Posted: 02 August 2008 at 4:09am | IP Logged
-Anamika(the first member of RP FC)
What happened before:
[this starts off from where the episode ends where rajveer n naina were lookin in each others eyes......
their eye contact is broken by an orderly who informs raj that ghelot is here to see him..
part reluctantly..........ghelot asks him to find chandra....coz the
army has aresst orders for rajveer..... n leaves.......Nair gets a call
from the army headquaters to report there immediately.........
leaves in a hurry.........meanwhile the very same night....ali asks
pooja out...........yudi apologises to aalekh..and invites him out of
the academy coz he wanted to talk to alekh and neelu...
huda plans to spend some time wid his phoolan n is just about to ask
her out.........but......................to his dissapointment he gets
a call from is mummyji to come home urgently b'coz someone was trying
to take their fields by treachery since it was saturday.....all were
allowed to go out of the academy since they had no drills on
sunday...by now all the cadets had left ...but yudi had come back to
the academy to take some pills for alekh....met rajveer on his way who
gave him the pills from infirmary and yudi left.......]
closed the infirmary door and was heading back to his
room........meanwhile naina was still in the games room she was lost
thinking about all the happenings in that happened in these few
dayz..... finally she was stirred out of toughts as it was the time for
lights out.......n started walking towards the hostel
again stopped at the wall of fame .....he touched the part wall where
navins photo was placed........he had tears in his eyes..... and
determination...to prove his friend innocent.....and he said these
words.....dost main tujhe tera sanmaan lautake hi rahunga chaahe jo bhi
ho....chahe mujhe 'apni jaan hi na kyun na deni pade'.........
n within a fraction of a second he gets a tightly slapped by someone........it was very hard.......
was naina who slapped him.........she said nothing but tears rolled
down her cheek...she couldnt take those words...'mujhe apni jaan hi na
kyun na deni pade'...n she left raj and ran towards the hostel with her
tear filled eyes.......
rajveer gave a fake smile and said, "tum mujhe kabhi nahi samajpaogi na naina..."
he started walking back towards his room and sat on his bed with a thud...he was heartbroken....he'd lost all his hope ...
just then he got a mail.........but he was least bothered to read it.........
as naina ran out of the academy it started pouring heavily...but she
couldnt get a grip over herself she entered her room all
drenched....her body drenched with the rain and her soul drenched with
she tried to get a grip over herself and went to the
washroom and tried to take a shower but started crying aloud with the water gushing out of the shower on her head.............
was also upset ...he too headed to take a shower to ease of his pain
but all this was in vain...........it did not help him too...........
meanwhile he got a call on his cellphone
got out of the bath and wore a white color satin salwaar
kurta..........the colors in her clothes seemed to be
meaningless...hence the white color.........
sat with her back to the door, her body hunched over, arms wrapped
tightly around herselfwith her hair open which were half dried by now.
do i do..?," she thought as silent tears streamed down her face. She
was confused about the feelings she had for him... ... she didnt know
why her heat ached so much...........
Wiping impatiently at the free flowing tears she stood and began pacing the floor in her bare feet towards the window..
Naina turned back towards the door, finding it open she stood staring at it stupidly for long moments.
Standing just inside the room he watched her, taking in her disheveled appearance and tear-streaked face.
He was shocked to see not anger in her dark eyes, but fear.
His eyes had tears, sadness, tenderness, love.......
Filled with tenderness, hecame close to her and wrapped his arms around her and said, "Are you okay?"
didn't say much, but wrapped his strong arms around her again and
whispered, "It's okay, ... I am with you... just let it go. "
So softly he cupped her face, thumbs gently wiping the damp trails of tears..a fresh tear rolled down her cheek..
his touch she melted, she was dizzy with relief as she clung to him.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, her lush body pressed tight
against him.........each movement eradicated all the fear and
anger.They found a deep understanding of each other emotionally and
physically, coupled with the ability to cleanse their hearts and souls
through intimately knowing the other.
somehow she still wasnt able to get a grip over herself....she was
guilty abt what she did to him....thankful to him for being with her
always inspite of her ruthless behavior to him....and a feeling yet so
new n special but she couldn't comprehend it....this feeling was beyond
her understanding and reasoning........
this while she was in his arms and was trying to snuggle in as close as
possible to him...sobbing and trying to figure out what to
After a while or rather an hour or so,
had stopped crying but wanted to say something but didnt want to detach
herself from him.........she felt secure in those protective arms.....
