Love doesn't understand Logic
Love doesn't understand Logic
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Dr. Armaan Mallik best friend of Nikita Malhotra from childhood and her only family after her parents parted away.He is mishchevious like her, both are always partner in mischevious act but he is very protective toward her.He trust her more than life and loves her a lot as she is his buddy n best friend and want best for her in life. The person who hurt and bring tears in her eyes is his big enemy in the world.He is in love with Ridhimma.
Dr. Ridhimma Gupta, daughter of Shashank Gupta who is senior nurosurgeon in Sanjeevani.She is madly in love with Armaan and a very good friend of Nikita who sometimes understand her more than Armaan.She is sometimes fight with Armaan for Nikita when she feels Armaan become more protective and ruling her life.She always stand by Nikki side to support her and love her like Armaan does.
Dr. Muskaan, friends with all from intership times. She is bubbly and cute girl. She is in love with Dr.Rahul. Dr.Rahul Gupta, friends with all and is in love with Muskaan.He is very close to Armaan next to Nikita. Dr. Anjali gupta, elder sister of Ridhimma and daughter of Dr.Shashank Gupta. She is very strong minded girl and also friend with all. Dr. Atul, he is the only friend of Nikki in her hard when all other are busy in their own problems.He take care of Nikita after Armaan and Ridhimma left and become shoulder for Nikki where she pour our heart.He keep hidden Nikita relationship truth to himself for past six month as Nikki doesn't want to troubles her friend because of her life problem. Dr.Shashank Gupta, senior nerosurgeon and working with Sanjeevani from the day its foundation kept.He is most humble and respectable person in Sanjeevani.This scene is after jiah comes in Abhi's life.I m assuming that only Atul knows that Abhi is married.Now all other Nikki's friend are back in Sanjeevani but she doesn't want to tell them all about what happened to her last six months.After long time all friends are together so she doesn't want them to upset on anything.Its time for celebrattion in Sanjeevani as there is reunion of old friends.
" I m seeing you happy after such a long time" Atul said observing her excitement. Nikki turned toward him and became sad again.
"Nikki had you ever thought how all of them will react when they know the truth about you and Abhi" Atul asked tensed. "We are hiding this from the last six months, now I can't hide this anymore "Atul stated clearly.
"Atul please this is not the right time" Nikki said with moist eyes, requesting Atul with her eyes.
"Nikki u r saying this from the last six months'." started Atul agitatedly.
Nikki interrupted "Atul what will we get if we tell them the truth?, nothing is going to change in my life. The truth will only upset them and I don't want that. So please promise me that you are not going to tell them anything. We are all so happy to be united again, I don't want to spoil that mood.Please!" Nikki tried to convince Atul to keep mum in this matter.
"As you wish" Atul finally agreed .
"Now common Help me. we have to do lots of preparation for the party" Nikki Dragged Atul by his hand.
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"All set Atul" Nikki asked. Atul rolled his eyes all over the place and said "Yes.....Umm...am I looking fine ? ,Nikki ,Please tell me if I should change" Atul asked with a worried look on his face. "Yeah you are looking good but why are you so nervous ?" Nikki enquired."Nikki have you forgotten Anjali is also coming,I have to look good na,might be she had change her mind in these six months about me. So I have to be ready"Atul said in one breath. An amused smile curved Nikki's face "humm don't worry, You are looking dashing and Anjali is going to be bowled over you" Nikki assured him.
Muskaan and Anjali entered the party and hugged Nikki who responded to their hug with the same warmth. Atul come ad hugged Muskaan and watched Anjali without distracting and Shyly said "How r u Anjali?" Anjali come forward n hugged Atul and said "I m fine Atul n u" and stepped back. Atul was suprised with Anjali's action n told her "How can I be without u" with moist eyes.
Ridhimma came in but her eyes searching for someone, she was caught by Nikki "Look at us also Ridzy we r also here".Nikki n ridhimma hugged each other for a long when Atul interrupted them n hugged Ridz. Muskaan said "Uffo Let me also hug her" by dragging Atul away and moved to hug her.(Anjali was there with Ridz during her treatment abroad.)Nikki asked Ridz "How r u??" Ridz replied "I am fine ,n u two ?" staring at Nikki n Atul. Atul answered "We r fine now just by seeing u all here".Ridz smiled.
Armaan n Rahul entered the party n their eyes settled on their respective gals as they were seeing them after a long time. Ridz n muskaan caught them staring at them,Ridz kept staring at Armaan with a smile n moist eyes where as Muskaan turned her face to avoid Rahul and announced to the others that Armaan had come .Ridz n Armaan came forward to share their feeling of what all they had gone through in the past six months.They hugged each other n whole gang watched them with a grin on their face.
