Posted: 06 June 2009 at 5:34pm | IP Logged
so today....im on my laptop doin my homwork...and he msg's me on msn. We are jus talking in general...and everytime i ask him a question...he replies "i donno"....and never gives me a straight answer. Instead..he throws back words that I use like "make me" and "whtever". So i told him to STOP using my words...and he goes "make me"....so i told him first, he needs to stop using my word...and second...he can only use that when we are infront of eachother cause only then can i actually "make him" stop. So he keeps teasing me...saying "make me make me".....and so i told him...i shut him up once, ill shut him up again.
So..hahaha...he replies back saying........get ready to hear this peple.....he replies back saying "the next time i see you....I promise u I will shut u up this time...jus dont slap afterwards"...hahaha.....so then I tell him...he doesnt have the gut's to because he;s too careful when it comes to me. So he tells me jus because he respects me, doesnt mean he wont do it and that he;s not scared to do it. Now....i cant remember if i mentioned this before...but he;s the type of guy...that will go thru any dare u tell him. It was a dare in the first place tht got him to kiss me the first time. SO now, i cant guarantee anything....but I think he's gonna kiss me the next time we meet.....cause he thinks I think he doesnt have the guts and that he's too careful and scared of me.
Guys, dont get me wrong here...i dont want to just keep kissing him back and forth just for the hell of it. This is kinda my way of seeing how he really feels abt me. I know it sounds weird....but if he stopped coming close to me, or teasing me ever more, or stopped me from kissing him, or held back himself when I kissed him...that I wud get my hint and understand that he really really is not interested and only wants me as a friend. But like i said, he really kisses me back, has become even more flirty and friendly with me, and jus out of nowhere comes close to me, tickles me, gives me hugs and kisses me on the cheek and and and...he bites me on my cheeks too. When im sitting there and he sitting a little away from me...he will keep moving the chair next to me and start tickling me for no reason.
If he really felt uncomforable and akward of having 2 best friends making out...then he wud def stop me from kissing him and tell me seriously that its wrong and we shudnt do it. Instead...he told me he enjoyed it and asked me if I enjoyed it too....
If in one day from morning to nite I dont txt him or he doesnt hear from me...he will txt me with a sad smiley face writting "sniff". So.....my point here is....I know i want him to kiss me back too...but its not jus the kiss that i want.....I want to see if one day...one of these kisses that happen betweeen us actually mean something.....I want him to realize what do I mean to him...jus a extremely good best friend...or something more.
So like i said.....i will keep u guys posted on wht happens.....only monday will tell......