Ashish Chowdhry mourns.

Actor Ashish Chowdhry addresses media and pours his heart out.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008   |  Copyright:   |  Comments 61 Comments  |  11092 Views

Many people lost their lives in Mumbai terrorists attack. In this massacre actor Ashish Chaudhary loses his sister Monica and his jiju Ajit. The actor addresses the media and pours his heart out through a letter.


He writes "Yes I am not yet in the frame of mind to talk or deal or replay the destruction of my family and their souls but I would still like to pen down my gratitude to you who stood by, called, sms’d and comforted me at a time where my whole world collapsed.


If there is anything that can hold me together now and not let me crumble fully, are the two small innocent lives that in a matter of seconds lost the two people who were their world. Who only waited not understanding why their parents haven’t returned from dinner yet. Their innocent hearts looking into our eyes when we finally broke the news.  They were searching for some meaning out of this meaningless act of perversion and those are the two lives that are holding me and my family together urging us to be strong…for them.


Kanishq (12) and Ananaya (7), 'Pokey' and 'Ducky' as I lovingly call them, are our little Angels who’ve lost more than what can ever be even imagined.  


I know, my sister and my jiju, wherever they are will still be worried about Pokey and Ducky. Monica, my only sister who I loved more than myself and Ajit , the Jiju who came in as the perfect match for my Mona. Two pure hearts, two glorious human beings whose lives revolved around their children. Grounding their children on morals, on the right behaviour on being good and kind human beings. And an entire battalion of people cannot match up to what they were as parents. Or take their place ever


But we are going to try….try hard and rebuild  their lives . We are going to bring their smiles and the twinkles in their eyes back. Bring back the joy of  a really happy beautiful family that the animals, the cowards  destroyed.


I stood there helpless and angry while strangers came and snatched away pieces of  our hearts. I could do nothing …nothing but just ask one question Why? Why them?
And the answer was a cruel silence that numbed me.
 

There is no solace there is no way on earth anybody can tell any of us  to console ourselves,this hurt will stay  forever .The gaping  wound will never heal and the anger will only stay hidden.


I’m angry. Really angry.



And I feel for all of us. I’m sorry for all of us who suffered. And for all who live with
this feeling of instability, insecurity n hatred. But we’ve gotta get a hold of ourselves.
We’ve got to be strong and move ahead with a conviction. We’re the ones who’ll eventually make the desired difference.


In this horrifying game of fate, the one thing we want to tell Monica and Jiju is
that today their children not only have four extremely loving grandparents, who have always doted over their grandchildren but also a huge family of Aunts, Uncles and cousins that have so much love to give.

 
The one thing that I really want them to know is that they will always have a second set of parents within Samita and Me. We will be there in everyway we can, along with everyone else in our beautiful family, to look after them, try and raise them the way Monica and Ajit have done all these years and hopefully we will be guided by them from above, to be their second Mum and Dad.


Please don’t take my silence and withdrawal of not talking as any form of disrespect. I have still not come to terms with what is real and what is not .Life is drawing a blank and it will be sometime before I can fill the void. I am pouring my heart out in this letter hoping you understand.


Thank you for being there and I really mean it…


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  • Posted on: 12 December 2008 at 4:41pmgriffy.fz

    .....................................may their soul rest in peace...and he gets strngth to live on.............

  • Posted on: 06 December 2008 at 11:23am-kirulicious-

    Thats so sad..poor Ashish and the 2 kids:(

  • Posted on: 04 December 2008 at 1:20ammango-frost

    my heart felt condolences to him and his family....may God give them strength....may God bless the 2 kids...

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 11:28pmadoremevirgo

    May their soul rest in peace. My heart goes out to the small kids...and i pray that Aashish and his family will recover soon from the shock.

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 10:41pmzara2801

    my condelences to him and his family

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 9:29pmtina_sre

    Oh God! May god give him d courage to overcome this phase

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 9:22pmramas

    oh God how horrible. I am in tears reading this. 2 small children who lost their parents due to few inhuman brutal worthless ppl. I can only imagine the pain of ppl who lost thier husabnds, wives, sons and daughters.
    When will this end.
    May monica nad ajit''s saul rest in peace. and may god give their families courage to bear the losses of the loved ones.

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 8:39pmmimi0295

    AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
    Oh my gosh, I''m literally in tears right now. This damn terrorist thing is getting to be too much. So many have lost their lives due to this. It is NOT fair.
    R.I.P Monica and Ajit, may your souls rest in piece. I am sure your children will grow up to be fine people.
    Bless.

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 7:58pmdazzelll

    Aww, i feel bad, almost brought tears in my eyes

    RIP

  • Posted on: 03 December 2008 at 7:01pm*~Isita~*

    awwwwww thats terrible
    rip mona n ajit

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