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Meant To Be
RIDDHIMA'S P. O. V.
Some things I never understood about him...............
like the fact that he mysteriously complimented her every time she was wearing red........
That was supposed to be my thing.
I remember he said that i was the only girl that looked good in red....
I still blushed at the thought......
Well, how foolish I was then.
if only I knew then that taking him for granted wasn't what I should do!!
Heck! He loved me so much and what did I do to him????
Get married to SID
Come on man I always took him as a great friend but marriage was out of hand.
But I did it for my dad.
Now that I think of it he was pro baby always wrong...
I still remember mine and Sid's honey moon!!!
There was absolutely NOTHING "HONEY" about it!!!
True we had the moon but still I know I missed my first love like crazy!
It never felt the same in Sid's arms as it did in his!
I felt a sense of belonging ans security...........
I was Soho STUPID then!
Only, now I wish i could rewind time and set things straight!!
Now I have NO BODY!!
Because of my crazy confused feelings and selfishness.
I wanted bothhim and Sid.
God I was insensibly confused and selfish.
I still remember that night when me and him shared a really close moment.
Me and ARMAAN..
As beautiful his name, his smile, and he was.
That was how beautiful that night was.
I remember that i told him to move on at least hundred time but Little did I know that it was always me that held him back!!
I am actually glad my so - called sister but in and started taking responsibility for my love...
I was so jealous when I saw Shilpa with Armaan cuz some where in side of me I never wanted him to move on.
It was always my in security toward both men that I ended up loosing them.
Sid ended up divorcing me because stuff really wasn't working out.
Every time I was with Sid I would talk bout Armaan and hurt his feelings and when with Armaan Sid was always on my mind hurting Armaan as well.
I wonder if I ever did any thing right??
Well, I know I am doing the right thing right now....
Confessing to my self of the horrid person I used to be!!
All I want now is Armaan........
And I know he wants me too...................................
SHILPA'S P. O. V.
And then that is whenI knewI had fallen straight for his amazing and perfect personality.........
he was just perfect for me.
he had all the qualities I wanted. Every thing.....
Voh pyaar hi kya jo aap ki hifaazat na kar sake
Armaan is more then capable of protecting me and my soul.
I felt complete in his company and I hope he feels that same wayy for me!!
Taday I was going to confess..
THE SHILPA has fallen in love..
If only he loves me back then life would be perfect!
I don't even want my snobbish sister who never gave a damn about me.
Sorry to be rude but for some reason she sends fury down me.
I never thought i would sayy this for my sister for whom I was living for all these years but after what she did to Armaan I don't think I will ever be able to forget her......
N I love Armaan wayy too much.
Even though he was always harsh with me I never complained.
I was used to it all my life being loving in an orphanage ppl at school wouldn't sore me a day with out being torn and torn to pieces because I didn't know my last name or my identity.
After years I figured out that i was a Gupta.
How I wish I would be a Mallik soon.
I felt my cheek turn red immediately.
For now I am heading towards his cabin..................
Armaan's P. O. V.
"I need u Armaan I need u more then ever. I know I was stupidby dumping ur love for Sid cuz of my dad but Armaan I have realizednow! inhave realised that u r all I have Armaan..... Will u please accept back into ur life....."
I heard her sayy to me..... Funny isn't it one week ago \i would be over whelmed with those words and not thinking into anything would have pulled her so close to my heart......
But now it was different.
Now I was having a certain different feelings for SHilpa.
I couldn't help but think of her beautiful smile even in the most complicated of situations.
How I wish she was here to support me right now..
N then god granted me my wish for the first time in my life.
The door smacked opened and there entered my angel in disguise......
Her slender and perfect figure complimented the dress I difted her on her birthday.
I remeber how I couldn't stoop my self from giving her a peck on her cheek that dayy.
She still looked ravishing.
I jumped out of my thoughts when I herad Shilpa say, " Sorry I guess i came at the wrong time."
But that couldn't be happening I held on to her hand and pulled her back towards me sayingg, " I want u to stay Shilpa." And smiled at her.
I re call her saying in her chirpy voice that its my smile she likes the most.
She smiled back at me cauing me to sigh, and I turned and faced Riddhima still holding Shilpa by her waist.
" look Riddhima I am really confused right now and I seriously need to sort my feelings out I will talk to you later okay." I said, and walked right out of MY cabin leaving both the girls there.
I can't believe Shilpa and Riddhima are sisters.
They are both so different from eachother..............
How badly Riddhima had insulted her when she told her the truth.
Where was I them??
My heart told me??
I was walking behind Riddhima trying to tell her it will be alright.
Not once did I think of how brken Shilpa might be.
I hated myself this very moment.
I fekt her walk behind me.
Her scent always gave her away.
Sheput her warm and comforting ands over my eyes.
And imidietly I said Shilpa.
She took her hands off my face and turned towards me with a frown.
And I chuckled a little at her expression.
"What happened in there Armaan" She asked me with genuine concern written on her face.
I couldn't hold it in anymore and I pulled her armas fiercely close to my body.
Wrapping her in the sheild of my embrace.
SHILPA'S P. O . V.
I wish he would stay like this forever.
I don't know what had caused him to this act of his but I loved it.
I felt him dig his face deeper in my neck and breathing heavily in my hair.
Every thing was perfect!
I dug my headin closer in the crook of his neck to feel more heat, and comfort.
