that I can't eat this food!
And it tastes like grass in my mouth he thought but he smiles helplessly
"Ok if I eat, will you eat with me?"
She smiles Suddenly feeling hungry again "sure just to keep you company"
says she in a cute tune he smiles
They both start to eat, he looks at her amused, she was eating very fast as she
was hungry , he tries to pretend that he was enjoying the food too, although he
was disgusted and felt like he wants to throw up
After a while "you should get some sleep, if you want us to catch up with
the gang early morning, you sleep on the bed I will manage on the ground"
he says
"I don't want you to sleep on the ground after this tiring journey, you
have been driving for the past 5 hours, I will sleep on the ground" says
she hesitantly
He looks at her and then looks at the bed "I am fine I can tolerate"
She looks at him with a challenge and then grabs a pillow and a sheet leaving
the blanket on the bed and then lays on the ground covering her self
"What are you doing?" he says impatiently sighing
"Trying to get some sleep" she says without looking at him
"You can't seriously think that I would sleep on the bed and let you sleep
on the ground!" he says
"Why not! Seems you want me to do just the same with you, I am not that
selfish Abhay!" she says in a hyped voice
"Piya!" he says with frustration
"Good night Abhay" says she and closes her eyes
To her surprise he suddenly leans towards her and carries her in his arms, and
she opens her eyes looking at him but he doesn't look back at her, then he
places her on the bed, she sits in protest looking at him "Abhay I
said.." he interrupts her and says with a stern smile "I guess the
bed is big enough for both of us"
She smiles back! Sheesh! that's what I was trying to make you understand all
along!
Later as both lay on the bed she feels awkward having him sleeping next
to her on the same bed after so many days of their marriage, so she couldn't
fall asleep, she was excited and tensed at the same time and was sleeping
almost at the edge of the bed to keep away from him, the sound of the rain and
the roaring thunder made it more difficult for her to fall asleep
Abhay was in struggle too, as her being next to him made him feel her even more
he could smell her and the smell excited him, and he was sensing her
tension and her fast heart beats too, the flash back of them in the field with
the mud makes him more disturbed
The next morning when Abhay opens his eyes Piya was cuddling up in his arms,
her arm was on his bare chest her head next to his heart, he looks at her with
loving eyes , he knew that the cold made her seek his warmth while sleeping!
her warm breath caress his bare flesh and her soft warm arm and hand send
tingling sensations in his skin.
He becomes uneasy so he tries to pull away without waking her up, as he moves, she moans and opens her eyes slowly, he closes his eyes pretending
to be asleep, she looks at him with sleepy eyes and realizes that she was
cuddling up in his arms her face near his naked chest and she feels nervous a
bit, slowly she moves away looking at him.
She smiles, you look like a baby while sleeping! But one should see you awake
to know what a kharoos you are Abhay! She fondly thought.
She gazes him with affection checking his face features with loving eyes, you
are so beautiful, she thought and she slowly and hesitantly brings her face
closer to his.