He too couldnt interpret his actions all this while he stood by her and today she needed him the most...
she was shattered ...n all alone enthrusted in a situation for which he was partly responsible....
definately couldnt leave her like this but was scared coz being so
close was stirring in him those desires which were forbidden.......
forgot that he is her teacher and mentor for that
moment..........................but all she realised was that he was
someone special, someone she will long for all her life..... though she
knew that she didnt deserve him now she could sense a feeling of
hatered and disgust arising for herself ... just as rajveer she also
developed a guilt for all her deeds but ther was a desire in her to be
close to him..
made up his mind..he couldnt tarnish her image ....and endanger her
career for his desires....he had already hurt her a lot.............He
picked her up gently in his arms and carried her towards her
bed.....Nobody ever touched her body with such love and desire as he
did.......The light touch of his hand on her bare back made her
shiver.......He placed her on her bed.....and pulled a sheet on her...
n then .........
as he turned to leave she
held his wrist, he turned back...n saw an childlike innocence in those
eyes which he had not seen before, which pleaded him to be near her,
which told him how lonely she was feeling.........
A question flitted through his mind.. Should he..?.. He took a step towards her......
were as close as two bodies can be without actually touching. She
tilted her head up to say something as he enfolded his arm around her,
warming her shivering body. She trusted him more than anything.....
in her innocent actions gave him a boost in confidence, and he smiled
at her, squeezing her hand that she had been holding him with so far
very tightly. Her girlish, almost shy response excited him instantly,
and without a word he took her hand and brought it to his lips, kissing
it softly, then turning it over and kissing her palm. He felt her
Leaning down, he
touched his nose to her hair and breathed deeply. Naina closed her
eyes, suddenly feeling faint. She could feel the energy rippling
between them, a hidden wave of need and emotion. For the first time in
a long time, she needed to be touched......... It was a heady
experience, to feel beautiful.
She ran her open hand up his stomach and chest, on the black shirt softly beneath her fingertips.
felt his heart beat against her hand on his chest and his arms tighten
around her. "I love you..." he whispered in her ear, she smiled,
allowing him to wipe the tears from below her eyes.
felt her heart begin to pound as his touch deepened against her, he
gently ran his fingers through her hair, pulled her hips against him,
trailed his fingers heavily down her back and kissed her heart through
her chest. She stretched his arms out away from her to calm him down a
bit and pulled his shirt off of him, having to hurry as he found it
hard to keep his touch away from her.
Feeling safe within his arms, loved by his heart she felt complete bliss........
held each other tight, both for some reason feeling as if they could
cry, pulling a blanket up to their waists. She touched his shoulder
gently laying next to or almost over him as her bed was a single one,
"what's wrong ?" he whispered, her lips running along his arm kissing
him softly. She looked at him fear within her eyes, "I don't ever want
to lose you," she said in a sad tone of voice. He felt a mix of
emotions get caught in his throat and a need to love her like never
before. He wrapped his arm around her trying to get closer.
was becoming relaxed under his almost magical touch and she almost fell
asleep in his hands........She snuggled close to his warm body and
drifted off to sleep.
He lightly tickled the base of her spine.....through her soft satin clothing
She opened her eyes and raised her head to look at him.....his lips brushed her collarbone'their eyes met'.
eyes didn't leave hers instead he came closer to her heart was racing,,
his hand touched the back of her neck sent chills through her, woke her
entire body, slowly he drew her to his lips, their first kiss, so soft,
slow, so warm and inviting she didn't want to stop, with his other hand
she could feel his fingers through her hair, the kiss was the beginning
to an exciting adventure,, each muscle in her ached for his hands, they
felt so good against her body, their kiss lasted an eternity.......
It felt so right so magical....
The blush that covered her cheeks now covered her entire body'
His lips were warm and something about touching them made her feel more feminine, more sensual than anything else ever had'
They were both vulnerable, she realized. To their needs, to their desires, to each other.
his reflection in those beautiful eyes .......... Laying next to her at
night, feeling her soft skin next to his. He could just melt into her
body completely .
She felt his arms encircle her. She felt his heart beating beneath her cheek as she laid her head upon his well defined chest.
Her hands didn't hesitate as they moved over him,'.
Her body moved against his, pressing, seeking. She seemed to know his movements as he knew hers, before they even happened''..
wondered if others understood what she hoped was true love Wrapped in
tangled sheets, the feel of his heartbeat beneath her palm, she knew
this feeling she herself hadn't truly known until moments ago. She'd
given more of herself than she'd intended, shared more than she'd
imagined, and risked more than she should have dared. But she had no
With him it had felt right, safe, and
there was contentment and a level of comfort like she'd never known.
She smiled and tried not to worry what tomorrow would bring as they
both succumbed to the numbed sleep of satisfied lovers' in each others
She had not really slept....
awakening, dreaming, sleeping a little, awakening again' unable to
really sleep, thinking all night long of what was happening to her or
rather happening to both of them.
That night they touched, tickled, kissed and loved being so close........
They came closer to one another in innocence'.innocence of the pure feeling called love'
They knew they just became one.
Edited by riyaa_1985 - 02 August 2008 at 10:18am