Joined: 31 May 2010
OMG! AR uniting. When I watched today's episode,i cried my hearts out in the bathroom. How can the CV's do this? So to cheer my fellow siddhimaaholics. I'm writing another OS. This OS will concentrate on the current track. Please comment/criticize whatever you want. Enjoy!
Eternalsiddhima's OS (SR): Choosing the right path
Sid and Armaan both are in Sanjeevani and are thinking about their conversation.
Armaan thinks: Janta hun Sid. Tum Riddhima ko impress karna chahoge. Lekin aand me jeet sirf Armaan Malik ka hi hoga.
Sid on the other hand also thinks about their conversation
Sid thinks: Mujhe daarne ke liye koi zarurat nahi. main Riddhima ki pati hoon. Mujhe competition karne ke liye zarurat nahi. aur karke kya fayda, aand me Riddhima ko hi chunna parega, ki who kiski ki saat apna pure zindagi bitaygi, chahe ki woh Armaan kyun na ho. Maine kabhi bhi Riddhima ko force nahi kiya mere paas rehne me. Uska dill kisko chahta hai woh sirf uska dill hi janta hai. Maine Riddhima se vaada kiya tha ki main usse iss imtehaan me saath dungi. I can only show her the door, she is the one who has to walk through it. Humesha chahti thi ki haalat chahe jo kuch bhi ho, at the end of the day Riddhima mera bahon me daur kar aaye. Main ek aisi insaan hoon jo haalat chahe jo bhi mere samne le aaye,main usse samna karne ke liye tayaar hoon, chahe woh meri pyaar aadhura kyun na karde.
Armaan thinks: Tum chahe jitna hi koshish karlo lekin humara pyar shadi ka bandhan aur phero se zyada mazboot hai, aur tumhe ye baat manne paregi.
Sid thinks: Armaan, tum tumhari hisaab se jao, main apni pyar, humari shadi ka bandhan, humari phere, aur upar waale ko vishwaas karti hoon.
They both have this determined look and they go to their respective work. Riddhima was taking rounds and suddenly her eyes met Sid. Sid was all happy and seeing this Riddhima became a little confused.
Riddhima: Yeh Sid itna khush kyun hai? Mujhe toh laga tha ki woh bohot gusse me honge? Shayad mujhe usse baat karni chahye.
Thinking that, Riddhima had a little smile growing on her tenderly face. A man from International Astronomical Department came and gave a envelope to Riddhima.
Man: Maam yeh aapke liye.
Riddhima: Lekin yeh kya hai?
Man: Aapke nam se ek star officially tay hai.
Riddhima: Lekin aapko koi ghalat fehmi hui hai. yeh maine nahin manga
Man: nahin maam, yeh aapke liye hi hai.
At that time Armaan enters
Armaan: Riddhima yeh tumhari liye hi hai
Riddhima looked at him, Armaan had a grin on his face, and he thanked the man and shook his hand. Armaan turned towards Riddhima
Armaan: Aaj se tumhara naam se ek taara hogi, aasmaan me tumhara naam se ek taara.
Riddhima: Armaan tum yeh mat soch na ki..
Armaan: Main kuch nahin soch rahi hoon. Yeh mere liye hai. jab main aasman me dekhungi, tab main tumhe dhund paungi.
And after saying that, Riddhima left from there and left a smiling Armaan. A few moments later, Riddhima was playing with the children at the children ward and Sid came and saw a smiling Riddhima having fun with the kids. The kids insisted on playing at the garden and Riddhima agreed. The kids signalled Sid to go there. It was all a plan. After that Sid was waiting for Riddhima to come. It was 8:15 pm and she's still wasn't coming. Then Sid and Riddhima both faced each other. Riddhima was a bit scared at seeing Sid there. Riddhima looked around and she didn't see any kids there
Riddhima: Bache kahan hai?
Riddhima: Toh ye sab tumhari plan thi mujhse milne ke liye.
Riddhima: dekho Sid, humari saath jo kuch bhi hua……. tum……..hum ek saath nahi reh sakhte..
Sid: sshhhh. yeh sab mat kaho. (clicks finger)
And all the lights glow up. Seeing all this Riddhima looked at Sid.
Sid: yeh humara sapno ka ghar. yahan humari living room, jahan hum dher saari baat kar sakhte hain, pyar bhari baate. Yahan hai humara kitchen, jahan hum humari favourite recipes banayenge, who pyari recipes. Yahan hai humara bedroom, jo suraj ki pehli roshni tumhari chehre me chah jaygi aur tumko glow karwaygi. ( slowly comes to the point where Riddhima is standing) Aur jahan tum khari ho wahan hai humara entrance, jahan har raat main tumhari intezaar karungi.
Riddhima: (tears in her eyes) Bas karo Sid, itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi tum…….. tum itne ache kyun ho? Sid main tumhari pyar ki kaabil nahi hoon.
And saying this Riddhima runs off leaving a puzzled Sid there. The words, 'tum itne ache kyun ho', kept ringing in his ears.