Abhay could feel her closeness as her breath caress his face but he doesn't
move an inch as he holds his breath as he gets taken back by what she was doing
and he grasps the bed tightly with his fists to stop himself from giving in to
his emotions and wrapping his arms around her and kissing her
She leans closer till her face is just inches away from his, she had this urge
to kiss him. What are you doing Piya! he thought his eyes still closed
She brings down her face closer then her mouth almost touching his lips then
stops feeling shy and moves away her face, smiling, then she quickly and nervously gets out of the bed and heads to the bathroom
He sits in a jolt breathing heavily looking at the bath room door
The old woman knocks the door and Abhay asks her to get in, seeing him bared
chest she mischievously says "did you sleep well" Abhay nods
The old woman looks at Piya who was getting out of the bathroom now, checking
her out wearing her son's shirt Piya gets a bit nervous
"I brought your cloths back but they are still little wet" she says
"It's ok aunty we have fresh cloths in the car" says Piya
"you two are not runways, are you?" says the woman skeptically
looking at Piya, she giggles "No aunty we are really married with
the family blessing and all"
Abhay smiles and gets out of the bed and heads to the bathroom
"Children should get married at younger ages, this is what I always told my
husband, but no! He let our Bellu on his own and now he is 29 and still not
married! And he is living with a girl in his apartment in the city! Kaissi
besharm Larki hai! Na samajh ka parwa na dharam ka! I dont understand how her
family let her do that! Che Che Che! You know she came with him to visit us,
but I didn't let them sleep in the same room and he got upset" says the woman with a frowned face and Piya
giggles softly
Abhay waks out of the bathroom smiling as he has heard everything
The woman goes on "if they are living together then why don't they get
married?" Piya looks at Abhay's smiling face fondly, as she loves his
dimpled smiles and says "why don't you tell him aunty"
"I am tired of telling him, but he says they have to know each other well
before! They're living together and sleeping together and
doing everything shamelessly like a husband and wife chee! What more he wants
to know?"
Piya trying to stop her self from giggling" they are doing
everything" she says amused moving her hands
"Ha! Sab kuch" says the woman agitated
"Wah! Without marriage and he is doing everything what a man" she
says jokingly giggling, the woman looks at her puzzled shaking her head "belkol
besharam hai mera baita, but what can I do? he is my son after all, I will
bring you something to eat" says she sighing in a frustrated tune shaking
her head and walks out the room
Abhay was gazing her with a weird look now
She looks at him baffled "what?"
He raises an eye brow and imitates her words sarcastically "Without
marriage and he is doing everything what a man! So Piya are you pro living-in
relationships Or maybe you are hinting to something else?" he walks closer
to her
She backs off" Abhay I am not pro it, nor I am hinting to any thing I was
just humoring the old lady"
"Really!" he looks at her, his eyes playful and goes closer, she backs
off again, he was too close for her comfort and she hits the bed and falls over it on
her back, he smirks and
Then her phone rings She sits up and picks it up"
hi Kabir "
"oye what happened you both were supposed to come yesterday! Did you
change your minds?" says Kabir
She giggles "no we are on our way, actually we got lost and the car got
jammed, we will probably catch up with you guys today"
"Actually we got worried about you two yesterday but then we thought maybe
you have changed your minds! anyways take care see you"
"You too ,See you Kabir" she hangs up smiling
then she looks at
Abhay, her smile fades away when he sees him fuming
"What was that about? Why is he calling you?"
She shakes her head "what? He is my friend! He was calling to check upon
us"
"On us! Or on you? I don't like you to be too close with him or hang
out with him do you hear" he says furiously
"What! What's wrong with you? Kabir is such a nice and sweet guy, and he
sees me as a friend"
"Nice guy my ass! He is a known flirt! and known of having so many girl
friends, do you really think he thinks of you as just a friend? Are you so
naive? I don't like the way he looks at you!" he says fuming
His words hurt her deeply and she burst out in anger "huh! What way? Kabir always treats me with respect, he is truly a gentleman and he is a dear friend and always will be! You don't own me! Beside before you judge me or Kabir why don't you look at your own self! Have I asked you about that bimbo that i saw with you the other day kissing you! No! and God knows how many more of them you have! Abhay those who have dirt inside them see dirt in others!"
Then she tries to get out of the bed but he grabs her hands now fuming in anger
he holds her and in one move he pins her to the bed while he was on top of her,
she gasps, he was very angry snarling now, his eyes squinted his lips twitched
looking down at her
"If I had dirt in me then I would have taken advantage of our situation
and you long time ago! But maybe it's not too late yet to do that, and maybe that's
what's really eating you up!"
