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Posted: 18 January 2010 at 8:08pm | IP Logged
nice update! can't wait for the next part!

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woooooooooooooooow sia that was amazing yaar i loved this part thank u so much for the nice and lovely update
keep on updating such nice parts plzzzzzzz

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it was awesome........continue soon and thanks for the pm.

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Posted: 19 January 2010 at 3:49am | IP Logged
No words...simply superb!!!! I wish though Rads hud have spoken sth but still i can understand that she flt really shy...pls hint if she had a dark past or its just her shyness which keeps her away...luv your FF and pls update soon....whatsay today againWink

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Next day......

It was the engagement day

In Purohit bhavan everyone was excited and happy.....The preparations were going on in full swing..........Every member of the family was involved in doing something.... the last minute preparations never ending....the ring, the dress, the gifts, the things for the rituals, the sweets etc......The house bustled with joy.

Sooner the sun was about to set.....and it was looking lovely......

Dev stood buttoning his cream colored kurta......in front of the mirror. He turned around to pick the matching stole that was lying down on the bed and put the stole around the neck

Turning to the mirror again He took a final look at himself...... he quickly brushed a comb and glanced at the mirror keeping the brush down "Hmm......"....he smiled praising his
looks!

But something again flashed through his mind.... "Radhika....."

He wasn't able to sleep the whole night as she haunted him.....her thoughts, her gaze, her blushing yesterday........and then the way she ran....." Use bura to nahi laga".....he asked aloud to himself.

He felt bad for that.......Because she felt bad. He looked away disappointed.

Just then he heard Dadima calling out everybody. Quickly picking up his mobile he rushed down the stairs.


They reach Deepika's house.....The house was decorated beautifully with different colured lights and flowers..... The fragnance of all the beautiful flowers filled the air....
Purohits get down from the car......

The girl's family come out on seeing this and greets them in......welcoming them with folded hands..... "aiye aiye"

Purohit's enter in after the welcome.......with a smile on their faces.

The girl's family starts tending to the purohits, asking them to seat themselves.

Few relatives of Purohits come in.......and everyone is welcomed with the same respect.

Purohit's looked around and found that there were few guests...... and few were coming in.

The engagement muhurat still had some time......

After a moment Dev stood up walking across....his gaze wandered searching for Radhika...... But she was not to be seen.

He wondered........ whether she would be still sad about whatever happened. Whether he would get a chance to ask her.....that what happened to her? Why she ran? Had he done anything wrong?.

But she was nowhere to be seen.

He said to himself "nahi she is her friend. Who yaha aayegi. Lekin kab Radhika.. Kab aaogi....?"

"are.....Dev" Arjun called him.

Hearing him, Dev turned to Arjun.

"Dev kuch baat hai kya......looking worried?" Arjun asked

"er....nahi....aisi koi baat nahi hai......Just like that" Dev said smiling.

They stood talking when Dev heard Dadima's voice

"Aiiye shastrijee....." Dadima said.

Dev's head jerked......to look at dadima.....and then Shastrijee.....

She would be with them


Shastrijee stood near the couch where the Purohit's sat. Two women stood beside him. One who had a slender appearance, her face exuding warmth.....and other a young girl, who was smiling.

"Are maaji....Radhe radhe"

Dadima smiled "Radhe Radhe"

Shastrijee introduced her to the woman standing beside him "Jee yeh meri patni devki hai"....He turned his head to face his wife "aur devkijee yeh Arjun ki dadima hai"

Devki folded her hands "namaste maaji"....

"Khush raho beta" Dadima answered with a smile.

"waise aap meri beti vishaka se nahi mili hai na ab tak" Shastrijee said introducing the young girl beside him.

"Radhe Radhe Dadima" Vishaka said gleefully and touches her feet .......Dadima smiles and gives her blessings.

Dev frowned. Radhika.....woh kahan hai, He wondered and continued to look at them........

"Shastrijee hume laga aap pehle hi yahan rahenge" Dadima said

"Jee who ek puja main jaana tha.....isiliye"......Shastrijee replied back.

Dev kept looking at them.....and Dadima asked "Are Radhika nahi aayi"

Dev relaxed a bit.....atleast Dadima asked about her. He listened on waiting impatiently for an answer.

Shastrijee smiled...."Jee who......."

"maaji...." Someone called Dadima and she excused herself.

Dev frowned on this. He wanted to stop Dadima.

"Ab kisse poochoo......aur kaise poochoo".
He made a face and almost cursed the person who called Dadima.

Shastrijee and his wife started chatting with other guests.

Arjun called Dev...... "Hey kahan kho gaye ho".....