Sid thinking: kya main vakeh achi hoon? agar acha hota toh main Armaan ke saat larte nahin. Agar main acha hota toh main yeh challenge nahi karti. Riddhima, tum kaise keh sakti ho ki tum kisiki pyar ka kaabil nahi ho? Riddhima, tumhe bhagwan zindagi diye hai, aur who zindagi dete hai jeene ke liye, aise marne ke liye nahin. Tum ek aise ladki ho jo pyar ke bina, zindagi aadhuri reh jaati hai aur maine tumhe aisi halat me dekhi hoon. Ek ghalati ki vaje se tum zindagi rok si reh sakhti ho. tumhe pyar ki bohot zaruri hai. Riddhima, tumhari dill me kiska naam aur kiska chehra hai, yeh sirf tumhara dill jante hai. Mujhe tum se baat karni hogi, tumhe sab kuch rafa dafa karna chahye, 9 mahino tak tum tumhari dill ki baat ko tham ke rakha, aab aur nahi. iss baar hum dono janna chahti hai ki tumhari dill me kya hai. lekin isse pehle mujhe Armaan ki saat baat karni hogi.
Sid with a determined look went to Armaan to talk with him. Sid went to the locker room and saw Armaan there. Sid went to talk to him but Armaan ignored him.
Sid: Armaan mujhe tumse zaruri baat karni hai
Armaan: Mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karna
Sid: please Armaan, yeh Riddhima ki bare me hai
Armaan looked at him and then wanted to hear what he was trying to say.
Sid: Armaan, hum pehle dost the na?
Sid: Toh phir abhi hum kyun lar rahi hai
Armaan: ye larayi nahi hoti agar tum yeh baat samajti ki Riddhima sirf mujhse pyar karti hai.
Sid: Armaan, tumhi ne toh kaha tha ki jab tum Riddhima se pyar karti thi, tab main nahi tha, aur jab main Riddhima se pyar karti thi tab tum nahi the. Armaan hum dono Riddhima ko alag nazariya se dekhte hai, aur hum dono jante hai ki who hum dono ko bohot care karte hai. hum dono Riddhima ki khushi chahti hai.
Armaan: Sid tum kehna kya chahti ho?
Sid: main yeh kehna chahti hoon ki humko larna bandh karna chahye, Riddhima hum dono ko aisa dekhkar bohot udaas ho rahi hai. Aab pyar ki maamle me, Armaan tum janna chahti ho na ki uske dill me kaun hai?
Armaan: haan Sid
Sid: yeh main bhi janna chahti hoon. Main janti hoon ki tumne Riddhima ki saat baate ki, uski dill ki baat kehne ke liye. lekin who tab kahegi jab main uski saat shanti se beth kar usko samjhaungi. Armaan woh tumhe iss liye nahi batayi kyunki usko laga ki agar woh keh degi toh woh shayad patni banne farz nahi kar paygi. lekin agar main usse theek se samjhau toh woh thandi deemag se apni dill ko sunnkar shayad humko keh degi, usse sochne me freedom milegi.
Armaan thinks and agrees with Sid. Sid then puts his hand on Armaan's shoulder.
Sid: Armaan, woh bohot bari confusion me hai, aur woh iss confusion me thi jab se tum vapas ayi, 9 mahino ho gaye hai aur woh aaj bhi iss confusion me pari hui hai, main Riddhima ko aur confused nahi dekhna chahti, main usse khush dekhna chahti, uske ke saar jisse who bohot zyada pyar kare. aisa lag raha ki uski dill ka ek side tumse pyar karti hai aur dusri side me mujhe, lekin ek dill, do insaan ko to nahi pyar kar sakta. iss liye, please mujhe sir kuch vaqt do usse baat karne ke liye, phir dekhna woh tumhe apna dill ki baat zarur kahegi. please yeh mat sochna apni pyar ko jeet ne liye yeh saab kar rahi hoon. 3 zindagi ki sawal hai Armaan. lekin mere liye sirf Riddhima ki khushi kafi hai.
Armaan smiles at him and both hugged each other and regained their friendship.
Armaan: jao, aur theek tadha se samjhana. aab sab kuch tere haath me.
Sid has a determined look and heads off to see Riddhima. Riddhima was heading off to Shilpa's house but Sid took hold of her hand.
Riddhima: Sid…. kya kar rahe ho?
Sid: please Riddhima, mere saath aao.
Riddhima: kahan le jaa rahe ho?
Sid: ek jaga jahan hum thande dimaag se baat kar sakhte hain.
Hearing this Riddhima quickly understood what he meant and he went with him to his car. Sid was driving the car and thinking
Sid: Riddhima, aaj toh main tumhe bohot bada lecture doongi lekin jo main bolunga woh bohot important hai, tumhari iss confusion ko clear karna, shayad bhagwaan hi mujhe responsibility diye hai. kaise naa degi? jiss dinse tumhari ateet ke bare me jana uss dinse tumhari zindagi meri responsibility thi. abbhi tumhari zindagi meri responsibility hai. jaise main apni responsibilities nibha ke aayi hoon, iss baar bhi wahi karungi.
Riddhima: kaise? kaise Siddhant? tum itni calm kaise reh sakte ho? kya tumhari dill mujhse itna pyar karti hai ki main tumhari saath jo bhi kuch kiya, usko bhool kar tum phir bhi mere saath aage badhna chahte ho? Lonavla me toh tumne pure dunya ulta kar di thi. iss bar jab meri ghalati hui hai tab tum itne calm ho? Tum itne ache kyun ho Sid? Kyun?
