Lovely post - everything right now, yes Sid is hurt and let down, he doesnt see brightness anymore in a way
Imagine , looking forward to getting married to someone , only to find that person on the verge of willing death by suicide only because he/she did not want to be with you. It feels 10 times worse than it sounds. It fills you up with a terrible feeling of uselessness , hollowness and above all the worst human fear - OF BEING UNWANTED.
I agree - imagine yourself in that situation esp feeling unwanted, nobody wants to feel that.
Sid was looking forward to marriage, he made his commitment beforehand and then Ridz goes and does this when he promised to respect her and give her space, she still goes and does that - she's damn lucky he was there at the right time, but we all know he is her lifeline
Very true, about Ridz right on asking him questions - she has that right now to ask and i like that she wants to
I was wondering why she didnt go to Sid when he was punching his bag, but i think she thought he needs to cool down and tomorrow's things might be better esp Sid's mood but it wasnt, what a lovely image of Ridz as a beautiful bride/wife and Sid still cant bear to look at her and talk to her etc
And there went an angry basketball into a basket and off went Sid. A sad but moved Riddhima , tears swimming in her eyes wished that Sid believes her ..... I know this marriage is a compromise Sid. But I want to make it work - I want to walk ahead and I don't want to run from life anymore. Help me. For Mom-Dad, I want this marriage to work and be a good wife to you... I don't know if i will be able to accept you with all my heart ever.... but help me try.
Ridz needs him now more then ever - like you say to help her to try and also see the future, by one step at a time, both together beside each other can make it.
Sid so believes that this whole marriages doesnt mean anything to her but it does once your married things itself changes and modes you into that role that you have as a wife - and i think this is how Ridz is and doing
Edited by Lennie - 23 February 2010 at 9:54am