Dev turned his head to him...."er.....nothing. Nothing" He said a bit frowning.

Mrinalini who was seated on the couch stood up and started walking across....when her gaze fell on Arjun standing in on other corner....

Mrinalini came to them "Hey Look.... Deepika aa gayi..... Arjun......"

Arjun quickly turned around to look at her and unknowingly a small word came out "Beautiful....." he sighed.

Dev's gaze still lingered near the door in a hope to see Radhika....But she wasn't there.

He took a breath....and turns around......

He had to control himself. It was his brother's engagement....


As he turned around, a smile came across his face........

Beautiful.........


He was dumbfounded but his eyes smiled, as his gaze stared at the most beautiful girl.....

He saw a beautiful Radhika walking down the stairs along with Deepika. Wearing a beautiful pink lehenga with some jewellery, her tresses falling down on her shoulders ...straight and silky! Her small pink bindi brightened her face, eyes looking even more beautiful with her kajal....her beautiful smile adding more beauty to her face....

He could not find words to praise her and sighed again....."Beautiful" He said to himself.

Radhika walked across slowly along with Deepika smiling.....

Dadima came to Deepika, who bends down to take her blessings

Dev walks across to them......and goes to stand near Dadima, who stood with Deepika and other members

His gaze fell on Radhika......and sighed slowly.......He couldn't take his eyes off from her.....

He kept admiring her beauty... His gaze fell on her soft silky hairs then shifts to her small earing with pink stones....his gaze lingering on her earing shifted to her ear....

He slowly neared her ears and whispered "Tum sharmate huye bahut khubsurat dikhti ho" he said, unknowingly brushing his lips to her ears.

She stopped breathing for a moment as his lips touched her skin. And she closed her eyes tightly. Her skin burnt where his lips touched her.

Thousands of unknown sensations rose in her body.

He felt this as well since she lay close to him. He smiled naughtily as he felt her shiver.

He neared her ears again and this time brushed his lips intentionally........

"Rahdika meri taraf dekho na....."

Her fingers resting on her stomache......moved to his hand across her waist and clenched his sleeves tightly.....


The moment between them on the terrace flashed across his eyes and his smile grew.....

"Deepika bahut achi lag rahi ho....." Dadima smiled praising her.

Deepika smiled coyly.

Radhika smiled and her gaze shifts, and fell on Dev......

Her heart missed a beat and her smile faded away. She swiftly looked away.

Dev saw this......her smiling face.....the smile fading away......He felt bad. He frowned.

Radhika looked away......but her heart was racing again.....from the second she saw him standing there with a smile

She somehow composed herself.

He looked away feeling disturbed, and wondered...... Could she be still feeling bad about what happened.......Mujhe us se baat karni hogi!

His gaze shifted to her again...... She was smiling again.... But he could say.....it wasn't her smile....she was trying to hide something......Her smile had something amiss.

He couldn't make out what her problem was. He had to talk to her.... he could say she was feeling uncomfortable.....but why?

Mrinalini, Dadima and everyone else seemed to be busy in chatting......Even Radhika.



The engagement would be taking place only after some time.....as the muhurat had time.

He turned around and walked across the room to the courtyard......

The side of the courtyard had few potted plants and trees. The ground was muddy with stone and sand. It was a silent place.......all the guests were inside enjoying....but he couldn't enjoy himself....

He stood in a dark corner, which was not brightly lit. His gaze stuck on nothing as His thoughts wandered.... trying to find a reason for her behaviour...... but couldn't find any.

Why does her smile fade on......? Why does she behave so oddly? Why did she run from the terrace?


Inside...... Radhika kept herself immersed in talking to someone or doing some work....
She didn't want anyone to know what was going within her heart.

"Radhika" called Devki.

Radhika goes to her mother....Devki asked her to go in the courtyard for some work. Radhika comes out......



Light breeze caressed Dev and made him shiver a bit.......as he stood near a tree staring blankly at the dark night......

A tingling sound reached his ears.....

Dev heard the sound of anklets, the sweet sound of those was like music to his ears..... He smiled and turns around but didn't move.......Somehow he felt it was her!

And indeed it was her......

Radhika walked across, oblivious to him, in the courtyard. She was in a hurry...... Devki had called her quickly inside.....

He stood straight in front of her, but her gaze was stuck on to something else, on to sideways, her head was turned sideways as well, she searched for some box that Devki told had been kept at the corner.....

She kept walking until she collided with someone......

She collided with him.....her face hitting his chest lightly.....her hands came up in reflex to his chest....

Meanwhile His arms came around and held her arms so as prevent her from falling....