They arrive at the place. Sid slowly brought Riddhima out of the car. There was a beautiful fountain, the trees were slowly moving because of the breeze, she closed her eyes and felt the air and she turned around to look at Sid. Sid had a big smile on his face and Riddhima smiled at him too. Riddhima slowly coming close to him
Riddhima: ye jaga toh bohot achi hai Sid. It's a really beautiful place.
Sid: I know
Sid took hold of her hand and brought her to the fountain and sat her.
He sat beside her, and then slowly they sat facing each other. Sid kept looking at the water flowing and Riddhima kept looking at Sid with love and affection
Riddhima: Toh kya baat karna chahte ho tum?
Sid: Riddhima jo baat main kehne jaa rahi hoon, woh bohot important hai, to hiss liye tumhe kaan khol kar sunna parega, kyunki yeh tumhari zindagi ki sawaal hai.
Riddhima was a bit tensed at to what was coming but Sid knew she is feeling tensed
Sid: Riddhima, tension mat ho, main sirf ek advice dena chahti hoon, jo baat mujhe bohot pehle batana chahye tha.
Riddhima looked at him and concentrated on him.
Sid: Riddhima, zindagi kabhi kabhi hume aise mor par le aate hai, jahan hume aage badhne ke liye saare darwaaza bandh ho jaate hai. tab hume aaspaas kya ho rahe hai, woh hume ehsaas nahi hota. tab hum upar waale se madat maangte hai. pehle hum yeh soch te hai ki woh itna buri hai jo hume aisi imtehaan me phasa deti hai, lekin aand me jab hum uss kathinayi ko paar kar deti hai toh bohot acha lagta hai. Riddhima, aaj tum jo imtehaan me ho woh sirf tumhi paar kar sakhte ho, iss baar main tumhari saath nahi hoon, sirf tum aur upar wale. Riddhima, I can only show you the door, you're the one who has to walk through it.
Riddhima had a tear in her eyes which she is trying very hard to stop it, but Sid's soothing words is melting that obstacle already.
Sid: Riddhima, tagdeer ne hum teeno ki saath bohot acha aur bura khel khela. jab Armaan thi, tab tumhe pyaar ka ehsaas hua. Ek dusre ko bohot gehra pyar karne lage, phir tagdeer ne tum dono ko alaag kar diya. Phir tagdeer ne mujhe tumhari zindagi me le aayi. bohot larte the hum, phir ateet ke bare me jan kar tumhari saath di, tumhari pyar ko dhundne ke liye, phir tagdeer ne humko miladi, humari marzi ke bina, shadi ki tumse taake log tum aur tumhari pariwaar ka izzat ka falooda na karde. Forced Marriage. aur iss safar me, dukh bhi hui, aur pyar ka ehsaas bhi.jab hum dono iss shadi ko kamiyaab banana chaha tab tagdeer ne Armaan ko vapas bheja. Aur uss vaqt se hum dono ek imtehaan me the. Mera imtehaan tha ki main tumhari pyar ke paas bhejdoon, taake tum dono sadah ke liye milan ho jao, ya phir yeh shadi ko intact rakhkar, shadi ko kamiyaab karoon, phir socha ki main apni payr ki khushi ke liye, apni pyaar ko kurbaan kar dungi. Aur yahan tum, ye soch kar ki kya tum abhi bhi Armaan ke liye kuch feel
karti ho? Kya tum mere saath do gi aur iss shadi ko kamiyaab karogi, ya phir uss insaan ke paas jaogi jo tumhe pyar karna sikhaya. Aur yeh choose karne me aur bhi hard hua kyunki tum Armaan ke liye bhi kuch feel karte ho, aur mere liye bhi. Aur ye imtehaan, aaj bhi tum suffer kar rahe ho. Lekin Riddhima, yeh confusion tum uss waqt nikal sakhte ho, (clasps her hand) jab tum tumhari dill ko sunoge.
Riddhima felt so understood, the feelings that she could not tell to anyone, Sid is pulling every words out of her heart. It's like Sid could hear what her heart is trying to say to her all the time.
Sid: Riddhima, tumhari dill kisko chahta hai, ye woh bohot achi tadha se janti hai. (Sid looks at the water of the fountain) ye paani dekh rahi ho?
Riddhima eyes were swelling with tears and she looked at the water.
Sid: tumhari dill, iss paani ki tadha hai. pure, clean, clear and visible to see. lekin jab main isse hila deti hoon, tab tum tumhari chehra theek se nahi dekh pate paani me, lekin jab ye settle ho jate hai, tab tumhari chehra clearly dekh sakte ho. Riddhima, your heart is agitated. tumhari dill me ek chehra hai jo woh chahti hai, iss paani ki tadha agar tum tumhari dill ko settle karo, toh tumhari jawaab aur iss imtehaan ko paar karne me raasta dhund paoge. Lekin kaise settle karoge? apni dill ko suno. iss liye main chahti hoon ki tum, kuch dino ke liye sanjeevani se chutti lo. aur Shilpa ke ghar me thandi dill se socho. (funnily says) Thandi dill se kyunki tumne dimaag se bohot soch liya. aab tumhe dill se sochna parega. Riddhima, main nahi chahti ki tumhara patni banne ka farz, tumhari soch me na aaye. bhool jao ki tum mujhse shaadi ki, bhool jao ki tumne mere saat phere li. Iss baar, main chahti hoon kit um sirf apni dill ki suno. Yeh dill bohot kuch kehna chahti hai tumse. tumhari dill jisko chahti hai, uski paas daur kar jao, kyunki dill kabhi ghalat nahi hoti, aur dill kabhi ghalati nahi karti.