The rest of the gang came forward to hug both of them. Whole gang shouted with full force of their lungs "Yay!!!".
Armman hugged Nikki and asked her "How r u??".Nikki got emotional and choke in her answer. Atul came forward to answer on her behalf "She is fine, just got emotional by seeing u".Nikki brought a fake smile on her face whereas her eyes still glistering with tears.
Armaan watched her and hug her again, told her "I thought u have forgotten me in these six months by having sadu boyfriend on your side" Armaan said trying to hide his laughter but this sentence took Nikk's fake smile also. She watched Armaan with sadness n Armaan watched her n said " don't glare at me like this Sorry to call ur bf 'sadu'."Nikki lower her eye n tried to give them a smile.
Atul followed her and found her behind the pillar.He kept his hand on her shoulder, Nikki startled n turned around with teary eyes n relaxed seeing it was Atul. She couldn't control her sob n kept her head on Atul's shoulder.He comforted her n told her "control urself Nikki.Its not goin to be easy to hide truth from them for long".Nikki replied in her sobbing voice "I know that but we have to because we don't have any other choice". Atul looked around n said "Lets go Nikki, they r searching for us".He looked back at Nikki who pulled up her head n brushed away her tears."I m fine now, lets go" Nikki put up her fake smile again.
"Where hell the two of you have been? We know that u both did all these preparations but it doesn't mean that u avoid us becauz of that" Muskaan said this to stop Rahul from starting any conversation with her. Nikki said with smile "Common lets start the fun". Armaan interrupted Nikki "I think we should wait for Dr.Modi to start the party". Nikki got dumbstruck as to how to respond to this question. Atul said "He is not coming as he is out for some meeting" and gave an assuring nod to Nikki. Nikki thanked him with her eyes .Armaan said " Oh that means we can't meet him today".
Atul dragged all of them to the dance floor n told Nikki to join them. Nikki took a deep breath to relax herself from all the questioning she had to go through. She smiled watching all her friends enjoying themselves. Armaan came to her n asked her "U have given a promise to ur bf that u not going to dance with anyone except him huh ?".Nikki replied "ahh no". He dragged her on dance floor n eyed her to dance with them.
Jiah entered the party n Nikki noticed her. She got dumbstruck by seeing her at party n atul noticed Nikki n asked "What happened ? why have you stopped dancing".By recieving no answer from her he followed nikki's eyes and got shocked to see jiah.
"What is she doing here??"Atul asked with worry.Nikki said "How can I know??U called her ?".Atul disbelievingly said "have u gone mad why would I call her??".Nikki asked him "Then who called her here". Atul said "I don't know". Nikki plead with Atul "Do something".Atul relaxing Nikki "ok I'll do something, u just relax".
"What r u both talking about huh??"Armaan asked them.Atul said "Nothing".Anjali draged Atul by his hand to dance with her. Nikki's eyes followed Atul who was stuck with Anjali. Nikki again turned around to find jiah but failed to trace her in the crowd. She got tensed n decide to do something on her own.
Soon the whole gang got tired n got down from the dance floor to take some refreshments. Atul ran from there, spotted Nikki n tapped her shoulder.She turned around n looked at him with tensed eyes. He asked her with half breathe "Where is she?" Nikki said with worry "I can't spot her, where is she ?"Atul gave assurance to Nikki "Don't worry we will find out soon".Atul n Nikki started wandering all over the place to find her but were dissapointed.
Atlast they went to the juice corner where all their friends were sitting n enjoying their juices. Both marched towards the gang. Armaan asked them " Whats wrong with the two of u?? Why do you keep dissapearing so much??" Atul replied "We just went to check the arrangments". Armaan told them "How many times do you need to check this". At this both just exchanged glaces with each other.
There was one girl standing with her back towards Atul n Nikki ad facing the gang. Armaan told them "Someone is asking about u both".Both asked "who?".Girl turned around n said "I m".Both felt as if someone had pulled the carpet from beneath their feet.She was none other than Jiah.
Jiah asked them both "U r not going to introduced me to ur friends".They both just stood still not able to move or speak.Jiah smiled n said "ok let me introduce myself I m Jiah Modi, Dr.Abhimanyu Modi's wife".All got shocked n turned their eyes towards Nikki who stood facing several questioning eyes on her.
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Part 2
Armaan asked "Abhimanyu's wife'''When did you get married??" with confused expression that he might have heard it wrong. Jiah replied "Two years ago" and this answer also broke one more hope of Nikki . Now she couldn't even tell her friends that "Things didn't work btw her-and Abhi and He married someone else". She thought of that answer to end of all her friends' questions but nothings was working in her favor. She felt that every thing around her was conspiring against her.