For a second she stood still as she realized what happened......the next second, balancing herself, she quickly distanced herself a step away and looked up....and saw him.

Her eyes widened a bit......stunned! She could feel his even breaths on her face, making her quiver lightly. She felt his tight grip on her bare arms, holding her.

His gaze held on to hers unmoving......

He had to ask her so much......wanted to hear so much..... but her beauty made him go speechless.....and the fact that she stood so close to him....breathing ever so closely didn't help much.

The Breeze whistled quietly through the Trees rustling the leaves.

The sound bought her back to senses and she shifts her gaze away.....turning her head sideways lightly and her earing made a sweet tingling sound.....

Dev smiled seeing this......as she looked away and her earings made that sweet sound, making him shift his gaze to her small pink earing.

Radhika felt her cheeks going red. She hoped she wasn't blushing. She didn't have to..... there was no reason..... until....

Until she felt his breaths even closer....... near her ear....and then he whispered slowly .... "Tum bahut khoobsurat lag rahi ho......"

She drew in a sharp breath closing her eyes as the words reached her ear...... her hands resting on his chest felt weak and her fingers unknowingly clenched his kurta....

His smile grew as he felt her clenching his kurta.....

Her cheeks started feeling redder and redder.....

"bahut khubsurat" he repeated coming still closer to her ear almost brushing her ears....

Her hear thumped.......raced.

He tilted his head a bit..... and placed a small kiss at the end of her jaw near her earings.......

Her body shuddered as she felt his lips on her skin....felt the same unknown emotions arising through her body that she had felt on the terrace the other day.....when he had kissed her

She took another sharp breath and closed her eyes tighly......and a small blush came on her face

He felt her body shuddering and shifted his head a bit to see her face. And saw her face reddened, blushing.

Seeing this he felt happy......He liked it when she shivered under him.....quivered under his touch.....or shuddered when he kissed her.... This gave him a happiness he had never experienced before.... never felt before.

He bought his one hand up to her face

She was still reeling under the effect of the kiss when she felt his fingers on her jaw making her shiver again.

His fingers on her jaw turned her face to him......

Her eyes were still closed, cheeks still red......

"Radhika....." he said slowly, going an inch closer, making sure his breaths fell on her face......

She didn't open her eyes......just kept breathing silently......unevenly....

Until she felt his breaths on her lips..... "Radhika...." he said slowly inching a bit forward.

She shivered on sensing his breaths so close to her lips and opened her eyes slowly..... her cheeks still red.

His eyes beamed happily, as he saw her opening her eyes. And shifted his face a bit to look into her eyes....

He kept looking at her for a second....."bahut khoobsurat" and repeated himself again.

And their gaze got locked again.......


A tumbling sound echoes through the silence and made them quiver.......

They jerked their head sideways, to the direction where the sound came from......and their gaze fell on a small kid....who was playing, and had dropped some thing.

Radhika looked away from the kid frowning, to him....

Her eyes widened a bit seeing them standing so close and then she realized what happened a moment ago......Her gaze stuck on to him widened as she realized.

And her stomache churned.....bringing a horrified expression on her face!

Dev shifted his gaze to her too.....She looked a bit stunned and shocked......

He looked at her confused.

Her gaze fell to the ground...... feeling shocked....

She shouldnt have done this......shouldnt have been so weak....!!


She quickly moved away......and looked at him again......

He got more confused and kept looking at her behaving like this.

Pain washed though her face with tears almost flooding her eyes..... and she looked away....

He didn't understand what happened......and looked silently at her still waiting for an answer.... "Radhika....kya...."

She brushed her tears and ran away inside.....leaving him confused, puzzled.

He called her but she didn't stop.....

He shouldn't have.....shouldn't have gone near her. He should have asked her first about why she ran away yesterday.....But instead....did again the same thing....!!What if she felt bad......


His thoughts paused for a moment.

But had she felt bad.....then why did she blush like that.....why did she shiver under his touch.....why??
He asked himself, feeling a bit irked.



She came in walking inside....and her gaze wandered around.....The hall still buzzed with people.....

"Mujhe aise....unke saath......"
She wondered uneasily.......pausing as her gaze wandered.

She had to hide her feelings.....She cannot let the things that happened outside.....reflect in her face.

Just then someone called her in..... The engagement was about to start.....and she went along....



He stood still.....not knowing why she was behaving so oddly....

She seemed to happy..... blushing.....and then.....what happens to her....? whats the problem....


This made him a bit angry.....He clenched his jaws, frowned....and looked up. His gaze wandered on the house.....

Small sounds still came in from there.....

He relaxed his anger. There was an engagement going on. He had to attend it.....He reminded himself.....and walked across to the house.