Riddhima thinks: Sid… kya tum insaan ho ya bhagwaan? tumne aise kaise keh diya ki dill ki baat suno? kya tumhari dill andar se toot nahi rahi hai aisi baat karne me? tum kiss mitti se bane ho Sid? Meri khushi ke liye, kya kuch nahi kar rahe ho tum? Itna pyar kaise kar sakhte ho? kahan se mila itna pyar?
Sid with tears in his eyes, clasps her hand tightly
Sid: Riddhima, tumhe bhagwaan zindagi diya hai jeene ke liye, marne ke liye nahi. Riddhima, tum ek aisi aurat ho jo sirf logo ko pyar karte hai, lekin ab main ek alag kisam si Riddhima ko dekh rahi hoon, ek mari hui aurat, jo nahi khushi janti hai, aur nahi pyar karna. Main chahti hoon ki woh purani Riddhima wapas aaye. jo sirf mann me pyar, aur hoto me muskurahat. I want you to be free. aur jab tumhe ye ehsaas hogi, kit um kiski saath apni puri zindagi bitaoge, tab tum daur kar uski bahon me lapet jaana, aur dill khol kar saree baat bata dena. Armaan ko sab bata dena.
At this point, Riddhima's eyes got widened and were brimming with tears. She looked at Sid with disbelief
Riddhima: Armaan ko kyun? Tum sunna nahi chahoge?
Sid: Main wahan nahi aana chahta.
Riddhima thinking: janti hoon tum kyun nahi aana chahte, tumhe dard hoga iss liye, ek baar bhi selfish nahi ho sakta ye ladka.
Sid: Main nahi aana chahta…..kyunki…….tumhe tumhari dill ki baat…..Armaan ko kehna……..aasaan hoga.
Riddhima got shocked at what Sid said to her.
Riddhima thinking: tum nahi aana chahti ho kyunki tumhe lagta hai ki mera dill ki baat Armaan ko kehna aasaan hoga? tumhe kya lagta hai ki Armaan sab kuch hai mere liye?
Sid (hiding his tears): toh Riddhima, yahi kehna tha mujhe tumse. Ek friendly advice, jo 3 zindagi ko chutki me theek kar sakhti hai aur 2 logo ki zindagi khubsurat bana sakhti hai. please think with your heart. aur mann lagake sochna. Ab chale?
Riddhima (wiping her tears): kahan?
Sid: Shilpa ki ghar. woh shayad tumhari liye wait kar rahi hai.
Riddhima looked at him with love and affection. Sid looked at her and gave a huge smile, which made her smile back.
Riddhima: Sid, janti hoon ki aaj tumne job hi mujhe kaha, woh sab keh kar, tum andar hi andar toot rahe ho. lekin yeh advice, main zindagi bhar nahi bhool sakti.
They got up, took a look around and got into the car and started to drive to shilpa's house. Sid was driving and thinking
Sid: janti hoon Riddhima ki tumhari dill kisko chahti hai. toh kya hua mera pyar aadhura reh jaaye, main aisi sarak par khari rahoon gi jahan main tumhe khush dekh paungi.
Sid thought with a sad smile.
Riddhima kept looking at him and thought
Riddhima: I promise Sid, Armaan aur tum jaldi mera jawaab paoge.
Sid dropped Riddhima at Shilpa's house and both gave a good night hug. Sid left from there as quickly as he can so that Riddhima doesn't understand that he has tears in his eyes. And he drove off. Shilpa was waiting for Riddhima hand and foot
Shilpa: Riddhima di, aap kahan the?
Riddhima: Ek bohot important baate sunne ke liye
Riddhima (smiling): tum nahi samjhoge.
Shilpa: hmmmm. Sid ne aap se kuch kaha?
Riddhima: bohot important baat kaha.
Shilpa: Sid ek bohot acha insaan hai. mujhe toh uss din pata chal gaya tha jab maine pehli baar usse dekha. kya kya nahi kar rahi thi aap ko impress karne ke liye.
Shilpa: haan impress kar rahi thi aapko. lekin usse kya pata ki aap toh pehle sehi impress ho gaye the.
Shilpa: acha aap jaldi se fresh ho kar aayye, main humari liye dinner tayar karti hoon.
Riddhima: Shilpa, thodi ruko, hum ek saath dinner tayar karenge.
Shilpa felt like she found her world, making dinner with her sister.
Shilpa: of course. hum ek saath dinner banayenge, lekin aap jaldi se fresh ho kar aayye.
