Love the song
Siddhant Modi loves from the soul, and he loves his Ridz deeply, unconditional and it seepes from the soul, and increases each day and burns to the higest level
"I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.." If any words are capable of describing Siddhant Modi, and his love for Riddhima, it'd be those words. Thank you so much for posting them Lennie. Sid is just an ordinary man with an extra-ordinary heart....and how priceless is that ?
She's so precariously placed between laying to rest her past and looking out for her future that her present seems to be slipping out of her reach.
I think this sums up Ridz on the whole in what she is doing, and yes like you i do believe she wants to reach out to Sid, but she isnt being able to at this moment
Her present is tilting which she isnt realising, and that present is her future She knows he's hurting, but she can't do anything about it right now. She's just trusting and hoping that like everytime, their love sails them through.
Sid is still being understanding that he gets she is worried about Armaan even he is but he knows when to seperate it from other priorities but this time Sid is seeing more then he should now at the party and also that he wanted to go to this party coz she wants to talk to Armaan, still Sid understood - and all he wants is his wife to care for him at times and be concertrate on them as well, not her whole focus on Armaan, when Sid sees he is fine for now, whilst we know Ridz sees something is up with Armaan and what he is doing I know. And thats not a crime is it ? He's not asking her to let him take over her life, but to give him a couple of moments once in a while when he's her only focus.
Sid's heart is pricking so much, and it has done for ages but he has understood the whole thing, thats why he lets it prick at him coz its not a big deal and he doesnt want to burden his feelings on Ridz and give her more pain, but now it come to be painful, and he is hurting day by day and i fear that Sid will slip away, coz Sid's heart and Sid's faith and trust esp faith once its broken takes a long time to gain and put back together, and we know and saw this on the wedding day and what happened afterwards, Ridz unknownly made Sid feel unworthy coz she would rather die then marry him, and if this is the path we are heading, coz Sid said yesterday does he even matter to her, where exactly do i fit in, am i not worthy for your care and concern etc I couldn't agree more. Siddhant Modi would never burden the woman he loves with his pain when she's hurting so much himself, but his pain has reached a point where he can't handle it alone anymore. He needs her to be there for him now, like he's always been there for her.
For Siddhant Modi and his love for Ridz, for who he is and the kind of man in love he is, that he loves his wife deeply from the soul, and he wants is for her to be happy and for that he will go to any length even if that means living a life without a life in it, Sid can live his life with emptiness and loneliness but live just to know Ridz is happy wherever she is and whom with, if there ever came a time like this
"I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. "
"She was my dream. She made me who I am, and holding her in my arms was more natural to me than my own heartbeat. I think about her all the time. Even now, when I'm sitting here, I think about her. There could never have been another."
Lennie, I can't tell you how much I love reading your thoughts. Riddhima is Sid's dream, and he'll live without that dream if he thinks that she'd be happier without him. Because thats the kind of love he has for her-she's his heart, and you cannot hurt their heart, can you ?