Arjun and Deepika exchanged the rings......Everybody clapped happily and started congratulating them....

He did it too......pretending to be happy. Not worried or tensed.

Only he knew what went inside him.

His gaze again shifted to her. She walked across holding a plate with glasses filled with juices.....

He had been trying so hard to not to look at her...... but couldn't stop himself from doing so.

His gaze had met hers frequently even during the ceremony......but she swifly had looked away.... but her eyes had some pain which he could easily read. But he didn't understand the reason for the pain.

Was she just shy? Or is it.......


He ached to know that. He wanted to know the reason for her behaviour....he wanted to know the reason for her pain.



Arjun and Deepika were seated still and people were busy congratulating them.... Radhika came across from the other side....with a tray in her hand....

She walked across the room......and her gaze fell on him again but swiftly shifted to Dadima.....who stood near him.

"Dadima aap paani lengi" she asked softly.....

Dadima took the glass of water and smiled at her.

Mrinalini came to them.....and gasped a bit looking at Dev...... Her gaze stuck on to Dev's Sherwani.....

"Dev...." she called out.....smiling

"er.....jee bhabhi" he looked at her.

"er.... mujhe nahi pata tha..... ke aapko yahan koi ladki bhi mil gayi......" she said teasingly...... in low voice.

He looked at her a bit shocked "Jee"......

"Haa...." she laughed slowly.

Radhika, who stood near them, felt her heart miss a beat as she heard this.

Dadima looked at her and scolded her for talking like this....

"Mrinalini.....tum bhi na.....yeh mazak ka samay hai kya?" Dadima said

"Dadima main mazak nahi kar rahi......dekhiye" she said pointing towards Dev.....

Her finger pointed towards Dev's sherwani....near his upper chest.....at a faint mark

"Yeh lipstick ka nishan hai kya deverjee......" She asked him with a low chuckle.

Dev looked at her stunned.... "jee?" and his gaze fell on the mark on his sherwani....as if checking it.

Radhika's gaze too shifted to that mark and quickly recognized it.....her eyes widened a bit.

Dev wondered for a moment where it came from and then.... the moments spent in the courtyard came in front of him.....

She collided.....her face hitting his chest lightly.....


It was hers.......

"huh.....boliye deverjee.....kiski wajah se huwa hai yeh" Mrinalini asked teasingly.

Before Dev could answer.......

A small kid answered "er...Radhika didi ......"

Dev jerked his head to the kid........so did Radhika......and both looked at the kid..... shocked.

Dadima and Mrinalini too turned their head to look at the kid.

"Radhika ka" Mrinalini asked curiously.

Radhika felt embarrassed for a moment and her gaze shifted to Dev..... Dev shifted his gaze to her as well..... Both looked shocked. Colour drained from Radhika's face.

Radhika sensed mrinalini's gaze on her...... questioningly.....!

"er.....Bhabhi......" Dev spoke....

Mrinalini turned her head......to him

"er....jab main bahar khada tha.....to Radhika bhi wahan aayi thi...kisi kaam se.... I guess....usne mujhe dekha nahi aur mujhse takra gayi thi tabhi shayad lag gaya ho..." he said composing himself.

The kid replied "Haa......Radhika didi inse takra gayi thi......maine dekha tha unhe....tabhi yeh lag gaya tha"

Dev felt relived and so did Radhika...... He saw her sighing.

"Lo....aur Mrinalini....tum bhi na.....woh to acha huwa....kisi aur suna nahi...." Dadima paused. Turns to look at Radhika "Dekho......yeh bhi darr gayi".....And smiled.

"er....mujhe to laga.......shayad.....Dev ko koi mil gayi hai" Mrinalini didn't leave up.

Dev didn't say anything......his gaze shifted to Radhika who looked quite tense now....

The kid replied "Haa......Radhika didi inse takra gayi thi......maine dekha tha unhe....tabhi yeh lag gaya tha"


She wondered....

The kid saw them together....What if someone else had seen them together.... What would have they thought.... the kid was innocent, he didn't even know what happened......No she cannot let this happen......She had to do something!




The guests slowly proceed towards the area where a buffet dinner was arranged. Vishaka pulls Radhika's arm......and goes and stands in the small queue that was formed......

"Radhika tera bas chale to tu mujhe bhuke mar de"....Vishaka sighed, took a plate and placing a bowl on it passed it to radhika.

"Vishaka maine kab tujhe roka hai".....said Radhika softly taking the plate from her.

"Oho to kya main akele khaoongi....." Vishaka said turning her head to face at her.