Riddhima: theek hai
Riddhima went to her room and she thought about what Sid had said, she went to bathe and wore a nice red color selwaar kameez. Shilpa and Riddhima had a nice evening and had a fun conversation. Riddhima thought
Riddhima: Shilpa itni bhi buri nahi hai. Responsible hai, ghar khud chalata hai, aur bohot achi aur pyara ladki hai.
Shilpa: Riddhima di, aab bohot der ho chuki hai, main aapki liye garma garam cappuccino banati hoon phir aap so jayye.
Riddhima: tumhe kaise pata ki mera favourite drink cappuccino hai?
Shilpa: kamal hai Riddhima di, aap hi ne toh teej me hi toh kaha tha ki apka favourite drink cappuccino hai.
Riddhima: oo haan!
Shilpa and Riddhima both had cappuccino and were talking
Shilpa: acha Riddhima di, if don't mind me asking, lekin sid apko kya bataya? main puch rahi hoon kyunki main bohot pareshan thi aapko aur sid ko dekhkar.
Riddhima: haan main tumhe woh saaree baat bataungi jo Sid ne mujhe kaha. Shayad jab tum zindagi me aisi mor par aao toh tumhe bhi kaam aajay.
Then Riddhima recalls all the moments where Sid gave her the best of the best advices. How Sid made her understand that she can live again with the one whom she loves wholeheartedly. Listening to all that Shilpa and Riddhima had tears in their eyes and Shilpa a smile on her face.
Riddhima: I know! ye sab sunkar kisiki aakhon me aasu aayga, Right?
Shilpa (sobbing): yeah! kitni achi advice diye hai Sid ne aapki liye.
Riddhima: haan! dad ke bad Sid hi hai jo mujhe samajhkar advice deti hai.
Shilpa: haan Riddhima di, har ek ladki ka sapne hoti hai ki ek achi pati pane ki saath saath, ek achi dost bhi mile. Agar main aapki ki jagah hoti, toh main Sid ko kabhi nahi chodti, chahe katheen se katheen imtehaan me bhi par jaun.
Riddhima looked at her with agreement.
Shilpa (funnily says): uff! that philosopher!
Shilpa: Sid! aur kaun?
Riddhima (laughing): What!
Shilpa: haan! kya advice diya hai aapko.
Riddhima: janti hoon.
Shilpa: vaise ek cheez hai jo ek normal insaan ko ek philosopher banati hai.
Riddhima smiled at her and Shilpa smiled back
Shilpa: aaj bohot baate hui hai, ab aap sone jayye, aur haan main bhi ye advice nahi bhulungi. good night!
Riddhima: good night!
After a few moments later, Riddhima, who was wearing a red night gown, was lying on the bed and kept reflecting to the advice Sid gave her. Riddhima got off the bed and went in front of the mirror to comb her hair at that moment she heard her reflection saying
Reflection: tum itne soch kya rahe ho?
Riddhima: tum kaun ho?
Reflection: I'm your heart Riddhima. jab Sid ne kaha ki tumhe tumari dill se sochna hoga, tab tum itne der kyun laga rahe ho?
Riddhima: main kaise sochu?
Reflection: Riddhima, jab Armaan the tab tumhe pyar ka ehsaas hua, pyar ko jana, tab kismat ne hum dono ko alag kar diya. main margayi thi, a loveless, lifeless woman who didn't know what happened around her. phir kismat ne Siddhant ko bheja, jo ek dost, ek humsafar bankar Armaan ko dhundne me madat kiya, shadi ho gayi tum dono ki, main ne uss waqt Siddhant ke liye kuch feel kiya tab kismat ne Armaan ko bhejha aur main do logo ke beech me atak gayi. Ek taraf se Armaan, jo tumhe pyar karna sikhaya, tumhe apni jaan se bhi zyada pyar karte hai. Aur dusri tarafse Siddhant, jo tumhari har mushkil me tumhara haat thama, tumhari chehre pe woh muskurahat wapas aane ke liye tumhari pyar ke paas le jana chahti thi, tumhari liye talwaar ka kata bhi khayi hai Riddhima! phir tumse shadi ki taake tumhari pariwaar ke izzat na lut jay, phir apni pyar ko kurbaan karna chaha taaki tum, jisse apni zindagi se bhi zyada pyar karte thi, uski paas jaane ke liye, taaki tum khush raho. Apni ateet ko apna kar, tumhe samjha, Armaan ko samjha, koi insaan kabhi bhi aisa nahi kar sakhta. Ab faisla sirf tumhari haton pe: uss insaan jo tumhari dill ko puri tadha se jaga le liya, ya phir usse jo tumhe dill se pyar karte hai, lekin uss pyar ke liye return me kuch nahi chaha.
The image came close to Riddhima and closed her eyes. She kept closing her eyes and all she could see was that chocolate brown eyes. When she opened her eyes she saw that the image was gone. And she kept closing her eyes and each time she closed, she could only see that chocolate brown eyes.
Riddhima: yeh aakhein sirf ek insaan ki ho sakhti hai.
A look of determination washes over her face. She kept smiling and she felt that the burden which was on her heart for 9 months has finally been lifted, she finally understood whom she wants, whom her heart endlessly loves.
