Okay so can I hug you. Your so freaking amazing. It's such a pleasure reading your post. The feeling inside is unexplained. I start to feel connected to the character in a unusual manner, it so uncanny.
Have I even mentioned how much I loved your descriptionon on Sid's character currently. Spot on my dear. You have explained it so beautifully that now noone will odium Sid but understand how wounded his heart is.
Your analysis on today about Siddhima is precisely perfect. Poco you have once again given us a luminous, tremendous , wonderfully amazing, awesome and yes im short on words because all these words are not enough to praise your writing skills. I know, I know.. you must be so bored of me repeating the same thing a 100 times but what can I say, you talent forces me to repeat my words in the same sense. Im completely blown away reading these post of your and feeling inspired.
The Sid post
It turly attracted me the most. The way you described everything. Oh my gosh, you literally stole the words out of my mouth however you penned down it in a much better manner and made me fall in love with him all over again. Sid presently has similar characterizes of a injured lion. If he feels benevolence, he covers in rage and shows his aggressive nature believeing his own judgment of being hurt once again because of his weakness. Our darling Siddie, fears of betrayal of his trust from Riddhima. The wounds she has given his heart are still fresh and will take time to heal. His heart is still bleeding out all the pain. It can't be stitched by few amusing spoken words and deeds. He is a human- being who has tired to control all the insults, abusing actions, every lowest things Riddhima has pushed him into due to silly misunderstandings but trying to give up her life on the day of their marriage proving she holds no trust on him. It stabbed his feelings deeply and pierced his heart. What has exasperated him more in crossing his limits, that he has many people he trusts however he can't share the burden his dil is carrying. All his fury flows out when he throws all the hatred he could possible hold on Riddhima.
Tomorrow , he will melt and wrap Riddhima again in his brand of sunshine blankets....and all this bitterness will dissolve. Riddhima will snuggle up to her returned angel again.
Riddhima understands the pains she has put Sid through, and will not lose her tranquil. As a idyllic wife she will try and clear all the hatred and misunderstandings that are making this marriage more ugly.
Siddhant and Riddhimna are not a classic romance or a fairytale. They are a wounded saga of soulmates borne out of pain , hatred , emotional abuse, bruised hearts and vices .... weaving their weeping willow fairytale.
This fairytale has lost souls who have faced hatred, injuires in the heart, have shattered, drowned in tears, pain. They have been through alot. It's a wounded saga, a hurt myth that has boundaries of an extraordinary love that will slowly slowly wrap the broken dils and form into one, one beating heart.
And oh my that last scene between Siddhi. It was beyond breathtaking hot. It was passionate. So close. It's the hatred relationship with the few shades of attraction and a strong passion that keeps attaching the two together through invisible strings.
Edited by Asthuox - 26 February 2010 at 1:35pm