She looks at him disgusted by what he said and implied "shut up!" she
says
He leans closer to her she moves her head and tries to get away from his
clutches but in vein he says angrily
"Keep away from Kabir! You will do as I told you! Or else"
"Or else what? Don't try to intimidate me Abhay! get off of me!" says
she breathing heavily her heart beating fast now trying to cut loose
He was fuming and was feeling very hurt of what she had said and what she
accused him off, and that she thought of him as a dirty minded guy and the fact
that she was defending Kabir made him feel very bitter.
"Let go of me, you are hurting me" she says in a painful voice, he
realizes that his hands were pressing hard on her wrests he loosens his grip
and leaves her hands
"You are doing the same to me!" He brings his face closer to
her, both looking at each other with intensity.
He leans closer till his face was only few inches away from her, his chest was pressed against hers gently although he kept all of his weight on
his own hands now!
Piya gazes him feeling lost in his intense grey eyes that were lighter now,
mesmerizing her now, his closeness dazzling her senses and she whispers in a
weak voice "Abhay"
He was lost in his own emotions, his mind was telling him to back off, but he
was too dazzled by her closeness, inhaling her smell, her warmth and softness
awaken his passion, exciting him, his gaze shifts from her eyes to her
trembling lips, and he leans his head closer to kiss her and she closes her
eyes
As his mouth brushes against her parted soft lips tenderly they get interrupted
by a sudden knock on the door and the door flies open as the old lady gets
inside the room holding a tray
He gets off of her in a very quick jerk, so quick that the old lady
doesn't even notice!
Piya opens her eyes breathing heavily and sighs, sitting up, wondering
what has just happened! she looks at the smiling old lady and then to Abhay who
was standing now and says without looking at her "You have your breakfast,
I will bring our bags" and he leaves the room
She touches her lips with trembling fingers and looks puzzled at the old lady
"My husband fixed his truck, now he can tow your car" says the woman
After half an hour both were dressed in fresh attires, and were well groomed
but were in total silent mode. She looks at Abhay feeling awkward and he looked gloomy.
They bid the old couple goodbyes after thanking them for their kind hospitality.
Abhay hands the man some cash as a gesture but he refuses to take it saying
that they were their guests and he can't accept it, so Abhay gives him his card telling him that whenever he needs help in anything he can call
him, and they hit the road
Her phone rings and she looks at the screen and it was Kabir she swallows he looks
at her " why don't you pick up the phone?"
"Hi Kabir, yeah we are on our way!" she says looking nervously at Abhay"
no, you guys can go ahead it will take us a little time to reach there"
she hangs the phone and says" Kabir was Asking where we
were they're going for canoeing and he..." she stops.
Oh God! He looks upset again! she thought looking at Abhay's stiff face
"Abhay what's wrong?" says she hesitantly
"Why do you care?" says he rudely brushing his hair
then continues in angrily "you go on do whatever you like!"
"What did I do! You are upset because I talked to Kabir? What do you want
me to do? Break my friendship with him, and tell him that don't talk to me!
because my husband suspects you are a jerk and have some sick interest in me!"
She says suddenly feeling an out burst of anger
He looks at her angrily "I just don't want you to be too close to
him for the time being that's all! Especially now in this trip,
whether you like it or not he has a thing for you" says he angrily
"What do you mean by this? Till when? and why? You know what Abhay let's
go home I don't feel like going to this stupid trip after all" says she
feeling hurt
He looks at her angrily" what do you mean go home again! You brought us
this far, now you say go back home"
She screams "yes go home I don't want to go with you anywhere! You don't
want me be near Kabir! Well he is there! I can't ignore him when he
behaves so sweetly with me can I? so it's better I don't go period!" Says
she fuming with anger
"what do you mean? I didn't ask you to ignore him I just said don't
get too close to him"
"Abhay please! Let's end this and let's go back home! I had enough, I just
had enough!" she yells
"fine! Have it your way" says he angrily and turns the speeding car
making a huge screeching noise that its echo she could hear in her aching
heart!
After few days..