She calls Armaan. Armaan at that night was having some chips and when he looked at who was calling, he jumped and quickly answered the phone.
Armaan: Riddhima, tum? kya hua sab theek to hai na?
Riddhima: sab theek hoga
Armaan: main kuch samjhi nahi.
Riddhima: sab samajh jaoge. kal sab duties khatam kar ke, mujhe basketball court me milna.
As Armaan cuts the call, he thinks
Armaan: kuch to baat hai, shayad Sid ne kamiyaab hogayi Riddhima ki dill ki baat batane me, mujhe apni dill ki baat kahegi, issi baat ka intezaar tha Riddhima.
The next day, Riddhima feels neither depressed nor stressed, but today she didn't see a shadow of Sid.
Riddhima: aaj sara din Sid ko nahi dekha, pagal kahikke
Finally, Armaan was waiting for Riddhima at the BB court, there Riddhima comes. Armaan had a slight smile on his face. They both stood face to face.
Armaan: tumne mujhe bulaya? I suppose ki tum mujhe bohot important baat kehna chahti ho.
Riddhima: Haan. Armaan,
Riddhima took a pause and started
Riddhima: tum mere zindagi me aayi ek dost bankar, phir tumne mujhe pyar karna sikhaya, hum ek dusre se pyar karne lage, bohot gehra pyar. phir uss din zindagi ne hume alag kar di. mujhe tumse alag kar di. phir me India wapas aayi. tumhari bina main ek mari hui zindagi jee rahi thi. naa koi emotions, aur naa koi feelings, phir airport pe ek insaan ke saath takraya, aur woh hai……. Siddhant. hum jhagarte the, larte the, bohot shaytani karte the. lekin jab mujhe pata chala kit um zinda ho, tab maine tumhe pagalo ki tadha dhundti rahi. Sid ne mera saath diya, tumhari bare me jana, apni puri zindagi dao par laga di, tumhe dhundne ke liye main ek dum pagal ho gayi, kitni baar mere jaan bachayi, taki main ek baar tumhara chehra dekh sakoon. Tumhari diya hua nupur ko wapas pane ke liye gundo ke haath se talwaar ka kata khayi hai. jab tumne kaha ki mujhe aage badhne ke liye, tab main puri tarah se toot gayi thi. tab papa ne mujhe shadi karwayi, Sid ke saath. Tab shadi ke din, maine Sid ke saath saree zindagi bitane ko soch kar, khudkhushi karna acha samjha, tab Sid ne phir se mere zindagi bachayi. taki mammi papa ko pata na chal jaye, lekin jaane anjaane me main ne Sid ko bohot hurt kiya, aur aaj bhi, jab bhi main ye soch ti hoon to regret karti hoon. lekin shadi ke baad, aahista aahista mujhe Sid ke liye kuch feel kiya. jab uski maa ne Sid ke liye ek ladki dekhne ko kaha, tab mujhe bechenisi feeling hui. main Sid ko kisi aur ladki ke saat nahi dekh sakti. jab Sid ko bhi mere liye kuch feel kiya, hum dono uss dinse iss shadi ko kamiyaab banana chaha. Tab tum wapas aayi.
Armaan had a drop of tear on his eye, he wanted to hear something but he was not mentally prepared for this. He kept smiling.
Armaan: aur uss dinse tum ek imtehaan me pari hui ho.
Riddhima looked at him.
Riddhima: Armaan, zindagi ne hum teeno ki saat bohot bura khel khela hai. lekin Armaan ye baat ye baat kisi na kisi din mujhe kehna hi tha. kal jab Sid ne mujhe samjhaya ki zindagi rok si nahi jati, bhagwaan hume zindagi di jeene ke liye, marne ke liye nahi. Armaan, truth is always bitter. Main janti hoon ki tumhe bohot dard ho rahi hai. aur ye baat mujhe bohot pehle keh dena chahye tha.
Armaan (wiping his tears): well, saala ne toh at least tumhari dill ki baat batane me kamiyaab hui.
Armaan and Riddhima: (*chuckling*)
Riddhima: Armaan, main janti hoon ki maine ye baat pehle keh diya tha, lekin tumhe aage badhna hoga. jaise maine aage badha, aab tumhe bhi aage badhna hoga. Life is all about moving on.
Armaan: I know Riddhima, don't worry about me. bas yehi janna chahta tha, ki kya tum abhi bhi mujhse pyar karti ho ya nahi. saale jaane anjaane me, tumhara dill jeet liya. yeh saala bohot acha insaan hai Riddhima, aur I'm very happy ki main uska dost hoon.
Riddhima with tears in her eyes, smiled at the smiling Armaan. Armaan cups his hand on her cheeks
Armaan: jao, jao uski paas, aur jabhi dekhoge tum usse, daur kar uski bahon me lapet jaana. aur dill khol ke apni who teen shabd bata dena.
Riddhima: yeh baat toh Sid ne mujhe bhi kaha tha, tum itna achi dost ho jo ek dusre ki baat bhi same hoti hai.
