Well since we already have Geet's diary...Sabii and I thought of making Dev's diary as well...we'll be alternating days...so I'll start and she'll write the update tomorrow! Hope you all like this one as well!
They took me to see a girl again...for maybe the millionth time! I was sort of getting frustrated with all this..but when I saw her for the first time...I couldn't help thinking she was the one. Actually the second time...because the first time was by the roadside when I saw her covered in chicken feather struggling to get her duppatta out of the tempo. It was...kind of cute! But when I saw her at the house...I was shocked...she seem to be so scared...as if she was in fear for her life. That made me want to accept her! But why? Is it because she is vulnerable? Am I really that kind of a man?
Her family seems to be really strict...as if they could kill with looks...they might have for all we know! I wonder how they can agree for this marriage so quickly...especially since Geet...yes that's her name...isn't ready for it? When I asked her that (I had to deal with her freaky brother when I asked to talk to her alone)...she said that she doesn't want to go to Canada. I wonder if she knows how true her feelings are....what about my feelings? I know that I like her! She is sweet...someone that you would want to protect and love...someone that can break when hurt...someone that I am afraid I will harm even if I intend not to do so.
I haven't told my family about what she told me...I don't know why...but I feel like I would break her trust if I did...why do I feel so attached to her all of a sudden? Especially when I doubt my own intentions....
I hope everything works out for the better...and both of us end up in a happy place!
Edited by -bhootni- - 22 April 2010 at 8:02am