On hearing the conversation between the girls Dev turns around....... They were standing right behind him........

Radhika looks up at Vishaka to say something but her gaze falls on him......Seeing him, again her smile fades away and she quickly looks away.....

Dev looks down feeling bad....

Vishaka notices Radhika looking away. She turns her head and sees Dev "aap Mr. Dev hai na".......said Vishaka

Dev looks up.... "Jee?"

"Aap Mr Dev hai right, Arjun's cousin?".....she repeated her question with a smile

Radhika heard this.

What was she doing? Why did vishaka need to talk to him now?


Dev took a small glance at Radhika who was busy pouring some curry in to her bowl......then glanced back at vishaka..... "Yes"

"Hi. Main Vishaka".....she said

"Hi.....er....lekin aap?.....he asked curiously. He remembered seeing her somewhere.

"Oh jee main shastrijee ki beti hoon......radhika ki behen".....she said smiling....

"Oh".....he smiled.....He remembered that he had seen her with Shastrijee.

Vishaka smiled...."Jee mujhe aapke bare main....er...."

Radhika interrupted..... "Vishaka mujhe bhuk lagi hai....jaldi khana le na"....she said curtly......not looking at him.

Dev shifts his gaze to her

"huh....abhi tujhe bhuk lag gayi" Vishaka asked a bit surprised.

"haa....maine kaha na......chalo....jaldi khana leke chalte hai......."

Dev looks away.....He feels bad the way Radhika behaved. She was hurrying Vishaka because she didn't want to stand here in front of him.


They quickly take some food and Radhika goes away with her sister to have dinner.....

Dev was left wondering again. He took the food and he went on for searching her.... but couldn't find her. After the dinner.....the guests were chattering, kids playing......but his mind was still wondering.

Today her behavior was very disturbing; she didn't even look at him after that incident, her smile again faded on seeing him. On the other hand her sister spoke well with him. But she behaved as if.....as if it hurts her if he is somewhere near......


He wanted to be alone and decided to go up in the terrace so that he could get some lone moments with himself.



He climbed the narrow steps that led him to the terrace.....The door was open and it was a bit cool.....and dark.

He stepped in....and he heard some sound.

Sound of payal.

Someone was there inside. Damn. He didn't need any company here.


He was about to leave.....when something struck him "It could be her" he said to himself.

Just out of curiosity he walked a few more steps to see who was it?

As he neared......he saw a girl standing and she turned her face a bit....

Radhika.....!
He sighed a bit relieved and walked towards her.

She didn't realize that someone else was nearing her as She was too engrossed in her own thoughts.

"Kanha mujhe kya ho raha hai...... agar aaj kisine dekh liya hota to......jab who mujhe dekhte hai....to kya ho jaata hai kanha...mujhe kya ho jaata hai."
she scolded herself silently without letting the words slip from her lips.....

"Radhika " a voice called.......

She jumped out of her skin hearing the voice and turned around.

Dev stood there.....

She saw him.....and her eyebrows knitted.

"er...!".....he said

Looking away she interrupted him "Aap"....she asked him looking a bit stunned.

He didn't shift his gaze.... "Jee er.....main thodi der akele......rehna chahta tha.....to isiliye yahan aa gaya".....

"Theek hai." She said a bit curtly and started moving away.....

He reached to her and stopped her "Radhika"......

Her heart skipped a beat again.....her stomach churned....as she stopped

"mujhe aapse kuch baat karni hai" he said.

"mujhse?" she asked not looking at him. Her eyebrows knitted in confusion.

He came around to face her. "jee"

She glanced up to look at him......but she looked away in a moment. "aapko mujhse,......... kya baat karni hai"

His gaze lingered on her for a second...... and then he spoke slowly but firmly "Radhika.... mujhse koi galti huwi hai?" he chose his words carefully.

"jee..?" Paused "nahi to"......

"to phir kya huwa hai Radhika..... tum mujhse door kyun bagh rahi ho...." he asked painfully.

Radhika didn't know what to say....She stood still.

He continued......"Jab bhi main tumhe dekhta hu.....to tumhare chehre se muskurahat kyun gayab ho jaati hai...." his words trailed off......

"Kal bhi......aur aaj bhi jab hum...paas aaye the" He paused.... "to tum iss tarah wahan se bhag kyun gayi....... tum khush thi....lekin phir tumhe.....kya ho gaya?......

He waited for an answer....with his heart beats racing.

She sighs.

"Dekhiye....main aapko dekh kar nahi muskurati kyunki aap ko main theek se jaanti bhi nahi....Main aapse baat nahi karti kyunki mere paas aapse baat karne ke liye kuch hai nahi" she said with a straight face..... trying to be as casual as possible. Only she knew what went inside her heart.

