Posted:
14 years ago
Sid's Changed Perspective of Riddhima.
Life is strange and you are even stranger. I have never been able to properly put down what I think of you or what I feel about you. Our meetings from Day-1 have been about baseless conditioned hatred , biased opinions , stubborn prejudices, attacks , insults and tears. Before I could recover from that I saw your deep and almost fanatic love for Armaan which erased the hatred and made me see you in a new light Not that i started approving of you but my stance on you softened. I tried to reason your bitterness. I have loved and lost but not like you and i wish and hope that what happened to you and Armaan never happens to anyone in love. For your sake , for your father's sake I set out to take you to Armaan. We are not friends yet but we are together in this.
Today , for a change you looked after me , took care of me , kept watch over me. It is an act of kindness that i would have never expected out of you since i very well know your opinion of me. It was shocking and i could not take my eyes off this new girl that i was seeing - i was trying to recognize you. Were you the same girl who sent me to prison and almost ruined my life and career? I am your Man Friday and you are my responsibility but today i see you as a new person. I am still digesting this transition of yours. Care and compassion can move mountains. I am only human.
You are right . We are not enemies , we are not friends but we changed each-other's lives forever and now , i feel this fondness for you which cannot be categorized. I hope you find your happiness , your world, your Armaan and I will go my way , whistling and remember you forever....Miss. Whirlwind.
Riddhima's Changed Perspective of Sid.
You are unpredictable! The earliest and the most recent memory that i have of you is of a rich , spoiled overgrown brat who could do anything to me for the sake of his ego. Ah! How I hated you. Or rather I hated you because you stood up against me - accused me - challenged me - threatened to bring out the old vulnerable Riddhima by digging into my wounds. I was furious with my life and fate and you crossed paths with me at the wrong time. You became my favourite punching bag and I began to believe that by hurting you I could heal myself , avenge Armaan's so-called betrayal and feel superior about myself.
And then , everything changed. I saw you in a new light when you not only saved me from thorns and death but also believed in my belief. That I was not crazy , i was not hopeless and that my quest for Armaan was no mirage. You believed it was real and took my hand to take me to the man i have loved all my life. You put up with my madness, my hatred simply because you wanted my pain to stop and my endless suffering to cease. You stood like a shield in front of all the dangers that befell me. Today , i am so close to finding Armaan because we both have believed in this journey.
We are not enemies anymore even though are past is very stark and will never be forgotten. But I don't want to term you as a friend either. I just cannot categorize you anywhere , Siddhant. I shall forever remember you as a guardian who may not have felt what I suffer for Armaan but definitely understood my pain and did all that he could to ease my endless agony.
You are a spark.....Mr. Sunshine.