"Hey
Mish, where are you guys? I am inside the club but there is no sign of anyone
of you" says Piya looking around her
"We are inside but I can't see you too? Where are you standing?"
"Ground floor, near the entrance!"
"Ground floor! Where are you babes? There is only one floor in the
exotic passage!"
"What! I thought you told me the bash was in triple apple?"
"Duh it was! But we changed the venue! I thought I told you, I sent a
message to both you and your hubby "
She sighs "Mish! I didn't get any messages! How could you forget? Ok no
problem! I will call the driver to pick me up as I told him to leave, cause I
thought I will ride back with one of you guys" and then as she looks up
she spots Abhay "oh I can see Abhay is here, I will ask him to drop me if
not then I will call the driver"
"Do come Piya! And drag that ray- moon hubby of yours too, but I thought
you said he has a businesses meeting with some of his dads business associates
and that he would join us later on"
"Yeah he told me! Maybe this is where it is! Any how mish hope it's over
and we will be soon coming together"
Misha says "business meeting in triple apple! That's odd! Oh maybe he
meant business dinner! Hey don't be late"
She hangs up the phone and looks up to the second floor where she spotted Abhay
but she couldn't see him! Her mind tells her to call the driver and just leave
but somehow she wasn't so keen then she thought of calling him and asking
him, again she ignores that urge and decides to look up for him to see
what he is up to! As she clearly remembers that he has told her that he has a
business meeting!
She felt her heart beating irregularly as she climbs up the rounded stairs
As she reaches the second floor she turns around, her eyes searching for Abhay
there were many tables that were set privately as they had thick spiral glass
walls around each of them in a decorative way adding a touch of elegance and
privacy
And she sees him, he was sitting cozily with a girl! His arm was around her and
he was talking to her like he was consoling her as she was crying
She feels like some one slapped her hard! and she was about to turn and walk
away and at the exact moment he looks at her direction she quickly sits on one
of the tables! She felt so hurt and felt that she could burst now in anger!
Business Meeting! Abhay you were lying up to your teeth!
"Oh hello there, can I join you?" says a mid-thirty man who was a bit
high, as he approaches her checking her with his roving eyes making her feel
uncomfortable
She wanted to yell at him but she managed to keep her self calm, she whispers
so Abhay can't hear her" no you can't! Just buzz off!".
He ignores her request and says "are you waiting for someone! If not
then why don't you join me? You won't regret it, I am very generous" he
winks
Her jaw drops in disgust "what the hell!! What do you think I am? Just go
to hell!" she whispers again almost gritting her teeth
"Ah playing hard to get! Come on now don't be a tease! I will give you
double what you get" says he trying to grab her arm!
The man was loud and he caught Abhay's attention, who along with his
escort were looking at their direction now!
Abhay stands up and walks towards her table she could see from the thick
glass that he was coming and she bends her head down oh God! Now what! She
thought
"What's the problem?" says Abhay and then he looks at her! She bites
her lips as she looks up to him! He looks stunned "Piya!"
The other man says "back off! Wait in line I have found her first!"
and he pushes Abhay and grabs Piya's arm "ouch" says Piya with a
frowned face
Abhay now very angry grabs the man from her collar pulling him up and then he
pushes him the man falls on the ground and then stands up again trying to
attack Abhay
Abhay just holds him away from him by holding his collar and then looks at Piya
and snaps angrily "what the hell are you doing here alone? Weren't you supposed
to be in Panchi's birthday party?"
"I can ask you the same question Abhay? how is your business
meeting?" looking at him with disgust
She was trying to not sound angry or hurt but her voice gives her away,
and then she grabs her bag and rushes towards the stairs, tears start to roll
down her cheeks
he calls her name but she Just walks down as fast as she could and soon she was
out side the club walking on the street with fast steps, and it was softly
snowing now
"Piya wait" says Abhay as he grabs her arm, she shrugs off his hand
angrily and says
"Abhay just leave it! you don't need to explain anything to me! I got the
picture well!"