Armaan: (*laughs*) jao (*whispers*)
Riddhima felt like she won the game. Smiles for miles. But that smile starts to fade away as she started running, to find Sid. Armaan stood there, feeling happy and gave a silent sigh. She ran each and every corridor of sanjeevani
Riddhima: yeh Sid ki bachi, pura ka pura hospital dhund liya, lekin uska parchayi tak nahi dekha. itna marungi, itna marungi, ki uski maa bhi itna nahi marahoga. aaj pehli baar kisi stupid insaan ke liye sara hospital dhund rahi hoon. Siddhant Modi, aaj tum mere haatho se nahi bache gi.
Finally, in the Children's Ward, she found Jiggy.
Riddhima (panting): apne…....apne……..apne Dr……… Dr. Siddhant….. ko …….kahi….dekha hai kya?
Jiggy: Dr. Riddhima? aapko kya hua hai? ap itni zor se saanse kyun le rahi ho?
Riddhima (aggressively holds Jiggy's collar): (*shouting*) abbe, batao ki Sid kahan hai?!
Jiggy (scared look, fixing his glasses): woh…..woh……Sid….
Riddhima (getting angry): haan haan Sid kahan hai?
Jiggy (stammering): Woh….woh….uska ghar pe hai. aaj chutti le li thi.
Riddhima (shouting): kya ghar pe?!
Riddhima lets go of the collar. The whole hospital came to a standstill, seeing Ms. Hitler's reaction, whole of the staff members got scared as well as worried as to how she is going to deep fry Dr. Siddhant. Riddhima looked around; all the doctors as well as the nurses gave her a 'scared to death' look. Looking all of this Mrs. Mean Modi, grunts and storms out of there.
Nurse: mausam kharap hai, bechara Dr. Siddhant ki ghar me rockbottom tufan aane wala hai. Jiggy ye aapne kya kar diya?
Jiggy: aap kya karti, agar Ms. Hitler aapko ghis kar aapki ki collar khichti, toh aap shayad dar ke mare mar hi jaate, maine toh at least mujhe bachane ke liye, unki sawal ka jawab diya.
Nurses: theek hi kaha aapne, aab Dr. Riddhima disciplinarian hai, pata nahi humari kya haal hoga. I'll miss Dr. Siddhant being disciplinarian
Jiggy (sad look): yeah. I'll miss him too.
Jiggy: are? yeh kya? chalo kaam me chalte hai, chalo chalo chalo
After moments passed Riddhima rushes into the car and drives to the penthouse.
Riddhima: yahan main pure hospital ko dara kar aayi hoon, aur yeh ghar bethe aaram se din guzar rahi hai. usse dekh ke pata nahi kya karungi.
Riddhima reaches the penthouse and went to knock the door, but as soon as she knocks she finds out that the door is already opened. She storms in and finds out Sid wearing a white full sleeve T-shirt with blue jeans.
As soon as she saw Sid, all the anger, all that rush came to a halt. She kept on looking at Sid with dreamy eyes. That jet black hair all messed up, that chocolate brown eyes, that masculine structure of his face, that pink color lips, that T-shirt showing of his masculine body build, his hands casually into his pockets, standing there in front of her. Then she realized that she still needs to throw that anger she had for searching him like a mad woman.
Riddhima (angry): SIDDHANT!!!!!!
Sid (scared): whoa!!!!
Riddhima chased him all through the living room to the kitchen and back to the living room, there she threw all the pillows she found, and poor Sid had to dodge all of them. Then at the end Riddhima cornered him on the sofa and kept slapping him on his back.
Riddhima: KYA HAI?!!!!!!!!
Sid: tum mujhe mar kyun rahi ho?
Riddhima: kyunki tumne mujhe pure hospital ghumaya, main puri thara se thak gayi hoon. maine Jiggy aur saare staff ko daraya, ki shayad koi insaan unlogo ko zindagi me aisi nahi daraya hogi. gaari paglo ki tadha drive kiya main ne, sirf ye dekhne ke liye ki tum ghar me aaram se din guzar rahi ho?!
Sid: ab hogayi sari baat? ab ye batao ki tum ghar kyun aayi ho? kuch kaam
Suddenly Riddhima's anger comes to a halt. She looks at him with dreamy eyes, because she knows what's going to happen next. She slowly makes Sid get up from the sofa, takes a few steps away from him. And starts to talk
Riddhima: Siddhant, jab se tum mere zindagi me aayi ho, mere jeena haram kar di tumne
Sid (confused and sad): …….o..k……
Riddhima: tumhari jaise battameez insaan maine zindagi me nahi dekha tha.
Sid: Riddhima, kya tum yehi baat batane me….
Riddhima (interrupts): ssssshhhhh, bas chup raho, aaj main bolungi aur tum sunoge
Riddhima: haan kya main…?
Sid: haan haan continue, continue, (*says silently*) aur kya sunna hoga Mrs. Modi?
Riddhima: phir tumne jaise meri saath diya, Armaan ko dhundne me, maine apni dill me tumhari liye dost ki jaga banali.
