MN-Hum Aisi Muhabbat Karte Hain Last Part Pg 64 - Page 4

Jub haath dua ko uthtey hain

Alfaz kahen kho jate hain

Bas dehan tumhara rehta hai

Aur aansoo se aa jate hain

Har khuwab tumhara poora ho

Uss rab ki minnat karte hain

Hum  aisi muhabbat karte hain

Tum kaisi muhabbat karte ho?

Mujhe thandak raas nahi aati

Mujhe barish se khuff aata hai

Per jis din se malom hua

Yeh mousam tum ko bhata hai

Abb jub bhi sawan aata hai

Barish main bheegte rehte hain

Qatron main tumhi ko dhondhte hain

Bondon se tumhara poochte hain

Hum aisii muhabbat karte hain

Tum kaisi muhabbat karte ho?

Sub kehtey hain is duniya ka

Har rang tumhi se roshan hai

Mere ishq kay davedar hain sub

Sub mujh ko devta kehte hain

Per mujh ko aisa lagta hai

Har rang tumhi per jachtta hai

Tum na ho tu be rang hon main

Be ronaq hai tasveer meri

Tum khuwab meri tabeer meri

Tum se hai jurri taqader meri

Jo khak tumhe chhoo jati hai

Uss matti per hum marte hain

Hum aisi muhabbat karte hain

Tum kaisi muhabbat karte ho??

I can hear his voice, as he is near me, I can feel his emotions now, I can understand his feelings now what he was feeling when he told me this ghazal

Now I cannot do anything but cry. Yes I can only cry

"Mrs. Bhushan" I heard someone's voice

Who is distracting me from feeling him near me

"Yes doctor" I heard another voice. It is my mother

"Mrs. Bhushan she is very critical, we can't say anything, we have to keep her under observation, she may survive but it seems she does not want to live anymore" Doctor said to my mother

"But why she is not speaking, she was staring at me since 2 hours but did not speak anything" I heard my mother. I tried to open my mouth, I want to speak but I cannot

"She is in coma, she can hear you, see you but cannot speak, in such cases patient has only 50% chances to survive" Doctor said in regret

"And the boy with her how is he now" My mother asks

Yes where is he I want to meet him I want to tell him that''.

"I am sorry Mrs. Bhushan cannot save him" What is he saying, Doctor is lying how can he go anywhere without me

"Main tumhare bina reh hi nahi sakta"

"Aur meri shaadi ho gayee tab kya karo ge"

"Tab bhi main tumhare saath jaon ga"

"Aur agar jo mere husband ko aietraz ho to"
"Main tumhare saath jahaiz mein jaon ga na"

He said it, I remember his each and every word and now he went without me. Oh God why my hands not working? I tried to move my legs but it seems that they are jammed.

I want to scream, I want to cry but my tongue is not with me

And so desperately I made a wish

"I WANT TO DIE"