He closes his eyes in pain "no you don't!? let me drop you?" she
screams "NO!"
"Ok let me call the driver at least? Where are you going now in this
snow?"
"It's none of you damn business where I go! I will call the driver by my self!
You just leave me alone! Just leave me alone Abhay! I don't want to talk
to you, I don't want to see you" she screams her voice filled with deep
pain and anger!
Then she runs along the street crying and he follows her silently, he
knew she was way too hurt to talk to him and very upset and angry to reason
with
She runs across the woods, towards the river, she looks back and Abhay hides
him self letting her feel that she was alone and that he wasn't following her
but he was clueless where she was going to
She runs till she reaches the old hut near the river, it was full moon so she could see her way through the woods, she unlocks the door then gets inside the hut, it was very dark she lit up the lighter with shaking hands and locks up the door still crying and shaking she lights up the scented candles and then crashes on the mattress sobbing uncontrollably she wanted to stop her self and not to cry but she just couldn't stop! As the pain was unbearable, the pain of knowing that he lied and that there is some one else in his life and that she doesn't matter to him at all! the unbearable pain of loving him so much and craving to be with him and yet knowing that she can never be with him!
She cries howling tears pouring none stop and her
whole body shaking!
Abhay listens to her from behind the door his heart aching, then he feels
he can't take it anymore, he knocks the door "Piya please open the door;
let me explain"
She screams "go away Abhay! God how did you find me! I don't want to talk
to you! I don't want to see you! We are done! Just leave me alone I beg you! Oh
God! This was my only hide out from you! From my miserable life now I have no
place to turn to"
she says hysterically
he bangs the door, her pain disturbing him highly now " open the door
Piya please. Or I swear I will knock it down!" he says impatiently
pleading her
"Go away! Just go away!" she screams
"Damn it Piya, open the door!" he was getting highly worried and very
anxious about her
he holds the heavy wooden door and pulls it up taking it off it's hinges
effortlessly without breaking it then he places it against the wall and gets
inside
his heart filled with pain as he looks at her helplessly as she cries her head
buried in a cushion
the hut was very cold, he realizes that so he puts some dry woods inside the
fireplace and light them up.
She senses his presence and raises her head looking at him her face wet, tears still pouring down her eyes she was shaking and then she looks at the door then she rushes outside the hut into the snow "Piya stop!" says he, following her and then grabs her hand, she tries to shrug his hand away but he doesn't let go "Leave me Abhay for God sake!" she yells and he pulls her into his arms embracing her gently, she tries to push him away
"Piya I swear there is nothing between me and that girl or any other girl,
please calm down! Please stop crying" says he as he hugs her tight trying
to console her, his eyes closed in pain
"Don't lie! You don't have to lie for my sake! I am nothing to you,
nothing! You are not obliged to tell me anything"
"I am not lying damn it!" says he in a hyped tune"Leave me and go back to that bimbo of yours" she screams and tries
to push him away.
