Posted: 15 January 2009 at 9:47am | IP Logged
Hi guys,Lol its my first post ever
Hope you guys could answer this for me
I dont know anything what to doo
My Best friend told me that a guy from the other section of the same class as mine he loved me .. soo liake i saw himm and liake i felt attracted. . After 2 months liake i was madly in love with him .. Then in November time he purposed mee .. He was very cute
But our school is very strict .. So we had to meet for that proposal thing after school in 1st class .. We just had a few minutes ..
He asked e very sweetly and i agreeed .. Then he told me to meet me tomorrow in the break .. And gave me a smile and said bye =) ..
And im liake really really really shy .. The nex dai .. In milkbreak he came there and my best friend told me that he came and goo .. But i dident go .. I dont know why .. I was soo scared .. I couldent even move and daahh ... Well ii was soo angry on myself thenn .. He told me to comee after the school to meet him .. I said okaii and ii went
Then after school i met him .. and first time i actually spoke to a boii being his girlfriend that often .. He was sooooo sweet really .. But one teacher saw us there thenn ..
The next daii i dident really thinkk about anythingg about it about that teacher thingyy ... So i went to the school and liake even iin milkbreak he dident come .. He kindof dident even see at me or smiled ... i thought he has some problemm and dident really wanted to ask hiim .. even the next daii he dident come and started ignoring me and all .. My classmates told me that thatt teacher told to his wardonn about it .. And they told himm if youu meet *ME* once more and liake that .. he will kick him out of the school and its his last warning .. I was realy sad ..
The next daii .. A guy who liakes me .. He told me that *my bf* told he doesent liake me anymore .. I realy wanted to cry but ii was strong .. I dident cry and decided never to look at him and ignore himm .. After a few daizz i noticed that he always used to stare and daahh .. He even told to his classmatez and everzbodz that ii was his girlfriendd .. So i thought he loves me still .. I was happii =) ..But still he never told anyone to tell me to meet him or never smiled or anythinn .. Still i was okaii .. i thought it will over soon
Then were the holidayyz in our school .. I went too Goa for the holidayzz and mz best friend told me on the phone that,that guy who told me that he doesent love me anymore .. Again said that he said noww he doesent love me aniimoree .. I thought it was a joke again cuzz even before he told a liee about that ..
I went back to school .. He was there .. In the assemblii he did see at mee .. But again he started ignoring me and all .. I dident even see himm till yet .. just from the back .. He have school from 2 daiz noww .. He come in the milkbreak up with his friend yesterday but then he saw me in a girl group talking and he hided and went awayy .. I thought he wanted to meet mee .. But after he did nothinn .. Even todaii in 4 periiod he came outside my class and stood there .. He stared .. But ii ignored cuz i was not sure if he stilll loves me .. But he stared and stood there .. But after that nothinn .. ii even came outside of his class but he dident see mee .. Nor in the milkbreakk i was liake 3 metres away from him ..
What should ii doo ?? Am i wrong or is he ?? What is going in his mind >S
Please guyyzz help me >(