Siddhima Chimerical Confessions

Sid:

Ridzy, what am I to say? There have been numerous thoughts spiralling through my mind, I was so sure that presenting the ring to you today would help to disperse you anger, I was so excited to show you it, and was craving to see that glamorous smile of yours spring to life upon viewing the ring, but it seemed to have the diverse affect on you! You fled from the scene without even giving me an answer. I sat and pondered all night ridzy, contemplated, deliberated and evaluated every little thing I said to you in order to elucidate if I had said or done anything wrong to further upset you. But in-spite of reviewing all the aspects I could still find no fault in what I had said to you. The next day, I could not wait, I simply had to speak to you, nothing else mattered, the one thing that was on my mind constantly, was to find you and speak to you. But again like the many times before, you refused to acknowledge the urgency in my needing to talk to you. However unlike the times before, I would not let you simply walk away this time, I blocked your route of escape, and guided you to a more secluded place. And today ridzy, I can elatedly say, that I have confessed my feelings to you, as you again attempted to break free, I gently held you in place, looked you in the eyes, and uttered my long awaited confession:

"Riddhima I cannot even begin to explain how much I love you, the only person I ever want to spend my life with is you, and I know somewhere deep down you love me too, when I am near you, when I touch you, do you not feel it? The pure electricity that courses through your veins, do you not feel the rate of your heartbeats speed up? I know how I feel ridzy, today I am telling you, and I wish to hear your answer, I know how you feel, I can read it in your eyes, but I wish to hear it from you, you may be able to hide your feelings from yourself ridzy, hide it from the world even, but you cannot hide it from me, I know that you love me too, you are the reason for my being now ridzy, I Love You"

Ridzy:

Sid, today you truly astounded me. There I was, yesterday, ranting in my inexplicable rage, when suddenly I turn around to find you proposing to me and confessing your love! I was so shocked, speechless, and bewildered, I could not even form a coherent sentence, all I could feel was a sudden surge of feelings that I could not comprehend. I knew my running away had hurt you, but believe me that was not of my intention, I just needed a bit of time to try and decipher as to what these feelings were, what they meant. But despite staying up all night, and speculating upon each factor I still could not fathom the feelings that had emerged within me. Then when you took me into the ostracised fire escape I was all the more mystified by your sudden assertiveness. Before I could even utter a single word, you confessed your feelings. And what do I even say sid? I was so immersed in your soulful eyes, and aroused by the intensity of your gaze, inundated by your touch, moved by the fervent thrumming of your heart. Of course I felt it too, I could feel every one of my heartbeats increasing at alarming levels when you scrutinized me in that heart-melting manner. When you touched me, I could barely summon enough strength to breathe, when my eyes met yours I felt as if all else is meaningless, all that matters is you & me and the moment we are mesmerized in. And sid I do love you, with all my heart, you have always understood every aspect of my heart, my life, every though that went through my mind without me even having to say a thing, you understand the words I leave unspoken, and you love me on levels that I have never even encountered. Sid I cannot hide it from you any longer, I have been running away in petrified affectation for too long, but no more, I may have been hiding my true unearthed feelings, from the world and from myself, but I can no longer hide them from you. Sid, I Love You.

Xxx

By Tazzy