he grabs her arms now and screams at her "you don't know what you are saying, shut up! Just shut up! And listen to me, I have never cheated on you, do you hear me! Never!" he roars in an anguished voice filled with so much agony
She looks at him shaking but she felt
the pain in his voice and she could see the hurt in his eyes as he was looking
deeply into her eyes now, he sighs deeply "Please tell me that you believe
me!" he pleads
She looks at him and burst out pushing him away "I don't know what to
believe Abhay! How would I know? Ever since you married me, you treat me like a
total stranger! You only put an act of a loving husband when we are around
people and when we are alone you are so cold and indifferent, and run away
from me like I am some kind of plague! Do you know how that makes me feel? I
feel so unwanted! Do you have any idea how you are hurting me! By making me
feel that I don't mean anything to you! That you married me as a charity case! Just
because you pitied me! You said you like me Abhay, and that we should give our
selves some time to know each other well, but you lied! Because if you meant
what you have said then tell me apart from that disastrous trip, how much time
did we spend together since almost two months ago? How many times did we go
out? Or talked like a normal couple or even like normal friends? You don't even
have your meals with me! You know what! I lived as a poor orphan for the
past 8 years but I never felt as lonely as I feel living with you in your
huge house! at least when I was alone I knew that I had no one but I still had
a hope that some day I too will find love and have a Family and a home, but now
even that hope is gone Abhay! Here I am married and living in a huge house but
I am alone as my husband doesn't want to be with me, nor he is interested
in spending his valuable time with me! But hell he has time to spare for other
bimbos! And I have to bottle whatever bothering me to my self because we don't
want anyone to talk about us, and above all this I have to keep an act to be
happy and that everything is ok! Well everything is not ok Abhay! It's not
ok! I feel I am dying everyday knowing that I have everything yet I have
nothing at all! That day you said to your dad that he cares about his
prestige and about what people think and not about what you want or feel, tell
me Abhay how are you different from him? When you are doing the same thing with
me!" then she breaks down on her knees crying, nearly howling
He looks at her speechless! Feeling a
painful lump in his throat and an unbearable ache in his heart, I thought
I was protecting you by keeping you away from me! I thought by ignoring
you, I won't let you get attached to me and make you some how dislike me! So
when the time comes it would be easy for both of us to let go but I failed
miserably, I didn't know in the process I was causing you such a tremendous
pain! I didn't know that I made you feel so lonely and so much
traumatized that you chose this old shabby Fishing hut as a sanctuary! To get
away from me and from the life of pretence that I have imposed upon you!
His eyes get tearful as he watches her sobbing then he slowly walks towards her
and grabs her arms pulling her up gently "I am sorry Piya! I am so sorry,
the last thing I ever wanted is to hurt you" she looks up to him and she
gets taken back by the tears in his eyes and the pain that was so visible on
his face and voice she whispers "Abhay" as she touches his face
gently and he closes his eyes in pain
Then she slowly and hesitantly hugs him, and he embraces her tightly in his arms, she cries pouring her heart out holding him tight and tears roll down his cheek silently for the first time in decades as he consoles her "sshh Piya! everything will be fine I promise!" her rocks her in his arms gently pats her head tenderly, stroking her hair and back, telling her time and time again that everything will be alright, till she fully calms down only sniffing now and she raises her head looking up to him his gaze goes down to her mesmerizing her, he cups her flushed tearful face and says in a passionate voice "trust me Piya there is no other girl in my life and there never will be, how could I think of any one when all I desire is you! All I want is you! I love you Piya" his words shook her and she looks at him stunned and then closes her eyes tear rolling down "I love you too! I love you so much that it hurts Abhay" he wipes her tears away gently with his fingers and softly says "I know" smiling sadly, she opens her eyes looking up at him and she says "then why Abhay? Why did you.." he puts his fingers over her lips "sshh! "
Then he leans his head and kisses her forehead, she sighs and shuts her eyes,
then he kisses her eyes placing a tender kiss on each closed eye lid, she
starts to tremble, his touch and closeness make her shiver in ecstasy, then he
kisses her nose, then brushes his lips over her cheek kissing her softly, he
was breathing heavily and so was she as she stood there in his arms so weak
that she couldn't stand on her own, but he was holding her waist firmly not
letting her fall
Her heart was beating fast, so fast that she felt she could hear it, and she
felt his heart too that was pounding like crazy, he looks down at her
parted lips and swollen eyes and then he moves his mouth placing a trail of sweet gentle kisses all over her
face till he brushes his lips against her lips, kissing her for the first time,
and she shivers.