"Haa radhika I know....tum conservative family se ho jahan shayad ladkon se baat nahi karte hain itni jaldi....lekin....i am not a complete stranger".....he said, fixing his gaze on her face....and trying to clear the situation....

He tried to keep his cool....

"Aur Radhika..... mujhe pata hai....tum...." he looked away.....not knowing how to ask her.

He came to her.... a bit close.....his gaze fixed on her face again. "Jab tum mere paas rehti ho Radhika to tumhe acha lagta hai...." He paused.

She couldn't be blushing, smiling when she was near him if she didn't like him.
He thought

"maine dekha hai....... tumhe sharmate huwe..... mere paas aakar Radhika.....tumhe muskurate huwe......." He smiled. "Iska matlab yahi hai..... ke tum...."

He frowned..... "Phir tumhe kya ho jaata hai"

Radhika didn't know what to say......

"Radhika .....mujhse koi galti huwi hai?" his eyes pleaded for an answer.....She looked up at him....

And then.....she couldn't take away her eyes....This always happened. This is why she avoided looking at him. He made her feel weak, powerless.....

His eyes searched for an answer.......They reflected pain......

He couldn't wait for the answer.....

After a moment she tore her gaze away from him......looking disturbed. But he didn't shift his gaze.

She hated herself for this...... for feeling powerless.... in front of him. But now more than that...... for the pain she saw in his eyes......caused due to her.

She couldn't stand here.......


She turned to leave the terrace. But he held her wrist. "Radhika I need an answer.... ..mujhe jawab do" he said firmly......

He was not ready to take all this anymore.

Her heart paced rapidly......almost she could hear them now.......she closed her eyes.....

Why? Why did she react to him in such a way? She didn't know what answer she was supposed to give him.

She knew she was at fault...... she shouldn't have gone so near to him.....should have never blushed, smiled at him...... shouldn't have shivered at his touch. She felt angry at herself......

But whatever she did was not under her control......

The moments they spent close came in front of her eyes.....

She couldn't stop herself from blushing when he would be close to her..... praising her......couldnt stop herself from shivering, quivering when he touched her.....

Her heart beats raced.

Just like the heart which works involuntarily....... her reactions to him were similar.


She gritted her teeth..... She was angry.....not at him.....but herself.

He came to her...and saw her eyes closed....his gaze shifted to her wrist where he held her.....and released her wrist "Radhika.....I..."

She interrupted him "mujhe tung karna chod dijiye"....She said curtly, opening her eyes.
She was gathering courage to speak up to him.....

Tung.
The word hit him. Dev looked up at her feeling hurt.

Radhika looked away. "Aap kyun mera peecha kar rahe hai. Aapko yeh sab karke kya milta hai. Mujhe na aapse baat karni hai nahi aapse milna hai......aap itni si baat kyun nahi samjhte" she felt a pain in her own voice as she said this.

Dev felt really bad. Was she so disturbed by me......?
he thought.

He looked at her shocked.............But she was so happy...... when she was near him.... If she felt so bad.....she wouldn't have blushed, smiled, shivered, quivered under him, she wouldn't have shuddered when they were so close yesterday.

Seeing her speaking these words......it hit him badly......hurt him badly.... he couldn't even utter a word.     

She turns to him......

"Main aapse haath jodti hoo....mujhe pareshan karna chod dijeye....aap yahan shaadi ke liye aaye hai....usme shamil ho jaye. Mere paas aane ya baat karne ki jaroorat nahi hai"....she said rudely....her voice cold and curt.

"Mujhe na aapke paas aana hai.......na baat karni hai....." she sighed.

Dev couldn't understand why she spoke so rudely and bitterly to him. Did he do anything wrong. He tried racking his brain for an answer. Why?

He looked at her with a pained expression in his eyes. She still stood there.

"To kya tumhe.....meri wajah se...." He slowly spoke

She interrupted "maine kaha na aapse.... mujhe na aapse koi baat karni, na koi or lena dena hai.... aap sirf mere dost ke hone wale sasural main ek rishtedar hai....aur maine humesha aapko uske liye izzat di hai"

She turns away....

Her throat choked...... "aur aap se bhi yahi vinti hai.... aap bhi mujhe apni bhabhi ke dost samjhe" and tears rolled down....

He looked up hurt and finally spoke after a moment.

He cannot cause her any pain...... he didn't want to..... Seeing her in pain..... hurt him


"Theek hai...."....Dev said firmly....Radhika finally looked up at him for a moment....