Riddhima: phir tumne mujhe kitni baar meri zindagi bachayi…
Riddhima: phir humari shadi hui, aur honeymoon ke uss raat, maine tumhari liye pehli baar kuch feel kiya. phir jab tumne kisi aur ladki ko dekhna chaha, aisa lag raha tha ki tum mujhse door chali jao gi, mere dill me eh bechainisi feeling ho rahi thi, tab mujhe apni feeling ko express kiya, tumhari bahon me. phir Armaan aane waqt, jab tumne mujhse divorce papers bhejha, tab main puri tadha se tut gayi thi, aur lonavla me jab tumne mujhe aur Armaan ko ek saath dekha, tab mujhe aisa laga ki main ne tumhe kho di. haan ye sach hai ki Armaan ke liye mere dill ek special jaga hai, uss yado ko main kabhi bhul nahi paungi. haan, main ne Armaan ko 'I love you' bola, lekin tumne mujhe pyar ka matlab samjhaya. tumne humesha apni bare me nahi dusro ki bare me socha hai, tumne mere khushi ke liye apni pyar ko kurbaan karna chaha. Har ladki ka sapna hoti hai, ki uski life me ek acha pati ki saath saath, ek acha dost bhi mile. jo insaan, mere ateet ko itna aasani se apna manliya, jo insaan mujhe aur mere feelings ko samjha, mujhe sahi raasta dekhane me guide ki, humesha mere saath diya. Main uss insaan se pyar kaise na karoon? Tum sirf mere dost aur pati nahi ho Sid, tum pati parmeshwar ho. mere priority list me pehla naam tumhari hai. mere din sirf tumse shuru hota hai, aur tumse khatam. I LOVE YOU SIDDHANT MODI!
Sid, looked at her with tears in his eyes, and shocked. He looked at her with his mouth open, and kept staring at her.
Sid (shocked): Is this the woman who was a living breathing dead body when I first saw her? Is this the woman whose eyes showed only pain and sorrow for the lost of her love? Is this the woman whose heart was shattered to a million pieces and would take a lifetime to make it a whole again? Is this the dead, heartbroken woman that he married? And if I saw her like that, is this the woman who's now confessing to me after 9 months of the battle between her mind and her heart? And now she's saying that I'm the one who taught her to live again? I'm the one who taught her to love again, the one who taught her the meaning of love? I'm the one who made her heart whole again? I'm the one who brought that love in her eyes which only showed enormous amount of pain? Am I dreaming?
Riddhima (anxious): I think it's a good time to say something.
Sid (crying): main ne sapne bhi nahi socha ki tum, jo pehle tute hue the, jiski aakhon me sirf dard hi nazar a raha tha, jiski dill, dimaag aur aatma kisi aur ki naam the, phir se kabhi pyar kar sakte hai, aur woh bhi mere saat? Main ne ek mari hui auraat ko pyar karna sikhaya, aur uska dill jeet liya, kab main iss ladki ko pyar kiya mujhe khud nahi pata, aur itna pyar….. I LOVE YOU……. sooooo much!!!!
Riddhima's eyes were full of tears and in emotional outburst she ran hard and hugged Sid tightly. And Sid tightly hugged her back.
Riddhima (still in his arms): tumne kaha tha na? ki main jisko pyar karungi, uski paas daur kar uski baho me lapet jaun? Armaan bhi yahi baat mujhe keh rahi thi, tum dono ka baate bhi same hoti hai. ab dekho main jisse pyar karti hoon, uski paas daur kar uski bahon me hoon.
Sid: sala……(*laughs*). I love you.
Riddhima: I love you too.
Riddhima looked up and looked at his eyes, both kept coming closer till there noses touched, and then Riddhima kissed his awaiting lips and filled her heart with love, like and empty glass being filled with water. Riddhima wrapped her arms around Sid's neck and deepened her kiss like she was waiting for this kiss for eternity. Riddhima's lower leg started rise up, like a normal girl would do when she feels love. Both kissed each other with fiery passion and the need for air parted them both. When Sid opened his eyes, the first thing that caught his eye was the reaction of her leg. Sid smiled widely. When Riddhima opened her eyes Sid could see the same fiery passion in Riddhima's eyes which he had in his.
Sid: ab tum per niche rakh sakti ho.
Riddhima felt embarrassed and blood was gushing to her cheeks. Riddhima looked up at his eyes
Riddhima: Sid, emotions were stirring in my heart, aur sach bataun?
Riddhima: yeh pehli baar hua hai.
Sid: Wow! nice. I'm the first one to kiss you then?
Riddhima blushed to a tomato red and hid her face on his chest.
Riddhima: I love you so much, no one will be able to love you like me.
Sid: I know. I love you too.
Riddhima was feeling peace and tranquillity in his arms. It's like her whole body was light because of the obstacle she passed. She felt like she was flying.
Sid: acha Mrs. Riddhima Siddhant Modi. tum keh rahe the na ki tum bohot thak gaye ho. Chalo, humari room me chalte hai, tum fresh ho jao, main tumhari liye cappuccino banati hoon. aur haan! aaj ke baad sab kuch theek hoga.
Riddhima: I know. and I'll make sure it'll happen.
Sid swept her off her feet and carried her to their bedroom, and when nightfall came, they both slept peacefully in each others arms.
P.S. this'll be my last OS. As the show's ending, my time at I-F will be ending. please a request, if anyone knows how to deactivate my account, pls pm me. it's urgent, LAST REQUEST FROM MY SIDDHIMA FANS!
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