Joined: 30 March 2007
Sambhavana Seth wants to know why she is agressive towards men. In her past life, She belonged to a poor Muslim family. Her younger sister died at only 15 because she was not well and there was not enough money for her treatment. She loved a boy called Zakir. She did not like how her Mama (mother's brother) in that birth used to look at her. She sees that one day her Mama had seen her and Zakir together and had beaten both of them. After Zakir goes back to his home, her Mama continued to beat her. She jumps from a window and runs. Her Mama chased her. He molested her and killed her by cutting at her throat with a knife.
Sambhavana - I want to know from Dr. Trupti why I am so agressive towards men. Why do I feel that some men always look at me with bad intentions. When I feel like that towards anybody, then I feel like injuring him though, otherwise I am not an agressive person.
Ravi - Any incident when you felt like this?
Sambhavana - There are many such incidents. Recently, during Ganpati Visarjan, somebody misbehaved with me. I was very angry. He also (pointing towards Sandip) raised his hands on him. If somebody else had been in my place, then she might have left that place without saying anything.
(This is so common that there is no need for search for the reason for this in previous birth.)
Ravi - It looks like you may be friends with men but I do not think there is any scope of what we call as love.
Sambhavana - I have myself not left any scope for that.
Ravi - That must be causing emptiness in your life.
Sambhavana - I do feel lonely.
Tripti - I am taking her to last birth. May be the reason for her behaviour is related to her past birth.
(What?? Does she think that everything is related to past birth?)
Sambhavana's past life regression begins.
Trupti - Look down. There is an ehereal body. Your consciousness will enter that body when I say one. Three-two-one. Look down. How is the ground beneath your feet?
Sambhana - Stony
Trupti - What are you wearing?
Sambhavana - Salwar kameej.
Trupti - Of what colour?
Sambhana - Green.
Trupti - Are you alone or with somebody else?
Sambhavana - Alone
Trupti - Go ahead. See where you go.
Sambhavana - Nobody else is in home. I am going to recite namaaj.
Trupti - What is your age?
Sambhavana - Around 18.
Trupti - With what name do they call you?
Sambhavana - Tasneem.
Trupti - Look what else you see.
Sambhavana - I love somebody. He also loves me. He lives with his parents.
Trupti - Look into his eyes. How do you feel? What is his name?
Sambhavana - I feel good. His name is Zakir.
Trupti - See further. You can see another incident.
Sambhavana - I see many people. My sister. (Sambhavana cries.) She is dead. They are burying her.
Trupti - How old was she?
Sambhavana - 15
Trupti - What had happened to her?
Sambhavana - She was not well. We did not have enough money for her treatment.
Trupti - What was her name?
Sambhavana - Sumayara.
Trupti - Look at the grave. It is covered. Somebody will write the year on it. See. What year is it?
Sambhavana - Don't know.
Trupti - Who were in your house? Your sister. You. And?
Sambhavana - My mother, my uncle (mother's brother). That is all.
Trupti - Look into your uncle's eyes. Whom does he remind your of?
Sambhavana - I do not like when I see him.
Trupti - How do you feel when you look at your mother.
Sambhavana - Feel good.
Trupti - What do you feel when you see your uncle.
Sambhavana - I fear him.
Trupti - You have to see why you fear him.
Sambhavana - Uncle's friends keep coming. I do not like.
Trupti - How old is he?
Sambhavana - A few years older than me.
Trupti - What does he do?
Sambhavana - Nothing.
Trupti - Do you work?
Sambhavana - No
Trupti - Do you study?
Sambhavana - No
Trupti - See what happens.
Sambhavana - My uncle and his friends are talking. I am going downstairs. I go to Zakir's house. I tell him about my uncle and his friends. He is asking me to go back to my home. I do not want to go. I want to stay with him.
Trupti - Why don't you want to go? What do you fear?
Sambhavana - I do not like.
Trupti - He (Zakir) is asking why you do not like. Answer him.
Sambhavana - He looks at me with bad intentions.
Trupti - What happens after that?
Sambhavana - I do not go back to home. I fight Zakir and go somewhere else. It is a small place. There are small benches. I am thinking that something should happen so that I do not go home. I come back to Zakir's house to tell him that I will not go home.
Trupti - How long will you stay there? What is he saying?
Sambhavana - He is accompanying me to my home. Mama (uncle) and my mother see us together. Mama beat Zakir.
Trupti - Inside house or outside?
Sambhavana - Outside
Trupti - How did he beat him?
Sambhavana - With his hands and feet.
Trupti - How do you feel?
Sambhavana - My mother is also not liking it.
Trupti - Your uncle is saying something. What is he saying to Zakir?
Sambhavana - He is abusing him. Zakir has left.
Trupti - What is Mama doing now?
Sambhavana - He is beating him.
Trupti - What do you feel?
Sambhavana - I want to beat him.
Trupti - Can you?
Sambhavana - No. I am weaker. Mama is dragging me upstairs by my hair.
Trupti - Are you trying to stop your Mama?
Sambhavana - Yes. I jump off a window. I am hurt in my feet. Mama saw me and came downstairs. I run away. Mama is running behind him. He catches me. I tell him that I love Zakir and to let me go with him. Mama beat me a lot. He is misbehaving with me. I am trying to escape. He killed me by cutting at my throat with a knife.
Trupti - Where is your body?
Sambhavana - On the floor.
Trupti - Where is Mama?
Sambhavana - He is also there.
Trupti - How do you find your body? Now you are out of your body. Look at it. Can you see blood?
Sambhavana - A lot.
Trupti - Look at the clothes. See where all you see your body wounded and your clothes torn.
Sambhavana - Torn at many places.
Trupti - How do you feel?
Sambhavana - It was better than living in that house.
Trupti - Slowly leave that life, leave that pain and feeling that you are weak. I will count up to 1. You will slowly open your eyes and find yourself perfectly normal. 3-2-1.
The background voice summarizes Sambhavana's past birth. It says that in her past birth, Sambhavana was a Muslim named Tasneem, whose Mama had killed her after molesting her. May be this is why she is not able to love any man in this birth.
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