He composed himself...... "I won't....ab main tumhe kabhi pareshan nahi karoonga...... agar aapko meri wajah se takleef ho rahi hai....theek hai....main nahi aaonga aapke paas....aur nahi aapse baat karne ki koshish karoonga......" he said grimly. His heart ached as he said this.

She looked on......She could feel the pain in his eyes.

"Meri wajah se agar aap ko ab tak jo pareshani huwi uske liye maaf kar dejeye"......he said trying his best to conceal his sadness.

Saying Dev folded his hands "Radhe Radhe".... he said with a straight face and walked across the terrace.

She saw him walking towards the door. Tears rolled down her cheeks.....She didn't know why the tears came......



The guests left. Shastri's left for their home as well.... so did the Purohits

In purohit bhavan....

Dev sat near his window gazing up at the sky......The sky was dark and gloomy . He felt hurt, bad....

Radhika's words pinched him. It felt as if someone thrust a dagger in his heart.

He didn't know what he had for this girl in his heart.... He remembered all those moments he spent with her..... Ever since he met her.....his heart had been aching to meet her again..... His eyes searched her wherever he went....

Why I am feeling like this,
Dev thought.

What's so special about the girl? What's in her that I always feel like looking at her....even if means staring at her constantly making a stupid out of me in public?


He searched for some answer in the sky.... but nothing came in front.

He sighed. Her words were so sharp that he felt very bad. But he was still thinking about her.

"I am attracted to her" he admitted...... "I am.....I cant say no to that"....

But am I so badly attracted to her that I can't stay without thinking about her even for a moment?....he said aloud....... Has she started controlling my brain cells....that she is always in front of me? What's all this?

He ran his fingers through his hairs trying to find a solution.....desperately to get out of this situation.

He walked across the room angrily.....

"Damn. I am so damn attracted to this girl. But she thinks I am harassing her. What am I supposed to say to her....How can I make her understand that what I am going through".....he said aloud to the empty room, with pain flickering in his voice

"How am I supposed to make her understand that she is controlling every nerve of mine.....?" He raised his one arm and ran his fingers through his hairs again in frustration.

"I think about her when I am eating, sleeping, working, playing .......I can't seem to my mind off her even for a second.....And she thinks I am harassing her?" he said aloud, bit enraged. "Radhika you're making me go insane"..... saying He hit his hand hard against the table.

"Why doesn't she seem to understand me?" he said as he sat down on his bed.

"Aur agar who mere liye who mehsoos nahi karti jo main uske liye karta hoo....to har bar mere paas aakar...."

He paused.....

"Har bar mujhe aise lagta hai ke who bhi wahi mehsoos karti hai jo main karta hoo ......Agar uske man main kuch nahi....to who mere paas aakar aise sharmati nahi.....aise...." he said angrily......

"Aisa kyun hai Radhika......" he asked angrily again to the room.......


After a few moments......

He sat quietly. His anger was soothing down.... "Why Radhika....?".....

"Your avoidance made me feel bad. But this attitude has left me hurt Radhika"....

He thought for a moment "But if this makes you happy then fine....I wouldn't do anything that would make you sad....I would do anything for your happiness...."

He felt a bit odd. He has never felt for any girl like this.

"I don't know Radhika...ke mere dil main jo tumhare liye hai who sirf ek attraction hai ya kuch aur....."

He Paused

"Lekin I know one thing......your smile brings a smile on my face. So if you're happy I also should be happy......" he said trying to smile......!!

"I wont come in front of you nor would make an attempt to talk to you.....I wont do so".....he said with a pained expression on his face.....!!

He said and smiled to himself painfully......


In shastri house.....the girls –Radhika and Vishaka were chattering about the engagement.

Radhika although was least interested......but she knew her sister well......she was a chatterbox....if she didn't speak out everything, she wont sleep neither will allow Radhika to sleep.

They both changed their clothes. Vishaka stood in front of the mirror combing her hairs..... "waise kuch bhi kaho....deepika is really lucky to get such a family nahi"

Radhika didn't say anything......just "hmm"......

Vishaka turned around irritated. For the past few minutes vishaka was speaking but all she got to hear from Radhika was "HMM".....No answer other than that. She felt she was speaking to an empty room although Radhika was present in the same room.

Vishaka's gaze intensified. Radhika was folding the clothes and keeping them on the cupboard. But while she did this her attention was somewhere else.

She was thinking something else. What?.....
Vishaka pondered. Radhika was working mechanically. Her brain, her mind was somewhere else.

"Radhika"......Vishaka called out

Radhika looked up a bit stunned....as if Vishaka's voice bought her back to present. "Haa?"