Armaan tried to start his enquiry by asking further question to Jiah but Atul moved forward to push a waiter towards Jiah , causing juice to fall on her clothes. Atul said "Oh'see what have you done". Waiter said " I m sorry sir'.I mean mam". Atul said "its ok u may leave."" Why don't you go and use the wash room? I'll show u the way". Atul left with Jiah and Nikki was left alone to face five pairs of eyes, her one and only support Atul also not with her.
Armaan moved forward to sort out the confusion with Nikki but she was too nervous to even face her most beloved friend. Suddenly all lights went out which made the place so dark that no one could see who was standing besides them. Sudddenly Someone shouted "Please all of you stay where you are. It's a power failure and we are soon going to start the generator". The Light comes back but Nikki had disappeared from Armaan's vision. All tried to search for her but soon understood that she had left.
In the meanwhile Atul called on Jiah's phone from the reception and said to her "Mr. Bakshi wants to meet you right now at Star hotel regarding a business proposal". This trick of Atul worked out and he was able to send Jiah from this party but he found himself caught by all his friends around him. Armaan asked him "U know everything right ?". Atul couldn't lie to Armaan so he simply noded a yes. "Then why didn't u tell us champ" Armaan asked in a furious mood. Atul replied "Nikki doesn't want to tell you about this and I m just helping her". Armaan just turned around and said to Atul "Helping her by hiding the truth.I can't believe that my friends have been lying to me from so long". Atul put a hand on Armaan shoulder and said "I don't want to but I m doing this only because Nikki wants me to do this. I don't want her to loose trust on me also, she has already lost it on herself". Armaan didn't want to listen the reason but Atul continued "Nikki has gone through a lots in these six months but she never allowed anyone to share her pain, not even me". Atul explains "I m trying to give her my support whenever she need so that she dosen't feel lonely. Now she needs our help rather than the question u all want to ask her". Atul pleaded with them "We all should give her some time n space to talk to us about this ,when she wants". Finally all agreed to what Atul said as he was the only one who had seen all her going through the hell.
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Nikki was walking on the road but didn't have the courage to go home or back to Sanjeevani, her friends might be waiting there for her to answer their question. She was not ready for it, but she needed someone right here with her who didn't raise question but listened to her quietly. The one and only name that came to her mind was Abhi. She dialed his no. on her mobile and before she hang, heard the voice which always gave her pleasure. Abhi asked "Nikki, are you alright" . He was worried as she had never talked and called him in the last six months . Even for emergencies she told the nurse to call him.
"I want to meet u right now" Nikki said, subduing her fast beat n her feelings which were flowing like crest n trough. She could feel that the intensity of her love for Abhi had not decreased with distance instead it made her to go weaker , craving for his love. She just hated these feelings as they never understand the bitter side of the situation that he was married n can't be hers in this lifetime. Abhi told her "U come to Sanjeevani.I m here" to which Nikki reluctantly answered "No, I can't talk to u there. Please come to mall road, I m waiting here. Please don't tell anyone that u r going to meet me". Abhi understood that there was something very serious happening n he assured Nikki that he was coming.
Abhi reached at the place but found no vehicle or person there. He called Nikki on her mobile "where r u Nikki??I can't find u". To which Nikki replied "Leave ur car there n take a left turn from signal, there is a small garden after 5 min walk. Ur car can't come here as its having a small path". She disconnected the phone. Abhi follows the path which Nikki told him and found one shadow standing there.
He spoke softly "Nikki". Nikki turned st the sound of his voice n looked at him in silence. Abhi again asked "Nikki... What happened?" Nikki tried to stop her tears from flowing down n asked him "Now u r happy. U got what u want." Abhi was confused "I m not getting what r u trying to say". Abhi innocence mades her more furious n she screamed "Now don't act as if u don't know anything. I know this is all ur plan to insult me in front of my friends". Abhi was shocked and asked her in calm voice "Will u please explain to me in clear words what happened?" Nikki asked in her fury "U have sent ur wife there to insult me". This line was enough for Abhi to understand what had happened as he knew Nikki hadn't told her friends about his marriage.
"What was Jiah doing there?" Abhi said in thinking the reason to which Nikki asked him "That's the same thing I want to know, what was she doing there?" Abhi looked up to sympathize with her situation and came forward to console her but she pushed his hands away. She was now able to stop her tears from flowing ,she asked "Why don't i deserve a single day of happiness in my life?...'Why??" Last one had totally broken her in body, mind and spirit. Abhi came forward but with Abhi's each step , Nikki steped backward. Abhi again raised his hands to stop her from crying but she once again pushed him away. She asked "Why all the people I loved r leave me, first u and now my friends?.....Why??" She starts sobbing loudly n this time he catches her in his arms and hold her tight against him.
