Posted: 26 July 2010 at 1:38am | IP Logged
ArSh OS: It's similar to a quote I read, so it's just a mix gist.
She walks into a party that she was dragged to by her JP and Jiggy..she wasnt in the mood but apparently this will get her over his lies and deception...
She says she'll dance later, she won't. She sits in the corner on her own facing the window and wishing she had a bowl of ice cream to eat, tring to tell herself it was for her own peace of mind.
As she looked out into the rain, her heart stopped beating as she found herself in a mental state of freeze-zone. It was Him. She Knew. She Knew his Voice, his Scent... she didn't dare turn to a face with no emotions. Yet she found she was standing up and walking towards him and now looking him in the eyes with tears in her eyes, his showing no blank canvas, just hurt.
She Cried and turned to walk out, but he grabbed her arm as she struggled to escape this parallel universe of emotions. His touch alone still made her quiver and melt. After it all, she still loved him, she knew. Why couldnt he just let her leave? Why couldnt he beg for her back, tell her he loved her too, that it was all a mistake? Because he knew it wouldn't really make a difference.
So as he pulled her into the side hall she didn't pull away. As he cupped her face in his soft hands, she simply turned away, fighting a losing battle with the tears in her eyes.
He didn't ask for forgiveness, for her, for nothing. He simply held her in his arms, knowing she was as weak as him.
eons later, they pulled away and looked into each others eyes in a safe rememberance spoilt by the fire between them. The cold flame that he just seemed to make her nearly forget each time he was in the room.
As floods of tears spread down their faces, she tried to leave, with his restrictive hold on her ; her feeble attempt amounted to nothing. He hugged her again and she didn't let go. Closing her eyes tight, she stepped back after taking in all his senses and cupped his face in her hands, locking his gaze with hers.
He looked back with an emotion she'd never seen and it said it all.
With something similar to foreboding regret, she looked through his pool sight and said two words that were a silent truce.
He did, softly and slowly ;trying to raise his hands to her face. She pushed them and suddenly turned to his back was to the wall then pulled away slightly and mightly. She ran out into the pouring rain her tears invisible to the clouds. She couldn't feel the cold.
Running after her, he reached her outside and tried to catch her up as she walked away from him. Confusion was the wrong word for what his mind was thinking.
He finally caught up to her and stopped her in her tracks , wherever she was going, she didnt know.
He held her in front of her, a soft yet tight grip on her shoudlers, and kissed her harder and more passionately than he ever had before, with the same invisible tears down his face.
He then said with all his might and power
''Kiss Me Back?''.
Edited by jenny1000 - 26 July 2010 at 1:39am