He graped onto my waist tighter and started planting a few kisses on the exposed part of my neck.
I moaned in delight as he started to pull down the strap of my sleeve less dress.
His kisses continued on my shoulder all the wayy down to my arm.
Slowly but steadily he brought his lips just under my jaw and licked me.
I couldn't take it anymore and pulled his lips on mine.
ARMAAN'S P. O. V.
And now I was sure of her feelings for me.
I am glad Riddhima came and talked to me today cuz then I would have never realised moy feeling s for Shilpa.
I loved her beyond any boundary and I knew she would never leave me like Riddhima.
I trusted her too much.
As my lips reached he jaw I knew she was beginning to get restless.
Though I didn't think she would take the initiative to pull my lips on hers seh took me by surprise.
As she kissed me slow.y and gently I recovered from my shock and kissed her back.
I begged for entrance in her mouth buy rolling my toungue on her bottom lip.
She did as told and in no time we were fiercely kissing eachother exploring different passages.
As we let otu to breath I pulled her in a hug again aving her from embarrassment and said the three words I knew she was dying to hear.
LOVE YOU SHILPA!!!
And that was it for both of us as she slid her tongue back into my mouth.
I was more than happy and we were ahpily kissing away in Sajeevani's recreation room when I heard several sarcastic clapps.
WE parted and serched for where the sound came from.
And I saww Riddhima standing there with a smik on her face clapping.
'Vaah Shilpa Vaah, Tum toh kamaal ki behen nikli!! Aponi hi behen ki peeth ke peeche vaar kar luya!! U noe how much I love Armaan and still u seduced him into kissing u!!!!! U are nothing but a S***'
I couldn't believe that woman and urged closer to her.
I pulled my hand back tight and slapped her across the face.
She stood there speechless and I turned to look for Shilpa.
But she was no where to be seen.
the only thing I did is .....................................
SHILPA'S P. O. V.
I couldn't believe myself!!!!
I was kissing Armaan and got lost of my senses.
I didn't deserve him.
He deserved better.
Riddhima Di was right I am a S***!!!
The tears kept rolling down my face and I cried bitterly.
I walked aimlessly on the road not stopping to say sorry to those who I bumped into.
ARMAAN'S P. O. V.
I watched in horror as the car approached Shilpa infull speed and with out thinking I leaped towards her and pulled her hard on to my chest.
She was still clueless.
I pulled her into a rib crashing hug and kept saying I love yous in her ear.
I slowly walked her back to Sanjeeani and took her to my cabin.
She hadn't yet said a word and that was worrying me.
As I went to reach for my frist adi kit becuase og a cut on her arm she spoke.
"Dont love me Armaan."
I didn't know whether to be happy she spoke or be hurt at what she said.
"Shilpa how can that be?? I LOVE YOU and I can't change that!!"
"Armaan don;t love me please Armaan see I dont deserve it Riddhima di is right I am noting but an attention seeker. I stole u from her."
This girl has really been through a lot in her life and now she has started to doubt her self too.
"Look Shilpa, it is not u who stole mr from her it is HER who me from her. It was her all along. Shilpa i love YOUU!! DO u understand???"
I asked her pleading that she would understand my feelings that I have for her.
Instead of what I thought she would do she knelt down beside me and looked into my eyes.
She cupped my face and put her lips right back onto mine.
I smiled thorugh the kiss and kissed her back with all that I felt.
All my emotion and passion rose up.
Myhands started to carress her her legs trough her leggings under her drss.
She moaned in pleasure and now I was lying down on her on my coldtiled floor.
Still kissing her my hands started to trace her body curves and reacher to her shoulders.
I pulle her strap down revealing a bit of her bossom and started planting soft kisses on her neck and shoulder.
Before I could let it get too far I pulled away and fixxed my slef while she fixe her self.
i did her drssing and we headed out side to meet. Riddhima.
After our little confrontation of telling her how much \i loved Shilpa and that I had moved on she didn't seem to accept it.
So me and Shilpa decided to take a break from her and headed out side to the Sanjeevani parking lot.
AS soon as possible I pulled her in a hug and stayed there for a while.
and the finally...........
"I love you too Armaan"
I heard her syy.
My joy knew no boundaries and so Once agian I submerged my desieres in a lip lock again.
I couldn't hold it in anymore and asked her if she would like to spend the night at my place.
She agreed too quickand we were off to my house.
As we changed in our night clothes I couldn't help but laugh at Shilpa in my baggy clothing.
I pulled he on the bed and kissed her forhead and mumbled a good nite.
As she snuggled deeper into my chest weboth fell asleep.
We were always meant to be.
ARSH ARE MEANT TO BE!!!
Hello all my dear readers!!!
This was like a really lame attempt of a one shot!!
Do tell me how you felt.
N sorry for tose peoples feeling I have hurt by making Riddhima was bad but trust me I was planning to ake her good but all my ANTI - RIDDHIMA came out on the paper.
i mean she really pisses me off soo..
Anywyszz..... this is a different style of writing I have doen as I dont reallychange persperctive too much but it was d=needed in this!!
I really hoped u liked it coz instead of studying for my Science test I started to type.
N yeah thode hat scenes bhi the but u guys can manage right
Love u all!!
N this is for all the KaShians out there.
N dont complain about the lenght plszz I know it is short!!
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