Posted:
14 years ago
~*~ I Entered Through Your Eyes..But I Was Led Astray..Lead Me To Your Heart...Please?~*~ [Chapter 7]
Dear Diary (too busy thinking about Alfie to think of a name for you sorry!)
Days go past I'm transferring from a tomboy into a girly girl and its quite fun you know..that is only appearance wise! I am not going to be a girly girl at break and lunch times na uh! All they do is sit and talk or go to the toilets and put make-up on! Nope I'd rather play football! Or hang out with the guys!
As we have uniform at school you can't really tell that I'm becoming a girl girl! Unless I wore a mini skirt and that is never going to happen! At school I hang out with Joshua and Kat - my best friends and the rest of the popular guys.
Although I don't flirt openly with Alfie I still hang out with him the most alongside with Joshua - Joshua of course doesn't know my crush on him; why you may ask wouldn't I tell my best friend? Because he is a guy and he will use it against me so therefore he is excluded from the secret!
I think about him all the time! I can't help it! When he's with me I stare at him, obviously I have to hide the fact that I stare at him because trust me unlike girls boys have really big mouths! They can make your life hell! Of course the girls especially the girly girls are jealous that I can hang out with all the guys especially Joshua and Alfie so much, when they attempt to hang out with the guys they're embarrassed by them saying how they're too girly to hang out etc.
Currently, Alfie is going out with the school slut! What's her name? Natasha! She has always been my enemy since year 7 (freshman year! For you Americans), the fact that she is going out with the guy I like makes it worse!
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Dear diary,
I just found out that I officially don't have a crush on Alfie! I 'love' him! I saw Alfie and Natasha making out and my heart literally cracked in half! Thank God they don't do it all the time at school or else I would die!
My eyes automatically teared up at the sight of them! How I wish I could just be like I was before that self - centered pig Alfie came into my life!
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Oh My God!! I didn't have an entry yesterday, and I'm sorry! I lost my diary! Guess who gave it back to me? Alfie!! My jaw dropped when he pulled it out of his bag today! I just hope he hasn't read it! I keep blushing when he's around because I don't know if he read it or not! Kat and Kit were laughing they're heads off when I told them! Joshua found out about my feelings for Alfie because Kit and Kat were talking too loudly but I made Joshua swear not to be a big mouth or else hell get bruises from my famous punches! Or kicks! Hey, Im a girl but Ive been kick boxing a few times and I go to martial arts! Hee ya!
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Im going to die of embarrassment, Di (Pronounced Dee thats your new name!)
Me and Alfie were fighting because he took my text book from me and I was trying to get it off him, he kept putting it this way and that, but I caught him by surprise and used one of my martial arts techniques and I hugged my text book tightly, guess what he did to take it off of me? He used his 'guy' method! He flipping ran his finger down my cheek as if he was flirting with me! My hold on my text book automatically loosened! He laughed afterwards! Argh! He must have read my diary! Diiii what am I supposed to do? Natasha knows now that I like him so she keeps taking him away when I'm talking to him! Grrr!
Haha! That must have been embarrassing! I bet you I would've blushed now if I remembered that! I was probably laughing out loud because John came into my room and stared at me with a 'Are you human' look on his face.
'What?' I asked after my round of laughter.
'Um, you're laughing by yourself fatty, and you dont have no one to talk to, so your being a real loser and loner making jokes in your head and then laughing at them!' He says leaning against my door frame!
'What the hell?! Fatty?? YOU need glasses!'
'No I dont! Sissy!'
My jaw dropped.
'What?!!! Sissy? Who are you calling sissy?' I say getting up and rolling my sleeves up ' I am good at kick boxing you know, I think you'll be sissy as soon as I punch your nose broken!'
'Ha! I'm a black belt sissy!'
'I don't know if I am...I haven't read that far..'
'That sounds soo lame, Sissy!'
' Fine call me Sissy and I'll call you bunnyboo.' I say smirking at him.
He comes up to me and pins me to the wall and brings his face close to my ear and whispers 'You dare..' and then he storms off.
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😆 Hae guys enjoy!