At first he kisses her mouth gently and tenderly and then passion takes over
him as he pulls her up closer, crushing her against his chest and he kisses her
hungrily now, with so much passion and she kisses him back as she clings to him
helplessly, her arms around his neck and her hands touching and stroking his
soft hair impatiently
His lips move over hers urgently and impatiently savoring her, sucking and
teasing her soft tender lips making her feel weaker by second, and she kisses
him back with equal passion now, then gently his mouth parts her lips both were
shaking and he leans down to her neck and kisses it gently, his wet mouth
teasing her flesh, then he kisses her bare shoulders, she was gasping for
air now and he whispers his voice full of pain and passion "I
love you so much Piya,that I crave for you day and night and it hurts" his words send a
tingling sensation through her spine, then he places a trail of kisses from her
shoulder to her neck up to her chin and then again her lips, his hands were
moving over her body touching her and stroking her, exploring her curves and
sending waves of pleasures through her whole body, and she too was touching him
and exploring him as her hands move to his neck and back and waist, both were
so lost in the ecstasy of each others touch and kisses, gasping for air and
softly humming and moaning that they didn't mind the heavy fall of the
snow over them, that was now turning into a blizzard
As the raw passion took over them both and he sweeps her into his arms both
still kissing each other passionately not wanting to let go, and he heads
towards the hut.
After long passionate hours, Abhay looks down at Piya who was peacefully
sleeping in his arms; her head resting on his naked chest, there was a faded
smile lingering on her lips as she laid there next to him, under the sheets, on
the old mattress near the fireplace, the fire flames still blazing casting
light on them both.
His face was guilt-ridden, his eyes filled with pain and his heart was
aching, he felt a painful lump in his throat, you are so innocent and so beautiful Piya!
What have I done! How could I do this to you! Why couldn't I control my
emotions! How could I give in to my desires like this? And deceive you! Oh God
Piya I have failed you! But everything happened so fast! And one thing led to
another and before I could stop my self, I was making love to you! sweet
passionate love, oh how could I be so selfish! His thoughts tortured him and he
closes his eyes! And swallows hard
Then a voice inside him tells him, you haven't done anything wrong, she is your
wife!
No it's wrong! She doesn't know who I am! And she doesn't know the truth about
this marriage! This is deception!
Again the voice says, stop torturing your self! There is nothing you can do
about it now! What has been done is done, you can't change it, nor
you can turn back the time to undo it! She loves you and you are madly in
love with her, you both deserve to be happy, what she doesn't know won't hurt
her!
No, I can't let her live a lie! I have to tell her!
The voice says, you have to tell her but not now, tell her later when time is
right! Don't kill her joy now! Make it up to her now for all those lonely days
and nights that you made her suffer, and tell her in the right time! and he
sighs deeply! reassuring him self, calming his own haywire emotions
He looks around the shabby old stone hut, everything looked old but it looked
relatively clean and the new curtains added a new touch to it and the scented
candles aroma was still lingering in the air, the door was fixed as he has
fixed it
His thoughts wander on their passionate encounter and he closes his eyes
She was so innocent and so shy in the beginning and then she tried to
match up with him, he thought, then he smiles looking down at her his heart
filled with so much love and warmth, his face was glowing, his eyes are lighter
sparkling with so much passion!
He was afraid that he might end up hurting her because of his overwhelming
desires that were driven by his deep love, and because of the monster
inside him, so he was surprised from his own self as he managed to be so gentle
and so caring, he didn't feel like a monster at all! As his deep love for her
stopped him from behaving like a monster.
He was like any passionate man who was
deeply in love, and like her this was his first night too, as he has never been
with any girl before! So this was a very special and sacred moment for both of
them, as this wasn't just a moment for bonding of their bodies but it was that blessed
point of the time for two hearts to beat as one, and for two souls to entwine
together
He tries to pull the sheet off of her a little, he needed to know if he
had bruised her in any ways, and she sighs and then moans softly, he smiles
affectionately and covers her again and kisses her on top of her head, inhaling
her hair scent deeply and then closes his eyes.