She tried to hit him hard on the chest to free herself but he hold her tightly. Her attempts at hitting kept loosing force n finally she kept her head on Abhi's chest. He started moving his hands up n down her back to sooth her . She had poured her heart's feeling out in her tears after so long, and could feel the burden which was she carrying for six months had lightend by just one hug. She was never able to share her pain with anyone not even her friends but why things were so easy in front of Abhi. The person who hurt her most was the only one with whom she could share her pain without any fear. This was something which she couldn't understand up till now.
Both stood quietly for a long time hugging each other possessively. The feelings which were stored deep inside their hearts, started showing in their actions. Abhi held her tight in his arms n Nikki hide her head in between his shoulder n chest. Nikki nose touching his bare neck which arose feelings in Abhi to feel her more. Abhi dug his head in her hair to get to feels her ,he had missed her badly for the past six months. Now, both were completely lost in each other and both lifted their heads in attempt to move closer to the other. They both forgot their pain n wanted to be like this forever. Abhi's nose touched Nikki n both wanted each other so desperately that they could die for it also. Abhi couldn't control his feeling for Nikki n put his lips on her. Even she couldn't stop her feelings n responded to him with hunger. It took a few second for Nikki to realizes what was happening n she drew herself back. Abhi opened his eyes n saw Nikki with tears glistening in her eyes, standing far from him. He felt as if someone had taken his life from him. His eyes begged her for love which she couldn't return and she turned her face to compose herself. He lowers his eyes n run his fingers in his hair in reaction of rejection from his own love.
Abhi had always lived alone, with no friends or relatives in his life but had never felt lonely. He always loved to live alone as he enjoyed his independence n wanted to take all his life decision without any one interrupting and advicing him. He was a very ambitious person n nothing was more important in his life other than work, he wanted to excel in everything in which he put his foot. But everything had changed after Nikki came to his life, his whole perception towards life had changed . The person whose life had no room for emotions n feeling had slowly started changing since he met Nikki. Nikki was totally opposite in nature to him ,she gave preference to love more than her own career which was difficult for Abhi to understand. She was one girl who gave up every precious thing of her life without expecting anything in return. For him it was stupidity, she was ready to give her career to the one (Armaan) whom she loved or not, she didn't even know. Every time he tried to understand her, he was spell bound with her courage to give up her desire with a smile. Abhi himself doesn't realize that Nikki had slowly left a great impact on him which attracting him towards her.
From the last six month, Abhi felt loneliness which made him more reserved than before. His loneliness made him miserable from inside which he couldn't share with anyone as he had no friends n relatives. First time in life he hated the fact that he was alone, which he used to enjoy earlier. The distance from Nikki made him feel unwanted n undesirable for the world.
It takes few minutes for Abhi-Nikki to control their feelings n talk about the matter for which they were here. "Are u ok now" Abhi asked in concern. Nikki replied with lowered eyes n hardly audible voice "humm". They both blurt out "Sorry" simultaneously which made their eyes meet again. To avoid the awkwardness Abhi asked "What they asked u Nikki?" this brought the whole incident back to her mind. She realized why she was here. She told him what had happened in the party. He told her that it all happened because of him but he has no idea about Jiah's presence in the party. He himself got the invitation of the party but dropped the idea as he knew it would create problem for her. How Jiah came to the party as she had not even the invitation for the party. The invitation was only for Sanjeevani staff, he didn't know how she got it . Abhi thought hard than said "May be she found my invitation card to enter the party." Abhi feels guilty "I m sorry Nikki, if I knew that I would have definitely stop jiah to go for the party". Nikki replied "Its ok, I know its not your fault. I have to be a little more cautious". Abhi was amazed to hear this , how was it that she always understood him so easily when other not even sympathized with him.
"Now what next??" he asked her what she was goin to do now. She said "All r very angry with me. I don't know what m I going to do. Please Abhi will you go from Sanjeevani for sometime. In the meanwhile I will settle the matter here." Abhi stared at her unbelievingly,after all that happened btw them she still love and care for him. Abhi couldn't stop himself for asking "Why do u still care for me? U want to save me from ur friends' foul mood why? At this time u have to think about urself but u r thinking about me." Abhi came forward n cupped her face with his hands n begged "Please Nikki think about urself not me. Don't worry about me. Just put the blame on me, I'll handle it. I m not going to leave u in this situation to suffer alone". Nikki gets teary hearing this, he was always there for her even when she didn't expect him.
Abhi n Nikki spent whole night in the garden while sitting in silence. Nikki was not ready to go home n Abhi knew that very well. Both were quite but still giving each other strength to fight. They were not conversing but still were there for each other.
It was difficult for both of them to make ppl understand why they loved each other ,as it was a sin in the eyes of other. All looked at their love as a crime but only the two of them knew how much they feel for each other but can't express it as its against the norm of culture.
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