"Tu theek to hai?" she questioned

"haa".....Radhika faked a smile....

"Sach?".....Vishaka asked....

Radhika smiled. Vishaka kept the comb down and walked across to her bed.

Sinking in her bed she again looked at radhika. Something flashed through her mind. DEV.

"Hey Radhika waise tujhse ek baat kahoon"....

Radhika turned around to pick up the clothes from the bed "Ha".....She turned to keep the clothes on the cupboard

"Woh Dev......Arjun's cousin. Mujhe aise kyun lag raha tha ke who tujhe ghoore jaa raha tha"

Radhika stopped breathing for a second......and looked up.....She wasn't looking at Vishaka and was facing the cupboard. She remained silent for a moment.

Damn how did she notice that? Any one would. He was staring at her so insanely.....

What was she supposed to say?......


Finally she composed herself again and turned to pick the remaining pile of clothes.

"acha?" Radhika asked trying to sound non chalant.

"tu yeh mat bol ke tune dekha nahi ek baar bhi.......ghoorte huwe....." she chuckled.

"Vishaka...." Radhika scolded

"Radhika.....usme kya hai"

"Tujhe pata hai na mujhe yeh sab achcha nahi lagta.....Aur tu yeh bhi jaanti hai....ke main to pehle hi....."

Devki interrupts the conversation....... "Tum dono abhi tak soye nahi" she asked Entering the room

"er.....ma....woh thoda kaam tha na isiliye"....Radhika said

"Kaam ya baatein".......she asked with a stern expression on her face.

Vishaka chirped in "Dono ma...."....

"Bas so jaao......bahut raat ho chuki hai"...... She ordered and leaves the room

"Theek hai ma"......said Vishaka and she pulled the quilt over her.... "Hey Radhika Good night.....".....

Radhika smiled at her "Good night"..... saying She seated herself on her bed ......

Vishaka popped her head out of quilt...... "waise Dev ke bare main jyaada mat sochna..... sehat bigad jaayegi....." she said with a small laugh.

Radhika turned at her "Tu nahi sudhregi".....

Vishaka smiled at her and pulled her quilt back.......Radhika sighed....

She lay down.....she couldn't sleep.....Dev's painful expression, the way he walked off, his voice.....All these incidents circled in her thoughts.... She couldn't be in peace right after the moment he left the terrace. She was feeling very queasy and disturbed after that incident. She was stunned by her own rude behavior. She never behaved with anyone like this. She had never ever done this. Then..... Why did she have to do this to him now?

She stared up at the fan rotating above on the ceiling...... After the incident she didn't see him in the party.....she didn't want to actually....

Radhika wondered.....She wouldn't have been able to face him..... Paused.

But again her heart went against.

She still wanted to see him....why?
.....she thought to herself....

She sighed......she was not getting anywhere....All this just led to more confusion....She sat up.....and went across the room to the window......

The slow breeze hit her face softly.......

Her thoughts again drifted to the terrace incident....

She wouldn't be able to forgive herself for behaving so rudely.....!


Her throat choked as her thoughts drifted to those moments....

She glanced outside. It was dark and soft winds blew. She thought "yeh sab kyun....."

Her gaze wandered back into the house.....and then fell on to Kanha's idol.....She moved her feet to walk across ......to kanha's idol...and she slowly sat

"maine aise kyun kiya kanha....." she asked the idol silently......tears rolled down her cheek.

"unhe bahut dukh pahunch...." she stopped.....

"abhi bhi unke bare main hi kyun soch rahi hoo?"..... she asked kanha...... half scolding herself.....

Her gaze wandered to nothing and she saw the images of them in the courtyard..... so close to each other.

And then the moment in the terrace came across her eyes.......and her eyes flinched in pain.

She spoke so rudely that it pained her.......

Her gaze came to back to kanha "aap jante hai na kanha.....maine aise kyun kiya.....main unke sawalon ke jawab kaise do kanha.....jab main khud nahi jaanti ke mere saath kya ho raha hai......."

She paused.

"Main apne aap ko kaise bataon, kaise samjhaoon ke mujhe unke paas nahi jaana chahiye...."

Her eyes closed in pain....

"mera unke paas jaana galat hai kanha......kyunki......." she stopped as she felt her throat choking.....

"kyunki main kisi aur ki hoo".......she tilted her head a bit as if in pain......and cried.

The words came out and so did the tears.......!!

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Hey guys thanks again for all the wonderful responses..... hope u like the updated part as well!! Smile

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Well chipak....... Hmm actually its not just her shyness.... something keeps her away.....!! But to know what..... u will have to wait!! Wink a bit

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Great update Sia Clap

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