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Well most of you are probably wondering what is "Anmol Sareen - My World!" Right? Well you know i am SanKi π and this is just another SanKi thought of mine π
Most of the members here loved the way I actually portrayed Anmol's feelings in my one shots, and being inspired from them i had thought to start a diary. Anmol's Diary, where i will pen down Anmol's thoughts and Feelings at the end of each episode.
Well I hope members would like this π
9-11 August 2010
Dear Diary,
Today being the most dramatic day. As I walked in the room this morning, I saw Ragini. She looked tensed, very tensed. I asked her what has got her worried. She informed me about Mrs Rajvansh lying about going to Nari Niketin. It got us both thinking that why would she lie to us. Suddenly it hit me that Mrs Rajvansh knows that the previous proposal was rejected because of us, to which Ragini also agreed. But then again I thought that it could be due to aalekh's bhaiya's behaviour. Ragini didn't have the answer to this. She had definitely gone somewhere else to see a new proposal for Aalekh bhaiya. I had to find out where, where can she go? Ragini informed me about Mrs Rajvansh definitely meeting them somewhere outside. I immediately got my phone out and rung Mrs Rajvansh's driver, he informed me that they were in the mall. There was a sign of a relief on ragini's face. We both immediately decided to go to the mall, but she stopped suddenly, she was worried. I asked her the reason for her to stop to which she asked me if everything will be fine. I just looked on at her worried face. I guess I had the same thought as hers.
We reached the mall with Tammy and Khushi. Ragini wondered where we'll find Mrs Rajvansh in such a huge mall. I thought that she would be in a restaurant, but before we could look for Mrs Rajvansh, we had to look for Bauji, so we can let him take care of the Kids. Kavya came running towards us. The kids were surprised to see him. Ragini asked kavya about bauji, to which he informed that he was in the Agra Darbar Restaurant speaking to Mrs Rajvansh. I got thinking, so she was here to meet another girl for aalekh bhaiya. Mavya also mentioned about 3-4 people there with her. Ragini immediately looked at me, I too was in thoughts. Before Ragini and I could head to the restaurant I had to keep these kids somewhere. I asked them if they wanted to play games, to which they screamed in excitement. I indicated Ragini. We both dropped the kids off to the games area and asked them not to leave until we got back. We left in a hurry to the Agra Darbar Restaurant.
Mrs Rajvansh who was talking to Bauji immediately looked at us when we entered the restaurant. She wasn't pleased at all. Bauji looked shocked. He noticed us coming in and he immediately asked us if we knew about all this. Ragini immediately answered him that we knew. He asked if we agreed to this. to which i replied that no we...but before i could complete my sentence, Mrs Rajvansh interrupted. It was like she didn't care about anything, what she only cared about was Aalekh bhaiya's marriage. She wasn't willing to listen to anything at all. Bauji had given up on her and talked to the girl's father, explained to him that whatever he is doing is wrong.Iasked them a simple question. Were they fulfilling the duties as parents? It got them thinking. Mrs Rajvansh tried to play with theri mind but I guess it didn't work. This proposal was rejected aswell. it had gotten Mrs Rajvansh angry. She had said such harsh words to Ragini. I stood up for her. We hadn't said anything that would insult her in front of others. But Mrs Rajvansh didn't listen and continued to insult Ragini and just walked off when she was done. It seemed as if those words were like having a thousand needles pierced right through her heart. I was feeling so bad for her, She was definitely hurt. Bauji was thankful to god to have this matter end here. But I know that she isn't going to stop so soon. She will definitely look for more proposals. Ragini was worried about Mrs Rajvansh, We were walking to the games room to get the kids. But Tammy ad Kavya came running to us in tears. It got Ragini really worried. How did they manage to get outside when we had asked them not to leave the room. Tammy had said nothing but Khushi. She was missing. I was shocked. Ragini was really worried. I was worried for Khushi but asked Ragini to relax and asked the kids to tell us the entire story. Kavya told us that It was tammy's idea to play hide and seek as she got bored in the games room. Ragini had started to scold them, I who was really tensed again asked her to relax and that I will go and find her. I immediately left to look for Khushi. I looked here and there for her. Where could she be? I asked the people in the mall if they had seen her. I had found her. I was relieved to see her all safe. I immediately took her to Ragini. There was a sign of relief on her face. Ragini was in tears, they were tears of joy, joy to see her all safe. When ragini looked to explain to tammy, she found her missing. Tammy went missing! Where had she gone? She was standing there beside us a second back. Ragini was tensed, she immediately left to look for her with khushi, while i had gone the other way. I asked mostly everyone in the mall. But no one had seen her. Where could she be? I had headed back to check on Ragini. There she was in tears. I felt her pain, I couldn't see those tears in her eyes. I really wanted to wipe those tears away, but knowing that ragini will be uncomfortable, i helf myself back.I had requested her a lot not to cry and that we will find tammy. Ragini's phone rang. I wonder who could it be? It was ma ji, she had called us to inform us that tammy was at home. We immediately rushed home. I gave a moment to Ragini to speak to tammy. When i walked in the room Tammy was hugging ragini, it seemed as if it was fine between the two. I explained to tammy about how much worried ragini and i were about her. How much i was worried for her.I hugged her to assure her that we loved her a lot.
When we returned home, Mrs Rajvansh who was already angry on us about the restaurant issue, accussed us of being irresponsible. I stood up for Ragini and explained to Mrs Rajvansh that we weren't at fault, and Ragini loved khushi so much. Here i was trying to support ragini, khushi had come there wanting her own mother. I was completely shaken by that. For a second i couldn't believe what i heard. Did khushi really wanted her own mother? I looked at ragini who was shocked herself. I tried to make sure of what khushi had said, but Mrs Rajvansh had interrupted again like usual. I tried to explain to khushi that ragini is there for her. But khushi didn't hear me out and said she wanted her own mom. For once i had no answer. What could've I said to her?
Later during the night when i walked in the room, i saw ragini in tears. I know she was hurt. Ragini really tried to be the best mother, and she is the best mother. What i don't know is where we went wrong? Ragini really needed someone with her, she needed a shoulder to cry on, I wanted to be that one.. I walked over to ragini and placed my hand on her shoulder. She looked at me with those teary eyes and rested her head on my chest. I responded by putting my arm around her. I wanted to be with her, to wipe her tears. To assure her that everything will be fine. I was hesitant to wipe her tears as i didn't know how ragini would respond to this, I again moved my hand down. I just didn't have the courage to say anything even though I had so much to say to her, i wanted to tell her that I will always be by her side, i will always be there when she needs a shoulder to cry on, I will be there with her until the end.
Edited by SanKi4eva - 13 years ago